{78th Spring, 513 AV}
Isolde was lost. She wasn't frustrated by the fact. Nor was she upset. She was just... lost.
The people here were unhelpful. They didn't want to talk to her. She wondered if that was because they somehow sensed that she was Nuit, or because they didn't have time to waste. She thought she might understand, either way. Isolde wouldn't have been comfortable with a Nuit, back when she had been truly alive. The first time she had seen one --though she supposed there had been more than one, hadn't there?-- she'd been terrified out of her wits. She could still remember, despite the years, the haunting faces and black smiles, cast into shadow from the low candlelight in those damned caves. But she supposed those memories weren't something to inspect, currently. She drew her mind away from them. They wouldn't help her any more than these people would.
Isolde could also clearly see the other reason they might not want to talk to her, regardless of her... affliction. It was very loud in the Bazaar. Holding anything more than a simple conversation would be difficult. There was too much going on. Too many distractions. Even the most determined would find themselves losing their train of thought. Doubtless Isolde had been sidetracked many times already. That was probably the reason she was lost. She found she couldn't retrace her steps. So she just kept going forward, hoping to find a respite. Or at least something familiar. No luck thus far.
Her best bet would be to find a wall, and follow along that until she could get to an exit. Problem was, this body was rather short and small. Perhaps a few inches over five feet, including the half-inch of her boot heel. It was also rather petite, small-boned. She kept getting jostled, turned around, dumped to the side as people hurried by, busy, busy, busy. It was like drowning. She could barely keep her head out of the water, let alone fight the current.
Finally, she turned again to trying to get a response out of the people nearest to her. She tugged at the sleeve of a young man, yelling, "Do you know the way out?" He took one look at her and ducked his head, hurrying away. She tried to follow, wondering how he had gotten all those people to get out of his way, but the gap in the crowds had closed again, the river waiting for no one. She tried to recall the details of the map that man at the entrance of the Bazaar had shown her. Isolde had thought about purchasing a copy, but had decided that she would be able to navigate by sight-- how hard could it be? And now see how that had turned out. She wondered if the place was always like this, or if she had just chosen the wrong day to venture here. She hadn't realized, too, how very expansive the Bazaar itself was. It seemed to go on forever.
But that thought wasn't going to help her, either. She could review this new experience later. Currently, she needed to get away from this place. The noise was starting to wear on her. As were the looks people were giving her. If there was one thing the Nuit could feel --and often did-- it was tired, bone-weary. If only she could get away-- then she could find her purpose again, stick to it, let it fuel her.
"Excuse me, pardon me, excuse me--" the Nuit chanted, trying to shove through the masses, getting bounced around. She nearly lost her balance when one foul-faced man gave her an extra hard shove in return, and she was forced into a complete about-face, pivoting on one heel, wind-milling her arms to keep from going down-- much to the aggravation of those nearest to her. Isolde was left to wonder if she would get out of this in one piece. She hoped so. The thought of taking another body so soon was unappealing. The Nuit thought about calling for help, but wasn't willing to bring even more attention to herself. And what did she need help from? Being in a body too weak and small to effectively walk through a crowd in a busy area of the city? The Knights weren't likely to waste their time on such a plea. She would just have to get out of this herself. And hopefully without getting crushed into uselessness.