Quiarinox

[Quiarinox]

Quiarinox Sex Female Race Ethaefal Date of Rebirth Fall 81 503 AV Place of Rebirth Lake Ravok Mortal Seeming Human

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Concept Independent, driven, focused, judging, and logical are only a few words that describe Quiarinox and her personality. Her motivation in life is to show Rhysol that saving her wasn't a waste of his time or his resources but that she is suited for his eventual goals. Despite most others who serve the same god as she, Quiarinox also bears some love yet still for Leth even if this love is tinged with regret and sometimes, at her worst, anger. She doesn't want to return to his immortal plane but doesn't want to forsake his name entirely either. She is that rare anomaly that could never find peace serving her own creator and could never be asked to selflessly work for him. But she loves him. What Quiarinox is willing to serve she is willing to guide others to singlemindedly pursue their goals. Her own determination often pays off when she makes a good example to those who slack that the gods would reward those with zeal and purpose. If she is forced to work amongst a group she will often force her way into the role of leadership and then force the others into exemplifying her. Quiarinox doesn't empathize well with people but for forms of suffering and loneliness she may sympathize. In the presence of another Ethaefal born of Leth she may sometimes change but she avoids those meetings for lack of affection with her moonborn kin. She is a judging personality and often speaks her impressions of others before she thinks through what her words might do to them. She has learned to temper her tongue in the company of people she wants to use in the future yet in private she releases all at once. In her sun phase, Quiarinox may come across as mildly sweet. She appears no more than a young woman of age to be married, perhaps a former slave as well due to her healed injuries, but she hardly acts that way. If one was around Ethaefal much they might be able to see what she is through her distaste of the weak, ugly body and her malancholy at being unmoored to lavish in the light of Leth's mate. She doesn't like Syna and doesn't let this go unknown when asked about it. Her love of Leth is perhaps the only thing that saves her from acting in Syna's opposite and earning her ire. Quiarinox likes much in the world. She likes Winter and the time when the seasons change, she likes flowers and bathing, she enjoys thoughtful gifts and music played by masters. Quiarinox likes horses, dogs, cats and snakes but dislikes most people barring those who have some use to her or are otherwise 'different' from the larger whole of their race. She emulates purpose and likes those who do the same, so the people who work actively for Rhysol, chaos, or their own personal goals with focus are those more apt to be liked. Quiarinox has a multitheistic approach to life and while Rhysol and Leth are her main deities she does claim fondness for Morwen, Akajia, Zintila and the Voice.

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Appearance By Day So young, and frail, and ripe for the picking. A child by the standards of most, but a blooming woman in the mind she once had, Quiarinox wears the freckled skin and red hair of a Lazarin maiden, a Ravokian noble and child of a Druvin, abducted from the grounds of her home, raped, and brutally murdered by men who feared and hated her and her family. She bears the memory of her suffering upon her skin, faint scars that crisscross and jaggedly slash in crude lines across her back, thighs, and arms, scars that lay next to a large tattoo signifying her ties to Lazarin. In the past a chevas had covered the side of her neck, echoing the mating of the moon and the stars her marriage to Meriken had symbolised. It is gone now, replaced by a lacun on her chest. Taken by the arms of the moon God after another life led in loyalty to his name, she remembers very little about the life of the girl she now knows every day. Her green eyes, so wide and innocent, speak ignorance of the emotions that must have plagued her as her body and mind was broken seventy years ago. The place Quiarinox was marked by Rhysol through the touch of his blood upon her skin is at the base of her neck. There is a scar there, the only sign of her gnosis. This scar is present in both of her forms. By Night Among the taller range for an Ethaefal, Quiarinox easily towers over the average human. Her height tops in at around seven feet and two inches, making most but the tallest of races crane their necks to look in her eyes. Accordingly, she weighs around a hundred and seventy pounds, but most of this weight seems to be in her bones rather than fleshy fat. Muscles are sinuous and strong, and she is not one that can be easily overwhelmed, especially by a single smaller person. As a daughter of the Moon-father, so far unForsaken, she shifts with every rise of Leth's divine eye and wears a pair of gleaming, gemstone eyes the exact shade of an onyx stone. Always a child of the dark and dim, and prone to swings of the mood as wild as Leth's were said to be, she believes it is her lingering affection