Season of Summer, Day 40, 513 AV Ronas Dermir's eyes shot open at crack of dawn. Like every other day he dressed himself, with the precise and mechanical motions of a well-oiled military machine. It was just another day. His room in the Quarters were small, but sufficient for a man of his needs. The bare necessities of survival. Anything else is a distraction. Judgment they called it. Ronas turned the word over in his mind. To him, judgment came when a commander found fault in how he performed in his duties, or if he was neglectful or undisciplined. This was a different form of judgment, one which he was not familiar with. It mattered little. He was here to serve, regardless of their judgment. Getting down on his knees, Ronas closed his eyes, his massive imposing frame relaxing as he prayed to Wysar, God of Discipline, for the strength he would need for the coming trial. "Wysar, Lord of Duty, I pray with the rising sun Grant me the discipline I need to do what must be done." Ronas bowed his head as he tried to clear his mind of all distractions. This was not a time for doubt, or hesitation. Either the nuits would accept his offer, or they would reject it. At this point, it was out of his hands. Prayer finished, Ronas stood back up, eyes glinting. It was time. Before he left, Ronas grabbed some charcoal. He would need all the help he could get. Slowly, ever-so-slowly, he drew upon his palm. It was critical that he got this right, a glyph that could help him concentrate his power. Voiding was dangerous at the best of times, and anything he could do to make it easier for himself, he should do. The glyph began to take shape, a simple but effective marking that would aid in his ability to concentrate and direct a void portal. Ronas' brow furrowed as he traced the charcoal, making sure that the lines were straight and the curves were right. This had to be right. There was no margin for error. Once he was done, Ronas quickly grabbing Equalizer and gently slid it into its scabbard. Unlike most of his other actions, this one was more ... deliberate. Equalizer had been his companion for many years and deserved that level of respect. Looking over the sparse room, Ronas nodded once, and strode out the door. Ronas strode purposefully toward the lecture hall. He knew the dead were watching him with critical eyes. What was this living thing doing amongst their number? He could hear whispers in the dark, as they hurled half-heard insults his way. How dare he present himself to the council? Ronas ignored these whispers. They were not the council. They were not his commanders. He owed no allegiance to them. If the council should choose to throw him to the wolves, so to speak, he would simply have to accept that as his fate. The first duty, the only duty, was to the mission. To that end, he waited patiently for his turn to demonstrate his skill with Voiding. It was a difficult art, and it could leave him tired at times. But it was the only magic he knew, besides a very basic understanding of Glyphing. Only time would tell if either skill would progress. "I am Ronas Dermir, he announced, when it became his turn to demonstrate. "Voiding is my Art. I shall demonstrate." Ronas closed his eyes and concentrated on a spot before him. His Djed flowed into it, and he waved his arms and spoke the incantation he needed to focus it into a point of absolute nothingness. Beads of sweat appeared upon his shaved brow, but he continued nonetheless. Exhaustion was irrelevant. For a few moments nothing happened. Ronas continued to incant, holding his palm out and concentrating. The glyph aiding in the formation, but just barely, he continued to do what he had been trained to do. Close your eyes. Clear your mind. Ten seconds passed. Twenty. Yet Ronas showed no signs of nervousness. When the portal opened at twenty seven seconds, it was small. Barely the size of a miza coin. Ronas concentrated on the portal, feeding it with his Djed. It steadily grew with his willpower, until it grew to around the size of a small melon. The incantation continued to repeat in his head. He maintained the portal easily for a a few minutes, but then he could feel his Djed reserves begin to run out. It was crucial, however, to show that he had discipline. So he kept going, keeping the portal open despite the draining feeling of overgiving starting to manifest. For another two minutes he maintained the portal, until finally he felt the danger of overgiving was too great. Ronas' hands fell to his side. Without Djed to support it, the portal to the Other Side slowly collapsed, until it simply winked out of existence. Ronas took a few moments to catch his breath and collect himself after the exertion. Then he stood, facing the judgment of the council. "I present myself, Ronas Dermir, to your judgment," he announced. "I am here to serve as a soldier, as a weapon, to Sahova's needs. But this weapon is currently dull. I ask only that I be given the chance to sharpen, that I may better serve. I leave the rest to you." |