Day 38, Season Fall, 513 AV
Rinya felt like she waited an eternity. While she had been busy memorizing his body, she hadn’t realized he had been doing the same. But he didn’t resist her shifting closer to him. He took her hint to touch her rather well actually. They weren’t stuck in a loop of far too tender to get anywhere, or too ravenous to realize what they were doing. Jorin’s kiss stole her breath, and melted her heart at the same time. The fingers tracing small circles into his hip latched onto the back of his neck to hold him there. This was what she wanted from him.
Rinya could still feel his nervousness, but now at least he seemed more focused than before. He wasn't as cautious, like she was a deer that he needed to approach with apprehension otherwise she might bolt from the room. The time for that was long past. At least in her mind it was. Jorin handled her with care, caressing her breast in just a way that caused her to groan into his mouth. The further they got the more she ached. And that ache was pressing down further than she had ever felt before.
She let Jorin’s hands wander. If she wasn’t so caught up in the kiss she might have let her hands wander to, but one was still holding her up and the other kept him firmly locked in place with the kiss. As his hands moved though, Rinya could feel her body start to shiver. Which seemed odd to her because she wasn’t cold—far from it rather. It wasn’t even entirely nerves, her body just seemed wracked with energy and she couldn’t figure out why. His left hand shifted lower, and Rinya released another groan. Jorin’s anticipation seemed to be growing, so Rinya shifted her legs slightly to allow him access. Rinya knew the basics of mating, but she wouldn’t deny him—after all she had told him to touch her.
But she wasn’t prepared at all for the sudden erupt of pleasure from his hand pressing against her. One moment she was kissing him, trying to calm his nerves and the next she swore she was hit by lightning. She didn’t know if it was the shift in her hips, or if he applied more pressure, but her back arched sharply into his hand. Rinya’s hand that had been holding to the kiss released only to latch onto his shoulder like a lifeline. Her breath caught in her throat, and her head fell back in a sharp moan—a loud one that might have actually embarrassed her if she wasn’t so caught up in the feeling.
Almost as soon as it came though it passed. The ache was still there, only now it was more fierce. It had settled in between her legs and Rinya whimpered slightly. This was suddenly very confusing for her. Out of everything she had heard about joining with a male, she had not once heard that she might enjoy it. And really she wanted more, but she was unsure of how to ask for it. Rinya reluctantly released Jorin’s shoulder, tilting her head so she could look up at him. Somewhere in the middle of the jolt her arm had given out on her.
Rinya opened her mouth to ask him, but she realized she was shaking again. Swallowing thickly Rinya tried to take several deep breaths to calm herself, but the feeling wouldn’t go away. She pressed her hips into his hand, and the feeling ghosted through her, though not quite like before. It was a specific spot but she hadn’t been paying enough attention to really know. ”Jorin…?” She almost sounded anxious. She wasn’t sure if this was normal, or maybe she had done something wrong…?