for the God that provides the shift in her form and in the colours of her hair and horns as the seasons bleed together. The days of Fall are the days in which Leth is coloured by the promise of the harvest, tinged with the bitter loneliness of the Winter's chill. Quiarinox reflects this season with strawberry blonde hair tinged by smokey orange and yellow. Her horns are pure, vibrant yellow in themselves, as though to reflect the early moon in the beginning of the season. Winter is when the heartless cold steals colour from the world, and bleaches the moon to a white so vivid, it turns the indigo sky black. It is with this season that Quiarinox mimics her father, her hair a white as bleak as bone and her horns spiraling blackness tipped with the faintest shimmer of violet, just enough to be considered a trick of the eye in the right lighting. Spring, the season of rejuvenation and new life, brings to Quiarinox the healthy radiance lavender, pale and flattering, set against white horns. While not as vivid as Fall or even Summer, the subtle beauty of the moonlit orchards reflects in the shade of her hair and gem-like horns. Summer, the season of vitality and where Syna is in greater dominance, is one where Leth silently honours his mate with tender care for the flowering trees and the orchard paths gone dark. Horns of minted evergreen rest as jewelry upon the hair of deepest black. A shadow of the Winter, but a promise of something warm.

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History When Quiarinox fell from blessed immortality to the cold world of the mortal people, she did so as the moon rose above the horizon. She landed in the waters of Lake Ravok, her return to the city of the mortal form she possessed either a coincidence, or the divine intervention of a God more attentive than he who chased his woman across the still sky. She was lucky to have arrived where she did, for she was pulled aboard a boat with little realisation of what had happened and what still yet might await her if she didn't take the initiative to swim. Rescued by a stranger, a fisherman with a late catch, Quiarinox was brought to the city she had seen when she resurfaced. The city, so beautiful in a somewhat romantic, carnal sense, was familiar. She knew the canals still, although she could not explain why or how. When she saw the looming Temple as her saviour paraded her naked form through the streets, she felt a leap in her chest in excitement and joy. She was shepherded to a home that smelled of cat, pampered like a princess and dressed in clothes that fit her form loosely, for the fisherman was just as tall as she, if wider as well. She was kept warm, and comfortable, but it didn't fully matter as it was. For the fisherman had placed her before a window that opened out into the breathless heavens, and she watched the moon chase hid way across the star strewn sky above, afraid that perhaps she had been cursed and forgotten. It was the silver speckling of her nearly transluscent skin that stirred her senses and swept away her doubts of her lord's love for her. Looking upon the sky, she followed familiar patters in the stars. Long after the man grew tired of being ignored by the divine woman upon the sill, she remained tirelessly awake in an unwavering vigil, even when Leth swept out of sight and Syna tinged the sky with her reaching fingers. She could see the romanticized women and dogs and cats in the heavens as the dwindling specks of fire faded in Syna's gaze. Names for them came slow, as though through a fog, but that which resounded most loudly within her mind was that of Quiarinox, the constellation formed of mainly bright stars that lingered even now that Syna began to peek at Ravok. The first shift was the hardest. It came with a feeling of elation in her core, and she hoped that, if Leth would not save her, perhaps Syna would. It was not to be so, and as she shifted that first time, her skin melting with pinpricks of silver into warm honey toned flesh, she was afraid of what was happening. As she sat there, too entranced and horrified to jump out the window as she thought she might, she became the lanky adolescent girl with scars on her legs and a need for mortal things, as food and water and sleep. It had been so long since she walked the streets as man or woman, and here she was trapped as one again, unmoored from her comfortable life among the divine of Leth's realm. Ravok became her home for many years, the Temple became her refuge where she might pray to Rhysol, grateful for his protection, and to Leth and Syna for their hand in taking her away again. Is it so hard to imagine how a daughter of Leth might come to realise her salvation may lie among the ranks of the Black Sun, as Leth had done naught for her after her fall, while Rhysol provided for her every day with food and water and citizenship to protect her? Quiarinox learned and adapted to her plight. She found love in Ravok, if only for a two years, and now bears the lacun as a symbol of her weakness and the gnosis of her god and saviour as symbol of her worthiness. She left Ravok to spreak Rhysol's influence late in the year 511 and arrived in Lhavit as of Spring in the year 512.

