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Coming To A Head [Edreina]

Postby Razkar on August 26th, 2013, 4:08 am

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She didn't speak, didn't spew out platitudes or some self-righteous speech or overly-flowery affirmation. She let her emotions speak through her flesh and, Goddess, Razkar couldn't have been more grateful. Their lips collided and his skin broke out in fire, tasting so much more than those familiar things he'd grown to love about her.

Fear. Desperation. Doubt. Despair. And something she poured into him as her mouth moved against his, body flush against his, heart beating against his own ribs.

Hope, along with its close sibling, Trust. For the first time since that bout with The Fists of Nykas, the Myrian felt his strength fail him, leaning into her, over her, kissing her deep and sucking the breath from her lungs only this time... this time it was beyond bruised muscles and bones.

When he broke from her, finger stroking her face, there were words falling like rain from his lips. Edreina's knowledge of Myrian was in its infancy, but she knew it was... two words, not one... and she knew what they meant, whispered to her like a prayer.

"Thank you... Thank you... Thank you..."

Stable boys and riders and other bystanders gawped without fear (well, mostly without it: this was Razkar, after all), but for the two lovers, there was no-one else in the pasture. Then Razkar took her hand and they started to walk, passing from the light of Syna into the endless warren of corridors and halls that was the Stormhold.

Edreina frowned. He wasn't letting go. Their charade and routine had never been to display affection, connection, and now she could hear the whispers, see the confused frowns... but he didn't let go.

He held to her like a drowning man to driftwood.

When she looked up, his jaw was set and while there was not the murderous, injured anger of before, there was a steely determination that hardened his eyes like chunks of obsidian. Razkar felt his gaze and turned to her, squeezing her hand.

"No mask anymore, Edri. No lie and no false show to world. Let them see. Let them know."

They quickened their pace, headed for Winthrop Alley.

"Not be afraid anymore."

Foot in front of foot around corners and stalls until it was-

13th Bell


-and they were outside the Spinning Coin. It never ceased to amaze Razkar how constantly full and raucous it sounded from inside the plain storefront of the notorious tavern. He'd been there at all hours over the season, and the noise level never lessened, the trickle of strutting braggarts entering and penniless, bruised or drunken derelicts never stemming.

He hated bringing her here. Whenever one of them leered at her as he staggered by he felt the lion teeth around his neck tremble with naked rage and flashes of their ripped open throats and agonized faces-

No. Stow that, as they said in the Cuttlefish. Put it away, for it will profit you naught and cost you much in this place.

"Stay here, Edri." He told her, squeezing her hand one more time as he unwittingly left her in pretty much the exact same spot as he had when he'd first come here with her over a season before. "I will not be long, I swear. I need to get answer for this from man who would know. I not think you be in danger, but..."

His words trailed off and his black gaze flickered down to his gift to her from many days ago. The one thing Ruprekt hadn't gotten his hand on and the thing the grimy little merchant had wanted most of all.

The wakizashi he'd given her, now worn at her waist.

"... just in case. I not be long."

The Myrian turned his back on her and she watched him vanish into the original den of vice and villainy in Syliras. At once a plethora of shouts and calls, boozy laughter and insult, threat, music, a cacophony of glasses and sliding wood, cheers from the cage where two beefy humans were going toe-to-toe like the Good Ol' Days, feet barely moving, trading blows and-

-and there was Razkar's table. With just the men he wanted to see.

Gene Duval noticed everyone that entered his place of business. Most times he knew them. Faces, names, the same tired and cheap stories of woe and bravado. Some of them got a nod; a few got a wave. But he logged them all and watched them come, drain their mugs, lose their coins, then leave. He didn't have to look hard to see Razkar sweep in through the door, but when he did... he saw trouble.

Not blood-rage; that would have immediately sent the human bounding over the bar to obstruct him, along with a dozen of his bouncers, spread around the floor of the Spinning Coin. But Gene saw a fierce, wounded need in Razkar's step, the way he powered through some people but most just stumbled out of his way like a shark through a shoal of fish.

His guards saw it, too; Duval didn't hire idiots. They turned to him from around the bar and the seating area, the gambling pit and the cage... and he shook his head minutely.

He knew where the Myrian was going: his own people wouldn't need to sully their hands.

