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Studying Sense

Postby Tsaba on June 4th, 2013, 9:34 am

Summer 5th, 513AV

"Third time is blessed," Craun used to say.

Tsaba has had Auristics thrust upon her twice before; first, in her foster father's cramped front room, as he guided her in sensing the exact spot of injury on hurt minors and feverish children; second, in the laboratories and libraries of Sahova, as she kept abreast of what was strictly necessary without any real interest. But this time, she was learning not through necessity, but choice. This time, she would make much greater progress; more than that, she would provide new information. This was the first step on her attempt to gain fresh data for Sahova's archives. A test run. And it would work.

She carefully pulled on a pair of fine wool gloves to protect the book from her pickled skin, then sat down at her tiny desk. Taking great care not to crack the spine, she lifted the cover of First Glances into New Sights and Sounds and let the book fall open to the first page.

Auristics is, at its heart, a refinement of the interaction of one's personal field of djed, or 'aura', with that of other fields. To be an Aurist is to be conscious of these interactions, and how to interpret them. Too often, it is assumed that Auristics is a passive process, merely that of an observer; there are wards full of overgiven wizards to demonstrate otherwise. While it is true that Auristics does not influence that which it reads to any great degree -- this is indeed its strength, for otherwise it would be useless as an observational tool -- it is interaction-based, consciously directed and, therefore, active. Indeed, one might think of Auristics as the non-interfering cousin to Shielding, the use of a djed field to specifically block other djed, or perhaps the personal cousin to the rumoured Webbing said to be practised by the Drykas.


Tsaba carefully put the book to one side before pulling off her right glove, inking her quill and carefully noting 'Webbing -- Drykas magic (?)' on a piece of parchment. Underneath it she wrote 'Auristics vs. Shielding -- investigate', in case the author wasn't merely waxing poetic, and copied out the book's opening line as a working definition.

It is a mistake to treat Auristics as separate from either one's life force or one's other senses. It is a worldly interaction no more and no less than one's sense of sight, a reading of light interacting with objects. Every Aurist who intends to use their art with any refinement should become intimately familiar with their own aura, or they cannot expect to study anything else's. They should have a sense not only of what the flow of djed in their bodies 'looks' like, but what it 'feels' like.


"Feel the patient's body," Craun always used to say. "Get a sense for the flow of energy. Like rocks in a river, you will find the flaws where you find interruptions in flow." But he'd never told her to feel her own energy. Tsaba put the book aside once more and stared at her ungloved right hand. She pulled djed into her vision, and focused.

The shifting fields had no obvious pattern, beyond the disjointed nature of a 'living' field advertising what she'd always been trained to recognise as 'dead' tissue, and were hard to focus on for more than a few seconds at a time. Her paralysed little finger was as devoid of her personal aura as she'd expected. It seemed to be brighter around the heel of the hand, where the rune had been etched for her body transfer ritual. Interesting. A glance told her that the same was true of her other wrist.

Engrossed as she was in trying to decypher a pattern in the aura (beyond the strange brightness around her rune sites), it wasn't until her vision lurched sickeningly that she realised just how much the process was draining her. Quickly, she shut off the vision, closing her eyes against the suddenly very bright-seeming mundane light. She slumped back in her chair. Tired. It had been a very long time since she'd felt tired. What she felt wasn't the bone-deep weariness of the transfer ritual, which felt pretty much like dying all over again, but it was... definitely tiring. Eyes pressed shut, Tsaba laid her forehead on the desk in front of her and folded her hands behind her head.

It would be okay. In a few chimes, she was sure, she'd be okay.
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Postby Tsaba on June 4th, 2013, 11:33 am

It might have been a few chimes. It might have been longer. But eventually, the light didn't hurt any more.

Tsaba opened the book again.

A beginning Aurist must take great care not to overtax themselves. It takes time to develop the necessary experience and focus required to maximise the depth and effectiveness of one's readings, and to become aware of one's own limits.


Wow. Really.

She kept reading as the author went on about how great Auristics was for awhile, before slipping into the history of the art. It would be great to be able to fact-check the history against the Sahovan Auristics collection, but that obviously wasn't possible. She skimmed through it, noting down a couple of names but not really paying much attention. She was tempted to try another taking another look at herself, but the possibility of permanent damage just wasn't worth it. It'd be pretty embarrassing to hurt or kill herself after one week!