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Relationships NPC   Everil Full Name: Everil Valdinox D.o.B: Spring 22nd, 470 AV Race: Mixed-blood (Human/Isur) Title: Acolyte of the Black Sun Status: Definitely alive. Skills: Intimidation - 15, Unarmed Combat - 10, Persuasion - 10, Politics - 15 Gnosis: Chaon + 2 Description: Everil is a rather stout but burly man, built like a mountain and able to use his strength to boot. His stature and generally dour glare are traits inherited from his mother's side. He loves with her and his assorted siblings at the Valdinox estate in Ravok with an office of his own where he can oversee his duties as something of a political advisor to his mother. His shrewd intelligence and silver tongue are tools to further the Valdinox agenda. Biography: Everil Valdinox was raised for membership in the Black Sun from an early age and taught to have the utmost love for his God, Rhysol. Given that he is of mixed blood and that other competition was full human, Everil liked to make it clear early on that he was not a man to mock or tamper with. His short temper was infamous during his younger years and he made many enemies that mysteriously began to drop away. Everil's in depth knowledge of the finer workings of politics and the careful workings of his sly tongue gave him leverage over other siblings and brought him to be the main advisor to Valdinox herself. He was marked twice by Rhysol during his years as a Black Sun initiate and rose to the rank he holds now: Acolyte. Everil keeps a fair number of Agents under his belt and they too know the power of his anger should they warrant it. He hasn't been secretly called Valdinox's Brute for nothing.   Meriken Full Name: Meriken Azazvel D.o.B: Fall 91st, 490 AV Race: Human Relationship: Ex-husband. Title: Intelligence agent of the Rising Dawn. Status: Unknown, possibly dead. Skills: Intelligence - 20, Rhetoric - 10, Observation - 10, Seduction - 10 Description: Meriken is often described as a "pretty boy". He has a boyish face, smooth and perfected by years of using oils and creams, and thick, lustrous hair that puts many women's to shame. He is lissome and tall and walks with the grace of a man who knows he looks good and wants it apparent. Unlike most men, Meriken employs cosmetics to perfect his look and finds people are easier to deal with if their interactions are tempered by a pretty face. Biography: Meriken Azazvel was born in Ravok to merchants. He was raised to use the gifts of his genetics to his best ability to get good prices and make an impression in others. It surprised his parents when he took up entertainment at the House of Immoral Pleasures and earned himself being shunned by them and their hoighty toighty friends among those in the Noble's District. Working in the House, Meriken was privy to all sorts of clandestine information and learned many things. He made his way into the ranks of the Rising Dawn as a liaison and was content with his position in the group. He was their eyes and ears when the unsavory stepped into his domain and made good use of what he heard. As he was loyal to Ravok and no god or goddess, he helped because he believed he was bettering Ravok and was not troubled by guilt or fear that he would be caught. For some reason, the House was always safe and he was never troubled. He left his duties when he met his now ex-wife while out in Ravok. They fell for eachother, hard, for she was not immune to pretty faces and he was touched by the surreal sadness of her plight. They married and he separated from the House and took employment at the CEB as a clerk. It all changed when he was arrested for conspiring with the Rising Dawn in the Spring of 511 after returning to their fold, turned in by his own wife and left to suffer the justice of the Ebonstryfe. PC None yet.

