I feel so stupid...
You know, when people try to 'escape' from reality they usually do so by somehow letting go of the life they're stuck with...
Usually I do that as well: imagining my life as some sort of character in a book I read, or a movie I watched. I've got quite some imagination, so that's always fun...
I guess.
But Draven was a disaster, his life was a 'symbolic' version of mine... then he died, and now he's miserable as a ghost.
I had planned of making him a fun-loving, FREE-AT-LAST type of character...
and yet he's turned into some sort of Akvatari-hybrid.
It is kinda funny, how I'm subconsciously assuring myself of the fact that'll always be unhappy...
But enough of that!
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I love Doctor who, it's awesome! ... and fezzes are cool

The Idea of travelling around space in a blue police box, having adventures and ~
I'm gonna end this here, don't feel like it... today.
^Just read through the things I wrote, and even here I can't ... TELL, I'm still trapped within myself; I've done so wilingly, at the very least I
will love myself ♥♥ ... Also, I protect myself with stupidity, madness ... cause mad people are happy, right?
(in one clear moment of clarity, which I dont even have since I made that rhyme intentionally ~ nonetheless I'll underline this statement: people who don't know me, think I'm a nerd, people who know me, think I'm kind and weird, ... only I know how unhappy I am...) -> Continue madness
As for the Gif: ( <- It's becoming a thing )
