20th of Summer, 510 AV
Enalahs continued to walk around the city for a while, taking in the sights. 'Nothing that spectacular...' She thought to herself as she walked out the Gates of Syliras and towards the "Forest". Looking up into the sky above was calming for her. It reminded her of her master. "Master...?" She whispered as she sat under a tree. "Master... why...?" She said quietly as tear began to fill her eyes.
Enalahs sat there for, what seemed like hours, before finally standing. “Enough of these pitiful thoughts…” She whispered as she looked around the area. There was virtually nothing here for her to do. “Why am I even here?” She asked herself as she began to walk around. “To find a Bond mate?” She laughed. Her laugh was… sad, hysterical, depressed. All the things in which she felt everyday.
She stopped and leaned against a tree. Her father’s words rung through out her head. “As a Kelvic, it is our nature, our desire, to bond with someone. To protect someone, to love someone.” She scoffed. Desire? That was something she no longer had. But the longing? It was indeed there. She longed to be beside someone. But not just anyone. She longed to be beside HIM. Mal'daeis. Her master, her love, her anger, her sadness.
She shook her head and straightened. “Bond again? Never.” She said as she turned and began to wander around, once again, with nothing but herself, the longing and the hatred.