"Ah, Razkar?! I was about to send someone looking for you..."

The Smoker's jovial smile faded when he saw the look on Razkar's face. Net to him, "Stranger", who whoever the fuck Valini called himself, looked up and noted it with far more calm. There were two tables behind their own, packed with men very, very good at being obviously discreet, wearing their clean and worn weapons openly, watching around their masters... and suddenly they all swiveled to Razkar.

The Myrian sat on the other side of the table and paid them not a glance. But he did see the two new faces flanking Smoker and Stranger. They were the polar opposites of the not-even-slightly-lamented Ekvan. They were both beardless, though one had a bushy mustache. Both weren't worthy of such words as hulking or lumbering, they were more... solid. Muscular. Both had short swords carefully sheathed at their waists, easily capable of being drawn in a blink.

But their eys drew Razkar, and they stock went up a few points. They were... professional. Calm. Watchful. Trained, for want of another word. They'd seen and shed blood and carnage, and wouldn't shirk at it. They would be polite and neat, until the time came for them to be otherwise.

In their own way, they were far more dangerous than Ekvan. They wouldn't gloat over your fate: they'd just carry it out and walk away.

Razkar fixed the Smoker, his ostensible master, with a long, baleful glare. The pipe wavered in the man's mouth until he finally removed it, wetting his lips, glancing nervously at an implacable Stranger, then finally opened his mouth-

-and Razkar's chair scraped noisily on the stone under him, swinging his gaze and seat to squarely face Stranger, ignoring his "master" completely.

"You are here to see me, Myrian, not my-"

"Why you not tell me I will go to Zeltiva?"

The question was directed at Stranger, who had his finest poker face fastened firmly to his face... but whose grey eyes glittered for a moment. He was amused, perhaps impressed. Smoker's courage returned a little, determined to keep the act going.

"Razkar! You will address me, and the-"

"I am not in mood for fucking games," Razkar said lowly, hands folded in front of him on the table, eyes never leaving Stranger, "Too long in season and too much said. Want to play someone else, go to fucking theater." He nodded slightly to Stranger. "You tire as much as me of lie. I know who you are. You certain do. So... why you not tell me?"

The Stranger dragged out the silence as much as he needed to. Razkar could feel him weighing and measuring his most valued and lethal sellsword, perhaps deciding if he was too much of a liability. Until finally he breathed in... and sighed...

And with that exhalation, The Stranger vanished. Leo Valini took the next breath.

"Lukas? I'll take it from here."

The Smoker's mouth opened and closed a few times like a dying fish, until he just nodded mutely. Razkar would have enjoyed the sight of his "face", the veneer of authority and power he wore for him, fall away, revealed as just another employee by the rich and powerful Leo Valini, merchant-prince of Syliras. But he had eyes only for The Man himself that day.

Valini sipped his ale and wipped a wisp of foam from his lips, chuckling lightly.

"I must admit, I was wondering when you'd want this whole... ridiculous charade over with."

"You are not giving answer to my question."

"I'm getting to it, Razkar. Please, indulge your true employer some melodrama. This business is so dry and staid-" he shook his head and sighed sadly "-one must inject some life into it now and again. Then again, given what I've had you doing at odd times... I'm sure you understand the need for a-"

"Buffer?"

Valini's eyebrow quirked upward and he nodded his props. "Indeed. Now, I take it you are referring to the caravan heading to Zeltiva, leaving on the last day of this month?"

"I did not know when caravan would leave. Only heard of it today. Why was I not told?"

"You are being told now, which was precisely when I decided you would be told. Why the concern, Razkar? Why the offence?" Another sip, and Valini's eyes twinkled as he asked a question he already knew the answer to. "Something keeping you in our fair bastion of virtue? Or someone?"

Every muscle in Razkar's upper body tightened and his hands went from folded to grasping each other. Better to keep them like that, otherwise he'd feel the need to caress his blades. Valini's smile widened and his two guard dogs blinked, slowly. Their hands did slide a little closer to their weapons; they didn't give a shit what Razkar thought of them, after all.

"... you know of her."

"Ah. I can tell by the inflection that is a statement, not a question. And you're right, of course. I know about your... 'friend', Edreina. A fine woman, I have been told. Solid worker at the Arms, beautiful and fiery, got a brain in her head too, which is nice-"

"Not speak of her, human."

