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[Silarial]

*pops head in* Excuse me, I think I heard my name? Mish!! No you don't need to finish it now, you know. I can wait. I'm a totally patient person. Patience pays off! You do your school stuff first because that's important. Then after that my stuff because I'm important too *strangles self* In all seriousness though, take your time. There's no hurry at all. PS. You have new posts boxes!!! Woohoo!

[Kane]

I just felt like bothering you with this. It's from Tumblr. I found it here.

[Sera]

I'm so sorry to anyone that's waiting on a response or anything from me. Life has been super crazy and all I've been doing for the last several days is just sleeping. So, I'm sick. I have this horrible cold and I can't even look at a screen very long without my eyes watering and my nose trying to run away from me. It started as just a sore throat and then turned into everything else.

The whole thing is very frustrating and I had being a disappointment.

So, I just want everyone to know that I'm really sorry! I love y'all very much and you're great!

Soon I'll be active again, once I'm healthy again. I promise. <3

[Phoenix]

That sounds exactly what I struggled with for almost two and a half weeks. I feel your pain, and do your best to get better soon! We miss you

[Kane]

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[Sera]

Well, life sure has been interesting. I'm finally feeling a lot better, which is good because that whole being sick thing was REALLY draining on me. Sadly, I still can't kick this cough. I've spent most of today working on stuff on here, either for Wind Reach or this PC. I'll probably have to go do some things in a bit but I'm glad to be able to write again, it's just sad that they aren't my best work. Apparently I feel really bad that I've missed so much so the last few responses have been rushed. I'm annoyed about it, but I hate having people wait on me. On an awesome note, I'm pretty much done with the semester and I did pretty good, if I say so, myself! I just have a photo contest tomorrow night and then I can go get started on a job and be happy and healthy! Yay! So I'm back everyone! And I've missed you dearly!

[Kane]

I'm glad to have you back! I look forward to writing with you again! Though more then anything, I'm glad that you're feeling better. You were pretty bad there for a while. Probably from the stress of finals Anyways, love you Kitty! <3 I'm excited to go see the Star Trek movie with you! ;D

[Eilea]

I'm too lazy to switch accounts, but I HAD to put this up. My dog is NOT just a dog. He is now part Porcupine as well. I had one of his hairs in my sock and is stabbed me when I was walking him... IT MADE ME BLEED! He's also a cat. The way he stretches, fits through things, the way he walks on small areas, even some of the noises he makes. He also tends to play like a cat. He looks like a Bat with his ears and sometimes he smiles. And when he's not wearing is harness or collar he's like a little scary phantom. He can slither like a snake. He sometimes acts like a lizard when he walks. And now I can't remember any of the others!

[Eilea]

Warning: This will be a depressing and emotional post. Oh and it's a rant an=bout rather petty things. Please don't judge me. I really needed to vent and type out my annoyances right now.



You really might NOT want to read this.




That being said, it's days like these where I don't want to live here. I want to move back to Minnesota and deal with the drama up there. At least there the people are young and stupid instead of here where they are old and more stupid.

I mean, I finally got to go see the Star Trek movie, Into Darkness. Which I have been waiting for since the last movie. I grew up on Star Trek and its always been one of my favorite things.

And then I post a thing on Facebook that was supposed to get people excited and urge them to go see it. Then it gets attacked.

I'm part of a Star Trek fanclub and I don't even want to be anymore.

I hate the image people are creating for that group. Hell, I'll admit it. I hate most of the people. And the fact that I've cried over a couple things that went down, JUST TONIGHT, really makes me not want to.

I hate this drama. I hate this stupidity.

This movie was supposed to be something special after finishing classes for the semester and in a way its been ruined for me.

I don't even want to go to bed.

And sure, I'm probably blowing this way out of proportion by saying this, but it really... REALLY hurts.

And I don't need the stress. Stress in of itself is driving me crazy and making me depressed.

It doesn't help that I have this friend, who I used to be closer to, that doesn't even listen to me anymore. It's like she thinks I'm stupid. And then when she's proven wrong, I get hurt for it. Hell this whole thing wouldn't have happened if she would have just listened to me in the first place.

And that's the thing.

So many people think I'm so stupid and won't listen to me because of it. They don't think I'm talented enough or smart enough to do certain things, and won't even acknowledge it when I prove them wrong.

I just wish for once I'd do something right.

Le sigh. Okay I think I'm done now.

I'm just an emotional little girl, I guess.

If only my dog could be part human right now. I'd liek to know what he thinks.

Wah.

[Zed]

I really feel for you on that, because I've been in a situation like that before. : (

I don't get why people even bother to post if they don't have nice things to say. If they want to be antagonistic, they should go on some ST forum where people expect it. Or go scream into their pillow where no one is bothered by it.

I think a lot of people are like that nowadays, and you'll probably find it especially prevalent in a ST fangroup. Although most Trekkies I've met have been really nice, many of them are just those hipster types and they'll bash anything that doesn't fit in to their perfect image of the Trek. My advice, just leave that club far behind and never look back. Those people and their opinions don't mean anything. The way they look at you shouldn't affect you, because they're just mean.

If your friend isn't being supportive with you at all times, then she's just not a friend. A real friend will always stick up for you and defend you even if they don't agree with you.

There will always be people here who are willing to console you better than fake friends like that. If she's unwilling to accept that her perfect infallible ideology isn't what she thinks it is, and that you're a smart and worthy individual, then forget about her.

I can already tell that you're a smart person. For example, only a genius would use the majesty of Ellen Page as their character model (I might be a little obsessed with her). And you don't need to let other people let you down! The fact that they're spiteful d-bags doesn't mean you're not smart. People just like to target people for ridicule, because people are naturally mean and angry. Don't accept being their victim. There are plenty of people in the world who will acknowledge the real you and be far kinder. The people who see the best in you are the ones you should take the word of.