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Skills, Gnosis, Lore Fluent in Common starting skills: Poisons 10, Painting 10, Cryptography 5, Bladed Fan 20, Horse Riding 5, Astronomy 10 [rb]   Skills Weapon: Bladed Fan 20 Novice Poisons [vine, root, arachnid] 10 Novice Painting 16 Novice Cryptography 5 Novice Astronomy 10 Novice Riding [horse] 5 Novice Observation 5 Novice Rhetoric 7 Novice Seduction 2 Novice Socialisation 3 Novice   Lore History: The Black Sun Religion: Rhysol How to Paint a Landscape How to Paint Lhavit The Two Strange Men Lhavit: The Temple of the Moon Laszlo: The Irritable Symenestra Taunting the Observant Dariel the Apprentice Lhavit: The Basilika Sewing the Seeds of Discord Therapeutic Painting Zeltiva: A City of Commerce Ricky and Telion: Natives World's End Grotto: A Place of Lodging Location: Marahil Pass Zeltiva has Different Trees than Kalea Yuri: Brute with a Weapon Eating and Drinking: A Tiresome Necessity   Gnosis Marked as a Chaon, Quiarinox has gained the ability to lay destructive, corruptive curses upon people and objects. The curses are spread through touch or voice. Chaon may only spread curses to people one at a time and they are limited in both in.duration and how long the effect activates. This same thing applies to items cursed by her.

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Personals   Starting Items white cotton tunic beige cotton breeches leather shoes wool cloak linen undergarments waterskin backpack >eating knife >one week's rations >glass brush >glass comb >lavender soap >razor >flint and steel artist's toolkit [heirloom]   Purchased two iron fans 050.00 grm three fine dresses 060.00 grm two cotton corsets 000.60 grm three linen blouses 003.00 grm pair of high boots 001.0 grm pair of low boots 000.60 grm two pairs of fine skirts 040.00 grm two pairs of cotton pants 000.20 grm chest 002.00 grm portable poisoncrafting toolkit 150.00 grm a collection of Ethaefal accounts 010.00 grm two jars of lazy gel 020.00 grm two vials of lilyweb 040.00 grm three blank books 009.00 grm five quills 000.25 grm three vials of black ink 006.00 grm two vials of red ink 008.00 grm two vials of green ink 008.00 grm two vials of blue ink 008.00 grm   Ledger starting package +100.00 grm cashed in housing +500.00 grm starting package deductions -416.65 grm remaining mizas +183.35 grm conversion to kina +183.35 kina winter 512 expenses -135.00 kina winter 512 rent -015.00 kina winter 512 wages +368.00 kina spring 513 expenses -135.00 kina spring 513 rent -015.00 kina remaining funds +251.35 kina conversion to mizas +251.35 grm summer, autumn expenses -090.00 grm winter 514 expenses -045.00 grm remaining funds +116.35 grm   Housing Quiarinox is staying at The World's End Grotto and paying 045.00 grm/season.   Pets None.   Employment Quiarinox is currently employed as a freelance artist, making 004.00 grm/day, and 364.00 grm/season.