Valini didn't like that. No-one, at least no-one lower in wealth and privilege and power than him, ever used that tone, and even then, they did so carefully. But this Myrian, this savage beast who was merely chattel to him save for his skill with the blade? He would?

"Oh, no, no, no, Myrian." Valini said, voice as smooth and sickly as liquid poison. "Remember who you are, who I am and, most importantly, where we are. This isn't your precious jungle, nor the Bronze Woods or the Sea of Grass, and I am not some dull slaver skulking in a cave outside Riverfall." He smiled again, a pointless stretching of his lips since there was not a dram of good-natured humor there. "I won't threaten you. I don't need to. All I need to do is send a letter to the Knights, and your head will be gazing at the morning sun from atop the Stormhold."

Razkar's teeth shone in the dirty torchlight, knuckles white, words spat out with spittle and latent anger. "Why tell me now? Why not before? Have to leave city for season! Maybe more!" The whole time Valini showed not a scrap of fear, instead just gestured lazily behind him and one of the dozen or so sellswords seated behind him stood, a small chest in his hands. "If you had told before, I could-"

THUNK!

Well, that was the first sound one heard, and Razkar felt the vibration of it through the oak table. Then he heard the tinkle and jungle of dozens, scores, hundreds of pieces of metal inside it. His words stalled and he looked at the chest in confusion, then back to-

"Six hundred and thirty-seven gold-rimmed mizas." The merchant said simply, scratching under his chin. "Ninety-one days in the season, seven mizas a day, as per our agreement made on... what day was it, Lukas?"

"Er... the... 81st of Spring, my lord, but Razkar's pay period did not begin-"

"Yes-yes-yes," Valini said, waving his hand impatiently like Smoker's - oops, sorry, Lukas' - voice was more help than hindrance. "I already covered that part. Anyway, there it is, as promised and, actually, earlier than I quoted, too."

He leaned forward, voice gaining in momentum as his face crossed to the middle of the table, an old negotiation technique he'd learned decades before. Projecting himself to Razkar.

"In addition, my representative in Zeltiva will pay you for every day in Fall that you are guarding the caravan, which will be every day until it arrives in Zeltiva."

Despite the riot of emotions clashing in him, Razkar couldn't help but ask: "What about trip back to Syliras?"

"Aaaaand," Valini dragged out the word like he'd been expecting it, which he had, "You will be paid a new rate of twenty gold mizas a day to escort the return caravan back to this city." Even in his anger, Razkar blinked in surprise. Another sip from Valini. "Oh, I've heard your skills have surpassed almost all others in this city, Razkar, and that includes most of the Knights which, hehe, truly amuses me. Your countless spars and bouts in the Fighter's Pit, beating that big bastard Akalak right here, marching with the Knights to fight bandits and that fucking Balicani - and my thanks for that, the thing was killing my Taldera-bound caravans, quite literally, in fact - seeing off the Drykas before that, and so on, and so on..."

He leaned back again, the very picture of control. He shrugged and gestured to the chest.

"Rates reflect quality of service. You are a master of the blades. You get a masterful rate of pay."

"And if I do not come back with caravan?"

That time, Razkar was expecting some darkening of Valini's features, but only a flicker of irritation crossed the human's face before he shrugged again.

"Our current contract will end once my man in Zeltiva pays you for your escorting the caravan to Zeltiva. You escorting it back will constitute a new contract. During the interim, you are a free agent, and if you decide to remain so... well, so be it. Two things that one can always find, Razkar: sin and men who will kill other men for gold. I can always find more muscle to protect my investment. My business ran just fine before you touched down from Captain Tonio's vessel, and it will continue long after you vanish back into the ether. By the way, is my Common too fast? You can follow all this, yes?"

"Yes. I follow."

Leo Valini gave a satisfied little "ahhh" and nodded amiably, but his eyes didn't change. Didn't move, emote, nothing. The man was more than Haev Provedan, though; in those eyes, Razkar had seen nothing no hint of any emotion. But in Valini's... what was the term... megalomania? Perhaps that. Desire for power, over others, their will, any situation he was in, and coupled with that, a crippling boredom he found in his world that he eased by sparring, in his way, with those like Razkar.

