Since receiving the strange gift in return for her sacrifice to Laviku, Ialari had retreated from the larger whole of the crew. While she appreciated the beauty and bounty of the sea, she was a child of the mountains and earth. Having only a bit of wood between her and the watery depths did not sit lightly on her mind so once the journey was underway, she made her way below deck.
The tight, cramped conditions of the ship below deck were more to Ialari's liking. In an odd way it somewhat reminded her of home. The vast network of tunnels that made up a large part of the Isurian Kingdom were filled with tiny, confined passageways that sometimes required one to duck and even crawl in order to navigate. While those kinds of tunnels were few, they were the ones Ialari often traversed in an attempt to get away from the grand spectacle that was the city. She preferred her life to be complex only in the personal tasks she pursued. Social complexity, the complexity of people and cities, were not something she found as easy to navigate. Odd then were the times she discovered a desire to stand up and be heard. Such was not the time or the place while on the ship.
Making her way to her bunk, she could not recall ever hearing who she was to be sharing it with. The idea of sharing anything so personal with a stranger was not something she found appealing yet she resigned herself to the idea of a means to an end.
Taking a seat on the rather simple and very small cot, she found herself almost wishing she were back at her Retreat on the eastern coast of Sylira. She slept on an old bedroll in a battered, beaten-up portable shelter she had scavenged years earlier yet it still seemed more comfortable than the cot she now sat upon. She held the strange bone headband in her hands and lifted it for a better look. She ran her black, silver-veined metallic fingers over the surface and pondered the purpose of the gift. She had sacrificed a piece of her own soul, albeit a tiny fragment, in the form of the izentored dagger crafted from seashells and the tooth of an unknown sea-monster and received the headband in return. While the headband was a marvel in itself, Ialari tried not to focus too much on the lost dagger because when she did, she could almost tangibly feel its loss. Her faith however in the gods gave her comfort as she told herself that Laviku wouldn't have engaged in such a trade without good reason.
She spent the remainder of the day just short of the approaching sunset, examining the headband and reflecting on her presence on the ship. The gift from Laviku was a sign that indeed the gods had held out their guiding hands to Ialari and nudged her along another path. Why now? She thought to herself. Why, when I'm just starting to gain some bit of understanding of Dominion would the gods pull me away and send me across the known world to this place? Ialari ran her metallic hand through her hair while using the other to hold the headband. It was then that she felt something unusual. She noticed the feeling when she looked down, past the headband to her foot. Her foot was tapping rapidly against the floor. After taking notice of that, she felt an odd chill go from her tailbone to the base of her neck. It wasn't a chill of cold or even fear but one normally brought on by anticipation, nervousness or even... It was at that moment that Ialari recognized the feeling. It was not one she was used to feeling what with her upbringing of patience and focus. The feeling streaked down her legs and arms and it felt as though her whole body was energized for a brief moment. It was anger.
Ialari was not just angry however. She was fuming. Her metallic hand clenched so tight that if she hadn't been holding the headband in her other hand she may have crushed it to powder. Then, just as quickly as it had erupted, Ialari's anger began to subside as she gained control of herself, began to breath deeply and attempt to bring some amount of calm to the quake. She was then left with confusion. What is wrong with me? Sure, I've done all that I've been asked and when I think I'm starting to understand it all they rip me away and throw me on this blasted boat. Still, what right do I have to be so upset? The gods have blessed me with their presence, their very touch. I have no right. No, there is meaning to all this. I'll discover it just like I discovered the rest. Ialari took another deep breath before realizing she was in desperate need of some open, crisp air. Even though she was calmer now though she couldn't help the growing concern she felt about her anger. This wasn't the first time it had happened in recent days but it was the first time she recognized it for what it was. It was also getting harder and harder to contain and control that anger. The actual cause of the anger however was still lost to Ialari. The question of why the gods had set her on this new path was not the core of the problem, only a trigger.
Standing and righting herself, Ialari placed the headband back into her pouch and made her way above deck. When she stepped out to the moist, somewhat salty air, she was greeted by a the impossibly thick fog that rolled over the ship and severely reduced overal visibility. Even her acute vision, accustomed to seeing in total darkness, found the fog difficult to see through. Startled at first, Ialari noticed the crew were not quite so and she caught a glimpse of Mathias making rounds passed her to the rest of the ship. His posture and demeanor appeared relatively calm which led Ialari to believe that the fog was not as strange as she may have otherwise thought. You're reading too much into things, you dolt. You're seeing signs where there are none. She told herself as she looked about the deck. Ialari felt like a woman of two worlds. On one hand she took comfort in the confines of the lower deck but on the other she reveled in the taste of the sea air. Shaking her head at the whole contradiction of feelings, she gazed about for something useful to do.
