Welcome to The Refuge, Home to Adrian's Scrapbook As for a bit about myself, my name is Andrew, and I love to travel. I'm a bit of an explorer at heart, which is why I originally fell in love with Mizahar in the first place back in 2011. For those of you reading this that are "Veteran" Mizaharians as they say, you'd very likely recognize my other creations, those being Nex Paciscor, Erzotol Silverden, Darian, Ragnor Matlian, Faraluun, Atl, Dovinya, and lastly, Lariat. These names I'd like to forget, but they are mine to remember for they stand testament to my failure as a member of this very community. They mark a very self-centered part of my life when I thought that whatever I was dealing with at the time was more important than the commitments I'd made to people of this community, and in short, reflected acutely my ill character at the time. I've had a lot of time to think since then during a separation from this community, tossing up whether or not to return, because I didn't want to face judgment for my ill conceived actions, so I waited even long before returning until at last I came to the understanding that simply ignoring something doesn't make it go away, even online. I know common sense to everyone else, I lacked it for sometime I admit. Anyways, in so realizing that it wouldn't simply go away, I decided to come back, not because I've missed writing here, who wouldn't, but because I want to apologize to those I've affected by my gross inactivity, and actions by default with the above listed characters. I know well how a missing character or an inactive moderator, affects negatively those involved with said creations, and I deeply regret my actions, and the trouble I caused all of those depending on me as a moderator, and as a player. It was stupid and foolish. Retrospect is 20/20 they say, a sentiment I wholly agree with, and through time I can only hope I can be a more dependent member of this community in the time to come. Words are just air though, actions are hard and real, and I know only through my actions can I prove I can be a dependable player. Trust is valuable, but it must be earned. I thank you though, for taking the time to read this all the way through instead of simply skipping to another link. My next scraps will be more Mizahar oriented, but I felt it necessary to get this out, for progress requires a solid foundation, and this is mine. Till next time, Adrian |