Anna noted the long silence from Daren, one that bred a worry or two in her mind as well as allowing the cautious part of her mind a slight growth. Silence could be interpreted in any number of ways, some of them were not entirely innocent prospects. Just as Daren had said words carried weight here, a lack thereof could speak just as many volumes. The wizard waited for a response, willing to give him the benefit of the doubt at the moment.
His explanation was odd initially and she opened her mouth to comment on false modesty being wasted on her, but a raised hand forestalled her protest. The glint of crimson caught her eyes again and this time the design was more easily noticed, a half closed eye wrought from what looked like silver twisted its way around his index finger. Again it vanished into his pocket as he elaborated on his initial self assessment. Anna made a note to inquire as to its meaning when the opportunity presented itself.
The fact the Sahova had apparently been more strict, rigid, and cold seemed rather impossible to Anna's eyes. Places didn't get much more strict, rigid, or cold for the living in her opinion. Still she listened, noting the rather somber change in his demeanor as he spoke. His rather tragic background moved a slight cord of sympathy inside of her, a human emotion her mother had fostered during their time together.
She allowed unfamiliar feelings to form in her, giving him a slight smile of her own. It sometimes amused her that people cared how she judged them, that they didn't realize a rather horrible truth was a part of her very being. Few people were sympathetic to Chaons, especially those that relished in the acts Rhysol demanded of them. Whatever sin's Daren had committed were small by comparison to what she had done. Betrayal, torture, causing suffering for amusement, and destruction for its own sake, such things were what she existed for.
"I think no less of you, Daren. I know about second chances myself, from what I've learned as long as you are true to your nature then you have not wasted it. It is only when you know yourself truly that you may thrive." Anna offered, speaking as the Chaon and not as the wizard.
She was feeling much better for her time speaking with Daren, even in her fevered state Anna was feeling more alive than she had been in days. The wizard felt her breath stolen by the sight of the impressive doors before her, each one a work of art in itself. The rest of the Citadel seemed rather poor in comparison to this place, she could only wonder what the inside looked like.
Anna noted Daren's offered hand and she hesitated for a moment, the mark left from where Rhysol's blood touched her flaring slightly. Not painfully but in an almost erotic sense, the sweet caress of chaos swimming under the surface of her mind. It was the price one paid for being blessed by the dark god, the desire to spread his chaos to all. Chaon affected whatever it touched in someway, sometimes it was obvious and other times it was not. Physically Anna looked no different for the mark, but for the scar, mentally was a different story. The more she used it, the closer she felt to her god which in turn translated into wanting to use it more.
Touching someone in a physical way was often dangerous, for even if she controlled whether it activated or not the desire to use it was more insidious than the sweet whispers could ever hope to be. With but a single whim she could strike Daren blind or deaf, even though she like him the danger was there and the desire was strong. She managed to reign it in, reminding herself that cursing him would be rather disadvantageous and overly cruel. He had only proven worthy of her trust and friendship, he was not a target for a curse as of this moment.
She smiled at him and calmly grasped his hand in her own, nodding slightly to indicate he was correct in his words.
"Indeed, you are certainly better than the lot of sad individuals roaming the Quarters. If only slightly." The wizard teased lightly with a wink of her own.
His explanation was odd initially and she opened her mouth to comment on false modesty being wasted on her, but a raised hand forestalled her protest. The glint of crimson caught her eyes again and this time the design was more easily noticed, a half closed eye wrought from what looked like silver twisted its way around his index finger. Again it vanished into his pocket as he elaborated on his initial self assessment. Anna made a note to inquire as to its meaning when the opportunity presented itself.
The fact the Sahova had apparently been more strict, rigid, and cold seemed rather impossible to Anna's eyes. Places didn't get much more strict, rigid, or cold for the living in her opinion. Still she listened, noting the rather somber change in his demeanor as he spoke. His rather tragic background moved a slight cord of sympathy inside of her, a human emotion her mother had fostered during their time together.
She allowed unfamiliar feelings to form in her, giving him a slight smile of her own. It sometimes amused her that people cared how she judged them, that they didn't realize a rather horrible truth was a part of her very being. Few people were sympathetic to Chaons, especially those that relished in the acts Rhysol demanded of them. Whatever sin's Daren had committed were small by comparison to what she had done. Betrayal, torture, causing suffering for amusement, and destruction for its own sake, such things were what she existed for.
"I think no less of you, Daren. I know about second chances myself, from what I've learned as long as you are true to your nature then you have not wasted it. It is only when you know yourself truly that you may thrive." Anna offered, speaking as the Chaon and not as the wizard.
She was feeling much better for her time speaking with Daren, even in her fevered state Anna was feeling more alive than she had been in days. The wizard felt her breath stolen by the sight of the impressive doors before her, each one a work of art in itself. The rest of the Citadel seemed rather poor in comparison to this place, she could only wonder what the inside looked like.
Anna noted Daren's offered hand and she hesitated for a moment, the mark left from where Rhysol's blood touched her flaring slightly. Not painfully but in an almost erotic sense, the sweet caress of chaos swimming under the surface of her mind. It was the price one paid for being blessed by the dark god, the desire to spread his chaos to all. Chaon affected whatever it touched in someway, sometimes it was obvious and other times it was not. Physically Anna looked no different for the mark, but for the scar, mentally was a different story. The more she used it, the closer she felt to her god which in turn translated into wanting to use it more.
Touching someone in a physical way was often dangerous, for even if she controlled whether it activated or not the desire to use it was more insidious than the sweet whispers could ever hope to be. With but a single whim she could strike Daren blind or deaf, even though she like him the danger was there and the desire was strong. She managed to reign it in, reminding herself that cursing him would be rather disadvantageous and overly cruel. He had only proven worthy of her trust and friendship, he was not a target for a curse as of this moment.
She smiled at him and calmly grasped his hand in her own, nodding slightly to indicate he was correct in his words.
"Indeed, you are certainly better than the lot of sad individuals roaming the Quarters. If only slightly." The wizard teased lightly with a wink of her own.