Ialari had spent some time here and there aboard a ship. She sailed with traveling merchants from Sahova to the Syliran mainland to access her Retreat. Years ago she had gained passage across the Suvan from Sultros to Riverfall. Finally there was the encounter with the shipwreck near the Retreat. She had learned a good bit about the ship while disassembling it and scavenging it for salvage. The ship she was on now was a bit different yet the various ship structures looked similar enough. As she roamed the deck, she noted a variety of imperfections, weakened stress-points and slight flaws amidst the various parts of the ship she encountered. As she discovered these, she reached out with her metallic hand and effortlessly shaved away splinters, straightened, flattened or smoothed various metal fittings to their former shape and generally repaired minor damage to places where the average human may be required to put forth greater effort with tools.
Ialari generally kept to herself while observing closely everyone she encountered. She was friendly when spoken to and did what she could to make herself helpful and useful. Unfortunately though she was somewhat out of her element and she realized it. She was more than aware that she was about as trusted by others on board as she was trusting of them so she didn't push herself upon anyone.
When the time of the strange commotion about a strange creature asking for help arrived, Ialari was standing on the other side of the ship, leaning against the rail while looking again at the strange headband she had yet to wear. When she heard the excitement growing, she put the headband away and approached the sounds, the fog still keeping sight to a minimum.
When she, along with others, finally caught sight of the odd watery creature, Ialari stared in wonder. Never before had she witnessed such a creature. Of course she had seen wonders and horrors that few mortals could comprehend yet this new creature was still something completely different. As it spoke of its plight, Ialari's awe faded a bit. Naturally cautious and in no small way distrustful of nearly everyone and everything, Ialari went into passive-defensive mode. Ialari listened to what the various members of the journey had to say in response to the idea of helping the strange creature. There were those who were more than willing to jump at the idea of giving aid while a couple were more hesitant. Ialari, stood back from the others while they questioned, discussed, agreed and considered.
Then, before any final decision was made, she chose a moment of pause in the overall discussion to step forward. She was far from an imposing figure. Dressed in a silk skirt, black boots and little more on top besides a series of draping necklaces lined in sea-shells (reminders of the two seasons spent living on/near a beach) that just barely covered all the right places, Ialari's garb and physical stature did not add much to her presence. Nevertheless, as soon as everyone else was finished with their questioning, she approached the creature before stopping a safe distance from it. Her head slowly cocking to the side, her movements and mannerisms grew smoother and more deliberate not all that unlike a snake. After a moment or two of examination, she began to speak in a tone that resembled her movements. As she spoke, she never looked away from the Otani. "As interesting as this creature appears and as compelling as its story may be, jumping mindlessly to its aid doesn't exactly seem wise. The last "child" of the gods I encountered deceived the greatest wizard to have existed since before the Valterrian and then tried to destroy an entire island of ancient, immeasurably powerful magic while taking myself along with it." Ialari, for an instant, recalled in her mind the encounter with Drainira, the Million-Miza Golem and Champion of Sagallius.
"I will go with the majority on this however I think we need to approach this task as if it were a deception." Ialari continued to stare at the Otani as if looking for something out of place. Of course, she likely would not know what "out of place" was on an Otani but that fact did not stop her.
"If you all agree to help, I advise great caution. I can't help but feel that this is all too convenient; too much of a coincidence." Ialari paused and then addressed the Otani directly. "If you are indeed honest and genuine with your request, you will respect any doubt and distrust tied to considering it." Ialari had no reason to not trust the Otani however she also had no reason to trust it either. There you go with your inability to trust anyone or anything. You even doubt the gods, or at least why the do some of the things they do. Maybe this thing is truly in need of our help. But if that were the case, why us? Why now on this ship in the middle of an impenetrable fog when we have no real grasp on our bearings? Why not another ship? There have to be others passing through here from time to time. Why does it come to us at this very moment? Ugh, maybe I am too distrustful of everything. Maybe I'm incapable of trust. You trust the gods, don't you? Of course I do. Well, some of them anyway. Not everything is the work of the gods though. We mortals have a part to play in it all. Now is not the time for all of this. Talk to your own insecurities later. Ialari's mental conversation took all of a couple of seconds as she turned her gaze finally from the Otani and directed it to Mathias and the other members of the expedition.