The book wasn't heavy on practicalities, anyway. There was a lot of talk about the nature of Auristics and some valuable advice for inexperienced pracitioners noted as afterthoughts, which she dutifully copied down. Bells must have passed, because the room darkened, the fading light making the words more and more difficult to see.
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Postby Tsaba on June 4th, 2013, 3:36 pm

Tsaba would have liked to read well into the night, but she had neglected to buy candles. Instead, she devoted a few hours to a proper, thorough damage check, running her fingertips up and down her limbs to check for unfamiliar tears and moving her body through various positions to check her range of movement. After awhile, she felt safe enough to sneak an auristic peek. She prodded gently at the bright spot on her chest marking rune site, to no response. She rested a few minutes before trying auristics again and running her fingers across the stitched down her torso, searching for any obvious difference between the stitched and unstitched flesh. The aura told her... nothing she couldn't already feel. There was no sense of 'healthy' and 'unhealthy', 'right' and 'wrong' in the dead flesh. The flesh was room temperature, there was a break in it. But she felt like she was trying to see her body through her aura, as opposed to with it. It was a little creepy.

When it was once again light enough to see, Tsaba pulled out a fresh piece of parchment and started to write.

Dear Craun,

As requested, here are my notes, to keep you up to date on my discoveries.


She paused thoughtfully. She was pretty sure that Craun had been humoring her when he asked her to send him her findings; he thought her project was as pointless as everyone else did. But he had been happy that she had found something to occupy her time. And he would want to know that she was well. Besides, it helped to have backup notes.

I am beginning to suspect that you left several key points out when you attempted to train me in Auristics. This is no fault of yours, of course; you were training me for a very specific purpose, but some advice on the differences in practising magic as a Nuit as opposed to a human would have been appreciated. It is possible that you have merely forgotten what being a human is like.

The most obvious danger in the use of such magic is, of course, overgiving. I fear that without breath and heartbeat, time is difficult to regulate; this is not normally a problem and not normally something to which we give consideration, but when one is distracted examining a djed field, it is all too easy to pass one's limit without noticing. I am considering acquiring some sort of timepiece to mitigate this problem.

Nor, in our discussions, have the differences between a healthy nuit and a healthy human ever been discussed. We respected your privacy as children of course, and I had little reason to examine anybody on Sahova, but last night I took it into my head to examine myself. It was disconcerting to say the least. I am sure that a normal aurist would find no cause for alarm provided they do not find corpses alarming, but after learning the art as a tool of diagnosis, the view of my own aura feels fundamentally wrong. You must tell me how you stand to look at yourself. I refuse to believe that after all this time, you merely avert your auristic gaze.


She paused to review the letter so far. Some information to demonstrate her learning, reassurance coming through in her tone... yes, it would do. She added,

I suspect that merely studying the difference between nuit and human auras, especially from the perspective of a healer, is several human lifetimes' worth of study in itself. Indeed, comparing different nuits may tell us more about the effectiveness of the body transfer ritual and the effects of age than any amount of experimental trial and error. I would urge you to look into these avenues. I myself am unlikely to have time in the immediate future, nor the necessary background knowledge. Although I do, suddenly, have an overabundance of humans, and so few of them are usefully dead.

I will look briefly into my own aura and the implications of its shape compared to humans when I am experienced enough to obtain useful data, and I will speak further on the matter when I have something concrete.

Much love,
Tsaba.
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Postby Tsaba on June 5th, 2013, 9:59 am

With a mental note to herself to remember to buy candles before night fell again, Tsaba returned to the book. She tried to diagram the bright points on her body from memory, but quickly realised that that was pointless; she didn't require a picture to tell her where the rune points were. Oh, how great would it be to observe her aura while exchanging bodies! But the ritual was far too draining for that to be a realistic goal. Perhaps she'd have a chance to observe somebody else's aura while they were exchanging bodies... on a whim, she dipped her fingertip in ink and drew the runes on to see if that would affect her aura. It didn't, in any respect that she could see. Pity.

Tsaba was about a third of the way through First Glances into New Sights and Sounds when she remembered that she had a more personal source than the book -- Castor's research notes. She needed to copy and return those anyway. (And buy more writing materials; she put that on her mental list next to 'candles'.) Five minutes into copying those, she realised that he had a lot in common with the author of First Glances -- a love of words and quotes. A good third of his notes were pretty quotes, and their sources. She briefly put the notes aside to return to her letter to Craun.

PS; Have met a human with a love of poetic word at the university. Uncertain how common this is yet, but the humans here seem to appreciate more volume and context to their writing than the raw data and result I was raised with. Will investigate further. Please bear this in mind the next time you try to train orphans as assistants.
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Postby Tsaba on June 5th, 2013, 12:45 pm

Copying wasn't very taxing work, and she had almost finished with the notes when Tsaba ran out of parchment. Fortunately, it was still light.

After an uneventful trip to the markets, Tsaba returned with an armful of fresh parchment and a handful of candles, her pockets a handful of mizas lighter. The candles, she had been informed, burned for about one Bell; using the edge of a folded page of notes as a ruler, she marked out a candle at nine equal intervals along its length, then cut it into ten equal pieces.

There. Ten six-chime long time measurement devices, give or take. Who said you needed a natural sense of time?