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Thread List   Dreams 56th of Winter, 512 AV - Cry.* 17th of Winter, 513 AV - Dangerous games.*   Flashbacks 28th of Spring, 510 AV - Of the 'moon.* Reward : Observation +1, Socialisation +2, Zeltiva: A City of Commerce, Ricky and Telion: Natives, World's End Grotto: A Place of Lodging 86th of Fall, 510 AV - Again, but with distinction.*   512 AV Spring Summer Autumn Winter 5th - Without? Within? Withwho?* Reward : Painting +3, Observation +2, Seduction +1; How to Paint a Landscape, How to Paint Lhavit, The Two Strange Men 7th - The fabric from which time is made.* 8th - Talking with strangers.* Reward : Observation +2, Rhetoric +4; Lhavit: The Temple of the Moon, Lazslo, the Irritable Symenestra, Taunting the Observant 10th - Livid.* 11th - And a stare or two besides.* Reward : Rhetoric +3, Observation +1, Painting +3, Seduction +1; Dariel the Apprentice, Lhavit: The Basilika, Sewing the Seeds of Discord, Therapuetic Painting 35th - Ink it up.* 50th - Painted.* 69th - Model.* 87th - A long journey for the next job.* 90th - Whispered.*   513 AV Spring 2nd- Disguises imperfections.* 8th - I see you.* 4th - Listening.* 15th - Carnival of words.* 16th - Three of us.* 20th - Stand still for a moment.* 22nd - Flowers.* 23rd - Is it alive?* 28th - Can you hear me now?* 33rd - I won't miss you.* 82nd - A sound upon the air.* 90th - Sick, sick, sick.* Summer 70th - Market Mysteries.* Autumn Winter 14th - Cat and mouse.* 32nd - A long stroll out of town.* Reward : Observation +1, Socialisation +1, Location: Marahil Pass, Zeltiva has Different Trees than Kalea, Yuri: Brute with a Weapon, Eating and Drinking: A Tiresome Necessity   514 AV Spring Summer Autumn Winter

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Questions and Answers General Information : 1. What is your Name? Quiarinox. 2. Do you go by a nickname or pet name? No. That would be horrid. 3. How old are you? Old enough to not want to answer that. 4. What is your height? Depends on the time of day. We'll just stick with fairly tall. 5. What is your weight? It's rude to ask that of a lady, isn't it? Aesthetics : 1. Describe yourself as you see yourself. I see myself as wonderful. Abrasive. Unfriendly. Likely to commit homicide. Sometimes sweet and meaningful. Important. 2. Describe yourself as others typically see you. Really? Well, abrasive and unfriendly are typically agreed upon. I'm also untrustworthy, so I've heard. I'd rather nobody know that. 3. What is your favorite body feature? My horns. They are much lovelier than the other ones I've had the misfortune of seeing. 4. How physically fit are you? I'm slender, not athletic. There is a difference, yes? 5. How do you typically dress and what is your style? I like to dress with style in mind, reminiscent of Ravok and her splendor. I wear dresses at night to accent my natural beauty and I wear breeches and a shirt during the day to better hide my natural disfigurements. Family : 1. Who are your parents and what are they like? I haven't met my Sunface's parents, yet, but I hear her father is particularly ruthless and brutal. A man I could grow to love like a father, of course. Some others in Lhavit would argue that Leth is my true father, and Syna is perhaps my mother, but I disagree. They would have nothing to do with me and I would feel the same. Let my love for Leth be enough as it is. 2. Do you have any brothers or sisters? Brothers and sisters? No. I think not. Many Lhavitians would say other Ethaefal have that position in my life, I disagree. They are naught but strangers to me. 3. What is your extended family like? Don't have one. Haven't I made this clear? 4. Do you consider close friends as important or more/less important than family? I don't even have close friends to call my own. There is no reason for them. 5. Do you treat animals like family? Animals are animals. Location : 1. Where were you born? Ravok. 2. Where do you live now? Lhavit 3. If you could live anywhere in Mizahar where would that be? I would still be in Ravok. 4. Do you have a favorite place to vacation or spend leisure time? Since I'm not in Ravok, or else I would say I liked spending time in the Temple, I like to stick around Lhavit's parks. 5. Where do you fear to be? In the bottom of a deep pit with no light or exit. Traits : 1. Do you have any physical weaknesses (disease, scars, and missing limbs?) I have scars in my Sunface. That's it. 2. Are you right handed or left handed? Does it matter? I use both hands fluently. 3. What languages do you speak? What do you sound like? Do you have an accent? I speak Common. I don't have an accent, though. These Lhavitians do. 4. Do you have any odd mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I like to pretend I'm in despair, sometimes, just to see what people do. Lhavitians get so worried when their Ethaefal seem suicidal, it's very amusing to say the least. Other habits include tapping my nails when I am bored, pacing, or staring at the stars. 