Leo Valini was enjoying this thoroughly.

"I understand." Razkar stood and dragged the chest towards him, face pulled tight and his wounded pride barely hidden, barely kept on a leash. How many could he take? Five? Ten? Perhaps... but could he take Valini? And would he walk out alive? No. And then, what of Edreina...?

The whisper of her name in his mind was like ice on flames. He inhaled, drawing peace from her face, the sound of her laugh... and managed a smile at the grinning merchant-prince.

"Caravan leaves in three days?"

"Yes, it does. You will be expected to arrive the night before, keep the sellswords in line-"

"Why?"

"Because you will be leading them, Razkar."

The Myrian felt a new flash of surprise rush through him, and Valini fed on his reaction, grin widening to show twin rows of perfect, dazzling teeth. "Weren't expecting that, were you?"

"I... I am not leader-"

"You will be, in this case. There will be about two-score of sellswords guarding my merchandise, the usual complement for a caravan of its size. You'll get all the details from the head caravaneer, of course, a fellow named Albrecht, he will-"

"I do not want to lead."

Now he saw storm clouds cross the human's eyes. Now his smile fell and that secret core of contempt for all other humans was exposed. Valini was charm and wit personified, but under it... well... you didn't get to where he did by being soft. He finished his ale and set the mug down. Hard. Then he leaned forward again, and that sickening pseudo-smile crossed his face again.

"Let me tell you what's going to happen... boy." Rakar flushed; Valini ignored it as another man would a mosquito. "You're going to gripe and grumble and display some childish, savage bravado, but ultimately, you're going to leave with the gold and with my orders, which you will obey. You'll do that because-" he held up a finger for each point "-you are in my employ, and I gave you an order... because you gave me your word, and I know what that means to you... and, finally, because if you do not, I will personally destroy your fucking reputation."

He rose like a black tide, seeming to grow with power, palms flat on the table, gaze tilted. His dogs rose with him, taller, broader than their master but in that moment, hardly as intimidating.

"Every noble and merchant I know, every sellsword, every bandit and caravan leader, everyone in this city will know you as a liar and a fraud, and what is known in Syliras soon becomes the truth of the world, save for your little green netherworld. You will be forced to debase yourself for whatever crooked coppers can be thrown your way and all... because... you didn't... follow... my... orders."

A pause. Long enough for Razkar to read the man's eyes and see no lies there.

"Do you understand that, Razkar?"

His necklace hummed and he could feel his gnosis roar and scream for action, for vengeance, for the blood of this barbaaric, petty creature on his blades! But Edreina... she was there... balm to his anger... and his pragmatism spoke with her, and it was so odd he felt no shame at it. Only... wisdom, in those words.

This is not the place nor cause for a hopeless fight, boy. Nothing will be gained. You told yourself that before you walked in, and it is no less true. Take his gold, follow his orders, get to Zeltiva, then wash your hands of his filth forever.

"... I will be leader."

"Good man!" The change in Valini's manner was almost frightening; glowering and growling monster replaced in an instant by a grinning civic leader who cheerily tossed Razkar a salute. "Be careful with that chest, my friend, and safe travels. I know I can count on you..."

Razkar turned on his heel and walked away fast, for he knew if he heard that man laugh, he might not be able to control himself. He felt Gene Duval's hawk eyes on him the whole journey to the door, and when he stepped out into the street, he nearly choked on the fresh air, doubled over, clutching his chest...

He saw her across the street. She had waited for him.

Receipt637GM, Razkar's wages for the season, working as a sellsword for Leo Valini at a rate of 7GM daily)
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Coming To A Head [Edreina]

Postby Edreina on August 26th, 2013, 5:55 am

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In an attempt to keep from drawing attention to herself, this was one of the shadier areas of Syliras, after all, Edreina moved across the street to rest in the shadows, hoping that her glittering hair would be muted. Time seemed infinite as she waited, heart thundering in her ears and beneath her fingertips. Memories flashed through her mind unbidden, toppling over one another.

A dark figure rising, throwing off his cloak of scalps in the flickering, dancing light of a bonfire. Black ink came alive with the story he told upon a wooden deck, blue-eyed men and women and children enrapt at the savage's words, including a solo redhead, perched on the railing on the opposite side of the ship...