She finished copying the notes before turning her attention back to First Glances, and resisted the temptation to experiment with Auristics further. She couldn't afford to get... eager. She'd burn out or, worse, overgive. I have all the time in the world, she reminded herself calmly. I don't need to learn everything today. I have one advantage over mortal races, and that is time; there is no reason not to capitalise on it.


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Postby Tsaba on June 7th, 2013, 12:21 pm

When Tsaba felt the need to take a break from First Glances into New Sights and Sounds, she noted her experiences examining her aura on a fresh sheet of parchment, noting as much detail as she could. She hesitated before adding what she felt after losing track of time, but after a moment of consideration, decided that the information was more important than the embarrassment, and added that too.

She reviewed the document to make sure it was understandable. Yes, good. Except... Castor didn't know much about nuits, did he? She circled her first use of the term "rune site" and added a definition ("Positions where runes are drawn on the new body during a Nuit's body transfer ritual"), then drew a quick diagram. She didn't draw the actual runes, of course. That would be... indecent. But just marking the positions, since they were scientifically relevant, that was okay, right? That was like... like how a patient would sometimes be naked for a medical examination. That wasn't the same thing as being naked in a tavern.

She checked that the ink on her notes was completely dry before putting them with Castor's. They would do. If he had any questions, he could ask her directly.
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Postby Tsaba on June 7th, 2013, 4:35 pm

Perhaps if she treated her aura like a nonliving one and just ignored the living... what was it Castor had said? 'soul'... it would be less disconcerting. She'd never really looked at nonliving auras -- if anything, she'd always been taught to ignore them. But her own might be a good place to start. She drew a curtain over her window and lit one of her six-chime candles before starting. That should solve the 'losing track of time' problem.

Right. Deep breath. She didn't need it, but the old calming trick helped her focus. Look at the flesh. The creepy, dead flesh; the state you were taught was bad, you were conditioned to avoid at all costs. Ignore the living aura.

Feel it. Room temperature. Too cold, too weak; needs warming. Craun would be pulling out the blankets and hot stones, and shaking his head; not much hope, but they have to try. Except there is no fire inside to bring the temperature back up. Like that kid who fell in the river in winter.

Look at it. No motion. Pulse is absent; there is no flow in the aura. Breath can move in and out of the lungs, but it doesn't flow into the body. Moving limbs creates ripples, but they die quickly.

Feel it. The bones don't settle together in harmony. They lie near each other, loosely tied; a rope-secured lever instead of a well-oiled pulley. The tiny threads of orange fire that move from the brain are inharmonious. But they are the most evidence of life within the body; worryingly visible without the overlay of blue movement, their presence is nevertheless calming.

Look at it. The cold fluid pooled in the centre of the body, oozing out into the limbs. Almost motionless, carrying some sort of alien power. Drawn to the rune sites like blood drawn to heated skin, making its way through slowly putrefying flesh. Some kind of terrifying new infection burrowing through a body that can no longer be saved.


Tsaba was quite releived when her candle burned out, reminding her to shut off her Auristic vision.
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Postby Tsaba on June 9th, 2013, 12:29 pm

Tsaba knew that she'd probably done more than enough Auristics for one day. More skilled people might be able to switch it on and off on a whim, but she had no desire to overtax herself twice in twenty four hours. Instead, she thought about what the author of First Glances had said about shielding.

Indeed, one might think of Auristics as the non-interfering cousin to Shielding, the use of a djed field to specifically block other djed,


Shielding would be a very, very useful art to learn. She'd been told that good Shielders could essentially protect objects from the environment, which would neatly solve the problem of how vulnerable her body seemed to be in Zeltiva. Was there a connection between Shielding and Auristics, or was the author merely waxing poetic? It was often difficult to be sure. She'd ask Castor. If they were connected, then knowing each might make the other easier to learn. But it wasn't something she was ready to mess about with on her own, at least not without some basic training and a bit of rest.

But that's okay, Tsaba thought as she took Craun's letter and headed out to find somebody to deliver it; No matter the pace, the knowledge will still be there when I'm ready.
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Postby Eldritch on July 22nd, 2013, 3:40 am

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Tsaba :
Skills
Auristics +2
Observation +3
Copying +1
Writing +1
Drawing +1

Lores
-Shielding: A Djed field that blocks out other djed
-Auristics: Study oneself to know others
-Feeling tired after expending Djed
-Auristics: Know your limits or else
-Sending notes to Craun
-Auristics: Examining the non-living aura
-Shielding: Sounds useful to learn

Consequences/Costs
Candles= -1 SM
Parchment= -1 GM




Notes :
I double checked the price list to be sure of your cost and you listed one GM extra for the parchment, you can thank me for saving you some cash later. :p

As a lover of all things arcane I greatly enjoyed this thread, I had always kind of regarded auristics as a discipline that was useful but not exactly powerful, your depiction has given me more insight into it and caused me to question my stance on it. I'm personally excited to see where Tsaba takes her arcane research. :)


If you have any comments/questions/concerns about your grade please PM me and we will work something out.

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