32nd of Winter, 512 AV The Herald's Arms - Nettle District It was a pain to say that Sigrun could not feel any sort comfort from the warmth that the Herald's Arms usually provided her. Men and women alike, who were responsible for "welcoming" the place's customers, had the touch and feel of stone; they brushed against her like rough sandpaper, and their wanton whispers sounded like the hisses of snakes. She flinched away from them, from anyone, and trudged over to the bar with her head down. She looked like a ghost, a stranger to living, as her eyes bore no emotion and her body moved as if it had to go against the force of rigor mortis. The bartender, who was used to seeing the young girl come to the place, eyed her curiously. "Are you's alright?" he smiled uneasily, as he placed his hands on the counter and looked down at the girl, "you's been 'ere for days now, missy, I'm ge'in a lil' bit concerned." "I'm just tired," Sigrun responded with a rhaspy murmer, "ale, please." "Maybe you's need a break." "I know what I need," she tried to comfort the man with a smile, "and what I need is more to drink." The bartender sighed and gave her a quick nod. The young blonde gripped her temples with the tips of her fingers and began to massage them slowly. Her eyes and throat were burning, and her stomach had a dull ache to them from all the drinking she had been doing for the past few days. It was getting worse and worse. She couldn't take it anymore. It was two years since the death of her brother and yet, the wounds still felt very fresh, and very much open. It seemed as if an infection festered within it too, producing a poison within her that slowly devoured her desire and resolve to live. She was so tired of it, too tired of it. "There's no point," she thought, her eyes stinging as a tears began to stream down them, "where is the point?" The bartender left her a mug and a bottle. He knew her well. The girl had been trying to live a simple life in another district, at the Traveler's Row where she had quick access to the main gates, to freedom, but the taste of life outside of the citadel's gates was stale to her directionless tongue. She had nothing to aspire for. She lost the drive to take care of herself, of her dog Snowe, and while she tried her best to make sure that the canine didn't suffer for it, it only made things worse on her part. A stranger, an obvious traveler by the weight of the things strapped to his back and the layers of his clothing, inched his way into her reclusive bubble. "Interested in a bit of company?" "No," she snapped, her words coming out stuffy and muffled as she discarded the mug to the side and took swigs from the bottle of ale. "C'mon, I'm sure you'll like me." "I don't like anybody," she growled, her eyes staring at the bottle as she continued to speak in between drinks from it, "I don't like anything." Perpetually drunk was the word to describe her current state. She didn't even give herself enough time in between her alcoholic endeavors to sober up. "Maybe I can change your mind." He began to manhandle her, his arms snaking around her waist like the snakes she thought she'd heard on her way in. His touch felt like the pricking of thorns. Sigrun squirmed, her hips bumping the man's hands away, only to find that it was only making things worse. The man snickered, the smell of alcohol swimming out of his putrid mouth. He was just as intoxicated as the young blonde. Sigrun kicked the man's barstool aside, tossed a couple mizas on the bar counter, and made for the door with her bottle of ale. The chill winter night hit her hard as the wind almost blew her off to the side of the road. She groaned, eyes scanning the misty night as she struggled to keep her body warm. Shivering, she turned around and thought of going back inside, when the traveler exited and made another grab for her. Sigrun continued to push him off, growling for him to leave her alone, until eventually on instinct, the man punched her in the face. A rivulet of blood splatted out of Sigrun's mouth as she fell backwards onto the snow, her bottle of ale breaking as she dropped it next to her. The traveler panicked, and upon hearing the sounds of shouting men, he ran off into the darkness. "Sigrun..." The young blonde moaned, her eyes barely open as she scanned the streets, tears streaming down her face as the full effect of the stranger's punch took effect. Her swollen cheek pulsated as her blood rushed up her face, her split lip leaving droplets of blood on the white snow. "Sigrun!" She coughed out a mix of blood and spit, curling her body into a fetal position as she felt her sight slowly blurring and darkening. A familiar voice haunted her ears, fading in and out, almost pulling her out of her body as it came and went. "Oh, Sigrun, look at what you've done..." As a gust of wind whistled past her, she blacked out. "What did mama tell you about playing with sharp things?" |