It was the first time she had seen Razkar.

His dark body contorting as a lion's dying rage attempted to control him, clouding his dark eyes, sending a cold spike of fear through Edreina's heart at such a savage visage.

It was nothing compared to what she felt now.

So many spars, and swimming lessons, a blooming friendship.

Had they known then?

The choice between her two friends, between Uleru who had been at her side for years, and the Myrian warrior she had known for only days.

Did she make the right choice?

The sea, Laviku, Uleru... They would be constant in her life. But Razkar?

Her heart clenched and she closed her eyes, damming away the tears that threatened to fall. But the memories would not stop, for her mind had no lids to impede their stampede across her mind and body and every emotion at her disposal.

Sharing a bed with Razkar, feeling safe despite how close she had just come to falling prey to a stranger's whims.

Deciding to sail together to Syliras.

Her birthday... Agreeing to give the Myrian a place to stay upon her ship.


Did he know that each night she lay in her own hammock she hungered for the warmth and comfort of his arms, the brush of his lips and the gentle rise and fall of his chest as he told her with each passing breath that everything was going to be alright... That she was alright...

That heart-wrenching, earth-shattering moment where she fell upon her own deck, skin made sticky by her life as it poured out around her, hot and red. When she felt as if her light would soon be extinguished, after only managing to touch the earth, leaving nary a footprint nor whisper of her existence. When she awoke, and felt relief at the fact that she would be able to see Razkar, even if it was just for a chime, a single tick in space in which she realized that they were both alive... both safe...

From all but the whims of their reckless hearts.

His hand closing over hers, creating that beautiful dichotomy of light and dark, tainted and pure, weak and strong...

That moment when, shrouded in steam and beneath the somber gaze of Syna herself, they had committed themselves to on another, mind, soul, and body.

As each thought dance through her mind, Edreina felt herself draining away, sapped of emotion. A queer sort of calm settled over her, like that upon the Suvan before an especially nasty storm, as if she was gaining all the peace that she could before it was ripped away in conflict and turmoil and, eventually, loss. Razkar was her own personal storm...

And yet... He was her solace, her strength, her courage and her terror. In barely a season he had managed to ensnare his heart as none other had dared. The Svefra were fickle, shifting beings of the sea. Edreina had watched her parents shift from mate to mate throughout her life, seen her father join another woman's pod for years before returning to her mother near the time that Edreina set out on her own. And as much as Edreina loved her people, loved the sea, she did not understand it. If you loved someone truly, did you not want to be at their side? Maybe... maybe that was what drew her parents together again and again... That despite their insatiable curiosity, they harbor true love for one another...

As much as Edreina hated to admit it, as much as it tore at her very core and her very being, she knew that she would follow Razkar anywhere... that she would learn and train and grow until she was worthy of standing at his side, of being his equal. That finally they might drop this shameful ruse of teacher and student because they no longer feared Edreina's ineptitude, her naivety...

Like a seventh-sense (the sixth being gnosis-granted) Edreina opened her now still eyes just as Razkar exited the Coin, body adjusting roughly to the clear air. Without words, she walked over to him and nodded towards the Docks, towards the 'grotto. This was a conversation she meant to finish in the privacy of her own subdeck. The world needn't be privy to their melodrama.

Once there, she would ask him, as calmly as she could manage, what his plan was now that he new.

Part of her knew that this would be a goodbye... But was it to Razkar or the Suvan? Both held so close to the woman's heart.... but Razkar had to choose between Edreina and Ayatah, she also faced an equally daunting decision... One that was already made deep within her heart.
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Coming To A Head [Edreina]

Postby Razkar on August 27th, 2013, 3:30 am

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They walked in silence back to the docks, and under Syna's eyes. Razkar was grateful for that. Even the simple warmth on his face was enough to burn away the stain of his encounter with the all-powerful Leo Valini. Edreina sneaked glances at him as they weaved through the riotous streets of the Warehouse District, clogged constantly with wagons piled high with goods, barrels, bales, even people.

Anger. Humiliation. Disgust. Hateful things that twisted an already brutal face into a mask of frightening, barely-controlled violence. But her hand... it didn't leave his.