5. Do you have (or want to get) any tattoos or piercing? Why do you have them (or will get them)? I have two tattoos. One I found on myself when I was born, although it was merely a thin outline of what must have been before that I soon had filled out, and another I received that appears as a vine of thorns on my right arm. My reasons are my own. Occupations : 1. What is your occupation? I am a Painter at Tain's Studio, but I also model for them there every so often. 2. Do you like/dislike your work? Why? I do enjoy the work, but I dislike it for the memories painting will bring up. 3. If you could be anything you wanted to, what would you be? I am what I want to be already. Painting is merely a cover. 4. What occupation do you admire the most? Why? A priest would be something I aim for and desire, as well as admire. They are completely bound to their god and feel as close to them as if they were connected, I imagine. That feeling of belonging... I wish for it. 5. What occupation do you lest like? Why? I would hate to shovel manure all day. Childhood : 1. What sort of child were you? I'm an only child. I don't have parents and I don't have siblings. 2. What is your favorite memory from childhood? When I was newer to the world, I was often entranced by the moonlight upon the lake. I remember those moments fondly. 3. What is your worst memory from childhood? Falling in the first place. I will never forget it. 4. What sort of relationship did you have with your parents? I do not have parents! 5. Who was your most influential rolemodel? Mer... My most influential role model is Everil Valdinox. Education : 1. What sort of education do you have? I am as educated as I want to be. I can read and write, I understand math, and I can count as far as it matters. The Black Sun does not appreciate idiots in their midst. 2. Do you like/dislike learning? No, actually. I could always use more practice. 3. Where or how did you learn most of your skills/abilities? I learned in Ravok. I was taught. 4. How do you learn best? I learn best by doing it myself. 5. What are your educational goals for the future? I would like to learn more about writing, and possibly how to better encode what I write. Relationships : 1. Do you form close bonds with people? Why? Why not? I like to be alone more often than not. Those I form close bonds to I do so for a reason. My reasons aren't often beneficial to the other. 2. Do you trust people easily? If not, why not? No. I would rather not elaborate. 3. Do you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? I consider myself nothing anymore. If you had asked me a while ago, I would have said straight. I have no interest in people anymore right now. 4. Have you ever been kissed? If so, describe the first time. Yes, I have. It felt as wonderful as everybody says it does. Try it yourself. 5. Have you ever had sex? If so, describe the first time. Yes, I have had sex as well. However, some things are best kept behind closed doors. Drugs and Alcohol : 1. Have you ever been drunk? If so, describe your first time. I have never been drunk. That would be me rendering myself incapable. I'm not likely to ever get myself drunk for that reason alone. 2. Do you like to drink on a regular basis? I wouldn't say regular, per say. I drink once in a while. 3. What sort of alcohol do you prefer? Wine. Beer. Whatever's on hand, although I enjoy wine's fruitiness. 4. Have you ever tried drugs (mood altering substances)? If so, which kinds and what did you think of them? I've tried Mirage. It was a long while ago and I no longer participate. 5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Be specific. I think they are a necessary tool of the aspiring Agent to alter the perception of her victims. Is that specific enough? Likes and Dislikes : 1. What are your hobbies? I paint, write, read. Basically, that's all. 2. Do you like to read? ... Yes. 3. What annoys you more than anything else? Redundancy. 4. What do you find the most relaxing activity to do? Sleeping. I don't get sleep often, if at all, but when I did sleep I would wake feeling far happier and relaxed. 5. What kinds of things embarrass you? Why? People catching me off guard is embarrassing. Could you imagine? Favorites : 1. What is your favorite color or colors? Silver, black, white. 2. What is your favorite time of day? Midnight with clear skies and a new moon. 3. What is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? Myself. 4. What do you like to eat? What do you hate to eat? I do not eat unless I am pretending to be something I'm not. I don't like to eat vegetables. I enjoy a steak and fruit, though. 