His second search through his suffocating quarters turned up nothing, but it allowed him to think more clearly, occupied as he was with the idle task at hand. Could he really shed the blood of his kin?
The question haunted him in his steps around the small home, plaguing him with the imagery of several scenarios playing out, all of them ending rather horribly from his perspective. Though Nalessa had trapped him here, leaving him to starve for stretches of time, he still could not bring himself to bring wrath against her for after all she was symenestra, and wife of his brother. Blood, especially that which binds one to another is sacred, so what would Viratas make of him if he was to so spill Nalessa's, even if it was in a poorly fashioned trap. Yet he needed to get out of here, and from the sparseness of this place it did not look as if there was any other way.
What a miserable sort he must have seemed, for he certainly felt it, sitting against the stair, staring idly at the mellow glow of the opal gloams. It was his fault he was here after all. If he had been paying more attention to the affairs of his family, maybe he might have seen this maneuvering coming and prevented this. The notion stung him, moreover because it was all from someone he trusted, and had even started building an almost amiable sort of relationship with before this all came to be. Now he looked back at that budding friendship with disgust, for he realized it was just a rues to get him where was needed, with his guard down for better measure.
He cracked his knuckles in frustration, stretching out his arms and legs to their lengths in an effort to rid himself of these dismal thoughts to no avail. It calmed him little, and only further made him aware of the fact that the water was yet dripping in its own discordant rhythm, annoyingly slow at that. Idly, he followed a drop of water as it splattered on a glittering shard of glass, reminding him poignantly of his previous morbid musings, an contrary to how he felt, he moved for the strips of cloth in the niche, his thoughts of freedom coalescing around his dark means of it.
Wrapping the cloth around his hands took little time at all, and with his flimsy protection in place he preceded to slowly pick up the largest pieces of glass he could find, while keep an eye out so as to not slice his foot open. The last thing he needed would be to wound himself in the very same way he intended to wound Nalessa, so the process was a slow one as once his hands were full he had to make the careful journey to the top of the stair just under the sole entrance to the place to deposit the glass, before going back down to gather more. It was certainly more difficult than he imagined it being, as aside from the bigger shards, the glass was hard to make out at times, dangerously so as he had to quickly shuffle in another direction at times to avoid splitting the skin off his foot.
Eventually though, he had most of the pieces just below the door, his crude trap in place for Nalessa's arrival, whenever that would be, but he felt like he could still do more so he yet looked around on the floor, gathering up smaller shards he managed to spot. HIs foot managed to find one before his eye did, the small piece driving into the sole of his foot slightly before he managed to reflexively raise it up as he hopped back in pain and surprise.
Balancing on his yet undamaged foot, he pulled his other up to inspect for the glass, the offending piece stuck into the center of his foot, and wincing he slowly pulled it out. At least it was not very large, yet his wound still stung all the same, even with the glass out, and tentatively he bound it with a strip of cloth from his bandaged hands. With his wound taken care of, he moved carefully back to the stairs, taking back up his perch as he fumed over his wound. Nothing seemed to want to go right for him, and to top it off, that infernal dripping was starting to get into his innermost thoughts, echoing within his head the perpetual noise. It was maddening.
It needed to stop, and casting about, he looked for a mean, though the first thing he noticed seemed to be oddly staring back at him, the child doll on the table mocking him with its mirth. His eyes carried over the rusted pair of scissors not far from it, and looking up at the leak he uttered a primal growl that might have surprised him if he was actually thinking about what he was doing, which he was not so lost in the moment was he.
Freeing up his hands from their wrappings as he made for the table, his immediate need to be rid of this oppressive noise eclipsed all other thoughts as he snatched up the doll and scissors. There was no more time for considering things, now was the time for action and putting the doll with the scissors in his mouth, he scaled the wall hand over hand making for the leaking ceiling. He would have his release from this noise at least since he couldn't find one from this place, and having at last reached the spot, he held in place the doll against the spot, before driving the scissors through its belly and wedged into the crevice.
With that final definite moment, he sighed with relief, hanging on the ceiling for a moment while an odd sense of calm washed over him. In a way, he was free, if only for a moment..