That helped, too. More than Razkar wanted to admit.

The Goldengrotto, bobbing gently at the pier ahead of him. The wood creaking under his feet, hollow steps as the two of them padded towards their home. The feel of the wind and its salt on his tongue, blown straight from the Sea Edri had been born on.

Edri. He stil didn't know when she had become "Edri" to him. One day she was Edreina, all very proper and formal, then some wall was broken down, the shortened familiar was spoken and... this it was written, for both of them.

They were on the deck, and still their lips had not moved. The Myrian stood and stared out over the water, all the motions his body had executed distant echoes as his mind turned over how his life was changing yet again. He knew it would. He was a wanderer, a sword-for-sale, and he went wherever it needed swinging. A Pilgrimage was, by it's very nature, a journey, not fixed to one place or person...

And then you let someone in, and corrupted your purpose.

He winced at the truth of that. He was a warrior. A Child of Myri. Everything else was background scenery, distractions or amusements. No matter what else... well, honestly, what else would he do? Tend a bar? Work on the docks? Slave for some tyrant like Tonio on the waves or scribble at ledgers like Lukas?

You are as you are. What you were born to be... and you know where your path must lead... and where it ends.

The Myrian bowed his head. Goddess... that was why. Why he feared to ask her. Because it ended... it ended only one way.

"Edri..."

At first she wasn't sure she'd heard it. She looked up and he was turning, the first movement from him in maybe a bell, chime after chime of silent introspection weighing on her uneasy mind. But now he turned, and his face was as grave and open as she'd hoped for and feared.

"You want truth. So... I will tell you."

Razkar did. He told her every detail of the meeting with Valini, from the brusque opening to its bitter end that made the air alive with seething, ugly ill-feeling. He told her where he had to be in two days, what he would be doing... where he would be going, and perhaps for how long.

He never mentioned Aya, but knew that he had to. He shook his head and ran a hand through hair now far past his shoulders. Her lover looked so...aged, in that moment. The pressures of a mind too young to fathom all the problems and mistakes it had made. But a determination, buried there. Resigned, perhaps, but her Razkar was no coward.

He looked up and saw her waiting.

Act and reaction. Decision and consequence. You must face them. The terrible, undeniable tempo in his mind would not relent, and he knew not if it was his own conscience or some outside demon toying with his mind. You were planning to leave; you knew you were. You put off this day for an entire season, avoiding it like it was something shameful.

It is not. Your actions were. Now is the time to make them right.


"I want you to come with me."

It should have been beautiful. It should have lifted ever corner of his soul and bought light to the dark places therein, seeing her smile blossom just as he wished it would. But even as she rose and made to embrace him, he held up a hand. His own face was a grim mask; he was not finished.

"Edri. You know I will seek Aya in Zeltiva. Would... not be right, if I did not. I do not... do not know what will happen." His eyes became unfocused, mask slipping as words gushed and poured, restrained no longer by his lack of fluency with Common. "What I vowed to her, I swore by the jungle and by my bones. Blessed Myri, She... She may seek payment for the breaking of accord. But I would not cast you aside."

The Myrian straightened, breathing deep and stepping closer to her. Dark eyes like pools in a lost cave looked back at her, eerily lit but bearing none of the malice or cold cruelty she'd seen when they regarded others.

Whatever was left in Razkar, he wanted her to see it. All of it.

"But is more. You know what I am."

He spread his arms, and she took it all in. The cloak of scalps, some years old, some as fresh as that season. The steel in sheaths and scabbards crisscrossing his body, bone-handled ax and gladius at his hip. The endless lines of ink that proclaimed death and devotion to The Mother Of Battles. Dozens of scars, some tiny and healed to mere shadows on the skin, some ugly and never-fading.

It was the body of one who lived for war. Who lived by the sword.

"Where I walk... where I go... it will end in..."

Edreina felt her mouth open as she saw his bottom lip tremble almost imperceptibly. But not with fear for himself; Razkar knew from the moment he was old enough to understand that he would die in battle. Not the "death of pelts" for him, coughing out his last breath from decrepit lips, too weak to stand and fight nor do much else but eat chewed gruel and piss his blankets.

Death. Bloody and brutal and inevitable.

"... you know how it will end. You may see it. You may be there."