5. What is your favorite type of weather? Does any kind scare you? I love thunderstorms. Outlook : 1. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? Neither? I'm a realist. If that makes me a pessimist, then who cares? 2. What are your religious views? Only Leth and Rhysol matter, Rhysol more so than Leth. 3. Would you be able to kill? Haven't I already? I kill indirectly, I suppose. I killed my husband by selling him out. If I can do that, then nobody is safe and I would do so again. 4. What are your views on sex? Fun, but unnecessary. 5. What, in your opinion, makes a successful life? One lived in the name of a god. Actions : 1. What is the worst and best thing you’ve ever done? I killed my husband. 2. What is your greatest regret? Not killing him sooner. 3. What is your best/worst memory? Falling from grace is the worst, falling in love was the best. Currently, having been chosen by Rhysol is the best. 4. If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be and why? I wouldn't have gotten married. Otherwise, I would have resisted falling with all my strength. 5. What are you the most proud of doing in your life? I am proudest of my achievements. I discovered a man working for a terrorist organisation in Ravok, and in turn I became an Agent of the Black Sun. Emotions : 1. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings with others? I am very honest when the moment calls for it. 2. Do you have any biases or prejudices? Yes. If you are neither Human nor Moonborn, I hate you already. 3. What makes you happy? Painting does, despite the memories associated with it. 4. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? I would die for Rhysol. The ultimate show of trust and love for him. 5. What makes you angry? I get angry when people discard Rhysol as anything other than important to the functioning of Mizahar. If he were gone, they would see the trouble that would come without him. Relationships : 1. In general, how do you treat others? I treat them as lesser beings, as well they are. 2. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? Myself. There was another before, but no longer. 3. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? Again, myself. I am a very independent type of creature. I guess Everil also counts, but he is far away. 4. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If not, describe an ideal lover. I had a spouse, and a lover, once. He was everything I wanted. I do not want another. An ideal does not matter. He was the ideal. 5. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? No, I do not. And nobody should trust me to protect them. Group Situations : 1. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? I like to stir up conflict, and then avoid conflict once it arises. I do enjoy a good argument however. 2. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? I do. 3. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? Both no and yes. I can influence people better if they are alone, however groups benefit me because I can stir things up easier with a group. 4. Do you care what others think of you? No. I am above them. 5. What do you think of others, in general? I do not think highly of them, in general. Self Image : 1. What is your greatest strength as a person? My resolve. 2. What is your greatest weakness? My love of beautiful things. 3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I wouldn't turn into a human, or anything, when the moon set, but remain as a Moonborn in form at all times. 4. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Introverted. I keep my thoughts and words inside generally. 5. Are you generally organised or messy? Organised. Beliefs : 1. What God or Goddess do you find most appealing, if any? Rhysol. 2. Which God or Goddess do you fear, if any? Syna, maybe. 3. Do you have any Gnosis Marks? If so, how did you receive them? I am a Chaon. I earned Rhysol's favour. How else would I have gotten it? 4. What lengths would you go to to please your deity? I would kill myself if it brought more chaos to the world. 5. Where do you draw the line at pleasing your deity? What is too much? There is no limit but for what creativity and imagination stunts. Life & Death : 1. What do you absolutely live for? I live for Chaos. 2. What is the best part of life? Living, I suppose. 3. What is the best part of death? Dying. 4. If you could choose, how would you want to die? I would die in such a way that the world would always remember, and fear me for. 5. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? I want to be remembered as the greatest Chaon to have lived, as a symbol of Rhysol's power, and as one whose very name inspires fear.