by Miro on April 16th, 2013, 4:58 am
Miro felt everything he had craved become his. The power, power enough to dominate, confidence in himself, and sweet, sweet satisfaction. And then, no wait, what was this? Something went wrong, so very wrong. The dark tainted essence infused itself onto him, into his body. He gazed down in terror, writhing in pain as the infection darkened his left arm. His mind filled with terror and agony aplenty, and his arm, the pain was immeasurable. It was as if the limb was submerged in a pool of molten rock. His feet stamped and he yelped out screams of murderous pain. It was as if the torture that had killed Drysalla and the Chained One himself was concentrated into the limb. All connection to it was replaced with suffering and torturous pain, and not even the pathways within it could be sensed anymore.
The undead clenched his teeth to try to gain a hold on the pain and quiet the whimpers, and with great focus and effort he was able to. Mirror in hand, he clumsily made his way to his feet, his body shaken with tremors caused by pain. It was so tempting to throw his life down again, double down, all or nothing on the gain of power. How simple it would be to make another wish. Yet he was so weak, had lost so much. With his power weakened it was best to think of self-preservation and not anger the Illusionists. He began to stagger towards Alluvia and moan of displeasure as he moved. "Here Alluvia," he held the mirror out to her, "sorry for snatching it from you. Eridanus was in trouble, and I saw what needed to be done. I had no choice but to act in an instant, to save us. Not just Eridanus, certainly not myself, or even us in the room, but Alvadas itself. My wish worked the first time and saved us from Drysalla, giving Golden Boy her power, so I tried it again, but it held a great cost."
The Reimancer fell to the ground and screamed out in torturous yells from his suffering. It sounded almost as if the undead had been broken down to sobbing. "The tainted creature, it is contained within me, though it feels as if it will destroy me from the inside. I had to make the sacrifice, to save us all. I knew that the prophecy was true, but the heroes were not the one's gifted by the Elementals. They were us four, and I knew that without my sacrifice we were doomed to perish. I could not let Alvadas fall to darkness, even if it means that I am doomed to bear all the dark of it by myself. I want to be a hero, but, oh gods. Oh...Krysus, it is unbearable. It hurts! It..it hurts so much. So, so, so, so, so very muuuuuch."
He collapsed back to the floor and writhed further in pain. The pain was present, though it did not quite spike. But he needed them to know the sacrifice he had made for them. There was no denying it, he was the greatest hero Alvadas had ever seen. "I just wanted to be a hero! P-Please help me! Somebody, please...Eridanus, Alluvia, Golden Boy, please, oh please, help. The pain, it is almost unbearable. There must be something you can do. I-I-I..." But he could not say the words. Truly there was one thing that caused him awful wrenching heartache inside of him. The thing that tormented him mist was that he had messed up so badly. His chance at power, his great score, thrown away. He was only now but a "hero". All of his years of discipline, keeping his body unsullied, all of his care was ripped away. His body was now defiled and tainted, cursed after he had come so far. But how much of it was his fault when those damn urges would see no other end but to take the wish? Truly there could be no other outcome as Lhex had written it.
Miro let out a thunderous yell to release the pains within him. His mind would not silence itself, and its words clawed deep into his brain. Finally he found the strength to spit the worst of his pains out in a roar. "I...I CAN'T FEEL MAGIC WITHIN ME ANYMORE!" And as if declaring his pain had aroused the beast within him, its dark haunting whispers began to call out sharply within his mind. "Kill them all! Make them all suffer as you are now. I promise, you will feel SO much better. Drag your claws across their faces, strip away their beauty as you have had yours. Dig your teeth into their necks and tear their throats out. It is okay, it feels good to hurt! You will feel less alone when the world shares your pain and suffering. Truly they do not understand, so help them to learn. Especially that Eridanus, he is the worst! The way he looked at you, it is obvious he wishes to take your head. Kill before you yourself are killed. It is the only way to feel better."
All of it was so loud in his head, so hard to ignore, yet, he was capable of resisting. This whispers were not like that of Uldr's blessing, but more so like sweet whispers. Though, he had never known sweet whispers to come in a form so blatant and unappealing. What it offered could hardly be defined a sweet. The wizard gathered up his dignity and held his chin high. He spoke with a confident authority to those in the room. "I am sorry, I lost composure there. My arm, it has gone lame due to the taint, along with other effects. I can feel all of her pain and madness within me, but I can resist her. The only thing that matters now is the safety of Alvadas. And that I am a revered hero. So Golden Boy, won't you do it now? Return Alvadas to us so that we might set foot in our beloved city once more!"