Spring 42
Endrykas, Stonewhistling Pavilion
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The sky was dark, still, the air still the domain of the crepuscular hunter-and-prey of the dying night. The sky was muffled with a heavy dew: Livvy, ever practical, had her mucking boots on. Ara was quite the opposite, dressed in little more than a bleeding-skirt and light blouse, a wool knot-shawl thrown across her shoulders. Her hair was not even pulled up into braids yet, having unwrapped it the night before so that Livvy could wash the dust of travel from it. And her feet, these she left as bare as a summer cloud, closing her eyes as she left the confines of the tent, and feeling the thousand-thousand minuscule drops of grass-dew soak her soles, her ankles, her undyed skirt around her calves. The sky in the east wore purple boots, the hue just illuminated by the coming light of the sun, still musing just below the horizon.
Ara sat on a camp stool, Livvy chafing her hands as she pulled up a proper chair just behind her, before setting her rough fingers into her mistress's hair.
"Pretty morning, Missy Ara."
Ara smiled, and nodded quietly. Her hands were full - one with a spindle, the other with the long pointed rod of a distaff, and she sat facing away from Livvy, so there was little more she could do in the way of speech. And that was enough. Looking back at the years since her voice had been lost, this had been one of the hard lessons Ara had learned - that, in the end, people simply spoke more than they needed. Speech was, in her opinion, equal parts communication, lubrication, and mask. The gift of having that mask denied one, was that one learned to truly trust those who did not need it.
She leaned back against Livvy's knees, as Livvy, humming to herself, started braiding Ara's hair. Are closed her eyes for just a moment - finger gathering, gently tugging, weaving, twisting her hair, the whole process was one of the small, sensual pleasures of everyday life. She'd thought more than once about what she would miss if Livvy were to go free - this was one thing, the feeling of hands in her hair, of sitting quietly while someone else assembles you.
She closed her eyes, bathing in the sensation for a moment, and it was so powerful, it made her slip, for a moment, down, down from herself and into the web, the call of it irresistible, just for an instant, and she lay back in her here-body, still feeling fingers in her own hair, then tracing her there-hands down into the strands of the web beneath her, stroking, playfully twisting and plaiting lines of djed for a moment. She concentrated herself into a song, and murmured softly, not sure if her real lips or only her dream-lips moved, and she sang, ever so softly, ever so faintly, pulling strands of djed out from lips.
"A girl before morning,
Looking for the sun,
She say how long before my morning come?
A girl before morning,
Looking for the sun,
She say how long before my morning come?"
It was a morning song, one of Livvy's, a slow, gently urgent song, the sort of song that woke one, gently. And while she sang, she gathered up the djed of it, and moved her dream hands, weaving it into the web, and drawing it out into a complex knot work of braids and runs and gathers, her hands moving in sync with the hands she still felt on her own scalp. She closed her eyes - this she felt in both places. She ran her fingers round and round, whirling the shape of the hair into a cohesive whole. And then it was - her hands had move faster than her slave's - or no… Livvy had stopped weaving, her fingers simply interwoven into her mistress' hair, the rough fingertips gently massaging Ara's scalp. In Ara's own hands, she felt what she had spun there on the web - an echo of her, a set of webbing strands projected upward from the trunk line, making a minuscule model of the hair of her own head, a sort of ghostly echo of her own face. She stroked the little shape with her hands.
//Ara, wake up! Wake up, go back!//
She jerked back into herself very suddenly unsure of where in her mind the thought had come from, but her eyes opened again. In her body again, her hands, like ghosts, were spinning lacemaker thread in a long, steady strand. She stared at them queerly, shuddering just slightly. The hands on her scalp stopped, just for a moment, but Livvy said nothing. Ara half turned to look at her, inquiringly, not sure what she was asking, but asking it, nonetheless.
Livvy said nothing, just sang softly, as she looked down, and returned to braiding the hair.
"A girl before morning,
Looking for the sun,
She say how long 'fore my morning come?"