He let his arms fall to his sides. He felt so tired, so very sick of this day. He'd spewed gibberish for chimes on end and still felt like he'd barely put a dent in the river of turmoil that festered in him. But it was a start; a fool's plea to a woman who did not deserve to be in pain because of him.

You cannot change what you are... but you cannot throw her away.
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Razkar has been cursed by Yahal, and as such finds little acceptance from others; they will instinctively view him as being deceptive and traitorous. However, when close to one blessed by Yahal, the effect is negated. The curse is etched onto his left pectoral, and viewing the mark causes others to feel dirty and unclean.
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Coming To A Head [Edreina]

Postby Edreina on August 27th, 2013, 3:58 am

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When all was said and done, Edreina realized that she could not... adore-

Petch it.

There was no way upon Laviku's sea nor Semele's earth that she could love this man any more. It would be like trying to add another drop of water to a bucket already brimming, or a plank to a boat already built. Impossible. Inconceivable. Undeniable.

So many attempted to escape the gentle touch of Dira's cold fingers as she beckoned them into the grave. Some spent their entire lives doing exactly the same thing each day for they feared that the slightest abnormality would end in their demise. But, they were not truly living. Not in Edreina's mind. She had known since she first set sail on her own that she would die far from her pod, beneath the sea or upon some foreign beach.

And Razkar... He lived each day for the glory of their goddess. He did what made him feel alive, and what made him feel happy. Yes, his death would be violent and gruesome, but it would be a warrior's death. No less than he deserved. She knew deep within her soul that Razkar would not be a man to die with a whimper, but a roar of victory as he drags one last enemy down with him. He will rest with the Goddess-Queen while she rests with Sea Father. And when they are born again, perhaps they will find each other once more and the saga will repeat itself.

Such were her romantic thoughts of Edreina. She thought not of them dying together in some bed, into the age of wrinkled skin and milky eyes. One would live for years without the other, but such was the way of this world. But death was not something she could think over for too long. Whether it lay within the next tick or the next decade, it was too far in the future for her eyes to see.

But this moment... she could see it just fine.

Razkar stood before her arms hanging limply at his sides as the weight of their world rested upon his shoulders. With a small, knowing smile - looking her age for once - Edreina stepped forward and wrapped her arms around his waist. There were no words, only the reassurance that she was there... that she would stay there. The weight of their world was not the burden of Razkar alone, nor was the ugliness of the days to come his monster to face. So long as he allowed it, she would be there to face them with him when she could, to buffer his strength with her resolve, and she would be there to remind him of life's beauty when everything was speckled with gore and coated with blood.

"When we get to Zeltiva... I will let you seek out Ayatah on your own. If she wishes to exact some sort of payment from me... I will do everything I can to-..." she sighed against his chest, knowing that if the woman challenged her to a fight for his heart, she would end up dying trying. "If all goes well, return to me... If not... Razkar, I will understand." Even though she did not figure him to be the sort to put anyone's feelings - let alone hers - above his own, she felt that it had to be said, just in case she meant more to him than she realized. The thought of him leaving was enough to make tears spring into her eyes and escape before she could reign them in, but the pain of it would be bearable as long as she knew that Razkar was happy... Razkar her beloved...
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Coming To A Head [Edreina]

Postby Perplexity on October 1st, 2013, 11:06 pm

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Riddled with Rewards!

Razkar
Philosophy +2 XP
Organization +2 XP
Mercantilism +4 XP
Socialization +2 XP
Rhetoric +2 XP
Persuasion +2 XP
Intimidation +2 XP

Lores :
  • Easier Days, Less Troubled Times
  • Women Make Men Flowery
  • Observational Insight: Seeing Through Edri's Lies
  • Intimidation: Steely Eyes, Cold Words
  • Confessions of the Heart: I Love Edreina
  • Love, Life, and Driftwood


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Socialization +2 XP
Persuasion +2 XP
Philosophy +3 XP

Lores :
  • The All Seeing Razkar
  • Caught! Red...Hair-ed?
  • Lover's Quarrel: Of Head and Heart
  • Being Fit For Razkar
  • The Dichotomy of Blood and Water
  • Confessions of the Heart: I love Razkar.
  • Stepping Forward. Together.


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It's about time!

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