Ara turned back, and looked out over the chill dew of the grasslands, her eyes troubled. She rocked her hand gently, to keep the spindle whirling, and felt the the fine, soft cotton smooth between her fingers.x
Endrykas, Stonewhistling Pavilion
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The sky was dark, still, the air still the domain of the crepuscular hunter-and-prey of the dying night. The sky was muffled with a heavy dew: Livvy, ever practical, had her mucking boots on. Ara was quite the opposite, dressed in little more than a bleeding-skirt and light blouse, a wool knot-shawl thrown across her shoulders. Her hair was not even pulled up into braids yet, having unwrapped it the night before so that Livvy could wash the dust of travel from it. And her feet, these she left as bare as a summer cloud, closing her eyes as she left the confines of the tent, and feeling the thousand-thousand minuscule drops of grass-dew soak her soles, her ankles, her undyed skirt around her calves. The sky in the east wore purple boots, the hue just illuminated by the coming light of the sun, still musing just below the horizon.
Ara sat on a camp stool, Livvy chafing her hands as she pulled up a proper chair just behind her, before setting her rough fingers into her mistress's hair.
"Pretty morning, Missy Ara."
Ara smiled, and nodded quietly. Her hands were full - one with a spindle, the other with the long pointed rod of a distaff, and she sat facing away from Livvy, so there was little more she could do in the way of speech. And that was enough. Looking back at the years since her voice had been lost, this had been one of the hard lessons Ara had learned - that, in the end, people simply spoke more than they needed. Speech was, in her opinion, equal parts communication, lubrication, and mask. The gift of having that mask denied one, was that one learned to truly trust those who did not need it.
She leaned back against Livvy's knees, as Livvy, humming to herself, started braiding Ara's hair. Are closed her eyes for just a moment - finger gathering, gently tugging, weaving, twisting her hair, the whole process was one of the small, sensual pleasures of everyday life. She'd thought more than once about what she would miss if Livvy were to go free - this was one thing, the feeling of hands in her hair, of sitting quietly while someone else assembles you.
She closed her eyes, bathing in the sensation for a moment, and it was so powerful, it made her slip, for a moment, down, down from herself and into the web, the call of it irresistible, just for an instant, and she lay back in her here-body, still feeling fingers in her own hair, then tracing her there-hands down into the strands of the web beneath her, stroking, playfully twisting and plaiting lines of djed for a moment. She concentrated herself into a song, and murmured softly, not sure if her real lips or only her dream-lips moved, and she sang, ever so softly, ever so faintly, pulling strands of djed out from lips.
"A girl before morning,
Looking for the sun,
She say how long before my morning come?
A girl before morning,
Looking for the sun,
She say how long before my morning come?"
It was a morning song, one of Livvy's, a slow, gently urgent song, the sort of song that woke one, gently. And while she sang, she gathered up the djed of it, and moved her dream hands, weaving it into the web, and drawing it out into a complex knot work of braids and runs and gathers, her hands moving in sync with the hands she still felt on her own scalp. She closed her eyes - this she felt in both places. She ran her fingers round and round, whirling the shape of the hair into a cohesive whole. And then it was - her hands had move faster than her slave's - or no… Livvy had stopped weaving, her fingers simply interwoven into her mistress' hair, the rough fingertips gently massaging Ara's scalp. In Ara's own hands, she felt what she had spun there on the web - an echo of her, a set of webbing strands projected upward from the trunk line, making a minuscule model of the hair of her own head, a sort of ghostly echo of her own face. She stroked the little shape with her hands.
//Ara, wake up! Wake up, go back!//
She jerked back into herself very suddenly unsure of where in her mind the thought had come from, but her eyes opened again. In her body again, her hands, like ghosts, were spinning lacemaker thread in a long, steady strand. She stared at them queerly, shuddering just slightly. The hands on her scalp stopped, just for a moment, but Livvy said nothing. Ara half turned to look at her, inquiringly, not sure what she was asking, but asking it, nonetheless.
Livvy said nothing, just sang softly, as she looked down, and returned to braiding the hair.
"A girl before morning,
Looking for the sun,
She say how long 'fore my morning come?"
Ara turned back, and looked out over the chill dew of the grasslands, her eyes troubled. She rocked her hand gently, to keep the spindle whirling, and felt the the fine, soft cotton smooth between her fingers.x