Closed I see the loneliness in those beautiful eyes[Erosynie]

[Assilsa Curare]

This was what she had been searching for all these years, a sense of home. Except she had managed to achieve more, she had found home, not just a sense that could easily be blown away in a gust of wind. What Assilsa and Save had felt stronger then the wind itself, and she would try her best to keep it that way.

The arms around her filled Assilsa with happiness, still feeling so overwhelmed by all these unknown feelings Assilsa attempted to blink away the tears that had filled her eyes. Confused Assilsa looked back up to Save, why was she crying? She wasn’t sad. In fact she was the happiest she has been in a long time, so why did the tears fall from her ruby eyes?

“I-“

The words she had been meaning to say since Assilsa first felt them were cut off short by her own nerves kicking in and stopping her. How she wanted to just get it out, in one big gesture. Before she knew it Assilsa had lent in and planted her lips upon Save’s perfect ones, She shouldn’t be doing this, her own mothers words echoed in her head as their lips touched.

‘Lust is easily mistaken as Hunger, and you don’t want to kill your friend do you?’

Was it lust she was feeling? Or something simple or more complex? Possibly both. Before Save could react Assilsa jumped away and backed away. Within the whirl pool of feelings, there was indeed attraction and as their lips had touched it had spiked to an all new high. Sure enough Assilsa’s senses began to sharpen from the new feeling, she could almost feel the air on her skin.

[Erosynielissave]

The feel of Assilsa's lips sent Save flying into a word of pure joy and bliss, but all too soon it was over. Assilsa had abruptly moved away knocking over the table in her room. Tears danced from her eyes. Save's heart ached as her mind was bombarded with even more questions. What it something she did or what it something she said? Did she push things too far? Was there something about her that Assilsa didn't like?

Save's lip began to quiver as she reached out to Assilsa. Tears broke free of their prisons and spilled over sliding down her face. Save paid no mind to them. All she wanted was to hold Assilsa and tell her she's beautiful while gazing into her flawless ruby eyes.

"Silsa....?"

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

The table was knocked over and both of them were in tears. It looked like a crime scene, it felt like one. As the tears dropped from her beautiful eyes Assilsa cringed, she had managed to hurt the most important person to her, in one movement she had done the one thing she vowed against.

However Assilsa didn’t have the time to explain, as a bitter taste filled her mouth. She shouldn’t of tested fate like that. A beautiful woman and an emotional Symenestra was not a good mix, it was destined to happen until Assilsa knew how to master her emotions. Yet she had almost killed her companion, Assilsa couldn’t forgive herself.

As her mouth filled with the bitter venom Assilsa scanned around the room looking for somewhere to spit it out. Her eyes rested upon a small window, it was the only option, plus with it being night she wouldn’t hit anyone if she was to…

Rushing to the window she pushed it open. The bitterness burning slightly as the venom sat in her mouth, shoving her head out the window, hair creating a shield against the pouring rain, Assilsa began to cough. A terrible sound but it was the only way, she had to get most of it out of her system.

[Erosynielissave]

Save watched as Assilsa opened her window and began spitting and coughing. It looked painful for her and it was certainly painful to watch.

"Silsa...are...you okay?" Her tears slipped passed her lips, leaving the taste of salt on them. Her face felt tight from the tear stains that were left behind and more tears threatened to fall. She looked as if she were suffering greatly. She slowly stood and walked over to Silsa. She wrapped her arms around her waist and stayed there, unmoving.

"I'm sorry."

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

Assilsa felt those comforting arms wrap themselves around her waist. Somehow this made spitting out poison so much more comforting if that was possible. As her hair began to drip Assilsa slowly come back into the window.

“I am so sorry…”

Her voice rough from the coughing, however she managed the words. Her mouth still bitter from the venom however it no longer could kill her, she hoped.

“I cant kiss… if I feel lust without being able to control… I will kill you”

Grabbing her dripping hair Assilsa pulled it through the window, it wasn’t as wet as she had thought in the first places which was a good thing. Turning she looked into Saves sad eyes. It was only then that she released she had said lust…

“You’re just so perfect in every way….”

[Erosynielissave]

Lust was one thing she knew well. Lust and Seduction. But she was still completely caught off guard hearing Assilsa mention it. She had no idea that Assilsa also felt such a strong physical attraction to her. For the first time since she matured, Save did not feel lust. Not because she wasn't attracted to her, no that was definately not the case, it was because she respected Assilsa like the woman she should be treated as. But the compliment did not go unnoticed as Save was once again reduced to a flustered mess.

"You don't have to kiss me...just....be with me." Save wanted to ask her, if she wanted to be her companion, her mate, simply hers. Gently leading her back over to the bed. Save laid down and pulled Assilsa with her before once again wrapping her arms around her.

"You have nothing to worry about. And if by some horrible chance you are my end, at least it was by someone I care about and it wouldn't be intentional." She yawned. The time had been flying by even though it only felt like a bell or two. Save was getting tired, or maybe it was just the cold getting to her. If she did fall asleep though, would Assilsa be there when she awoke?

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

The breath caught in her throat as Save pulled her down to lay beside her, automatically Assilsa curl around the woman beside her. This was something new, unseen before by Assilsa, someone just wanted to be close without getting anything from her, not that was why she had kissed Save.

That comment was enough to make Assilsa think. Vezanya… Assilsa wondered if they would ever be able to have one, they were both female, so Assilsa didn’t think her home would exactly approve even with the fact she was a Dhani. Maybe she was being to forward but Assilsa began to consider they could make their own… Assilsa could easily add a few things to a shred of silk she had kept from her dress when she was a child.

Looking into those beautiful eyes Assilsa couldn’t help but smile, laying there being the happiest she could ever bee Assilsa found it hard to keep her mouth shut about Vezanya, it was too early or was it? As Save yawned Assilsa reached up and ran her hand over Saves cheek, never had she felt so protective. She decided she should attempt her companions name.

“Sleep… Sav-Aye?”

[Erosynielissave]

Feeling Assilsa touch her cheek as she spoke her name, Save giggled like a giddy teenager. Before allowing herself to fall into the deep sleep her body craved, she had to ask. She needed to know.

"Will you be here when I wake up?" Her heart clenched in anticipation of Assilsa's answer.

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

That laughter was the sweetest sound Assilsa had heard, even better than Saves normal voice, because it meant she was happy. How could she leave something like this? It was what she had been searching for.

“Why would I leave? I have everything I want here”

It was a true statement, she had no reason to go back to her cluttered room, filled with rocks and dried leaves, even with all the stuff it was empty now that she was laying her with Save.

[Erosynielissave]

Save smiled as she finally allowed herself to slip into a pleasant slumber, warmed by with the knowledge that Assilsa, the most elegant and beautiful creature she had ever met, was going to be with her when she woke up the next morning. For the first time in a long time, she was not going to be sleeping alone.....

It was well past dawn when Save began to stir from her sleep. The sun hung high over the city casting away the shadows of the night. It was still cold making it harder for her to wake up, but cuddling with Assilsa had kept her decently warm. She didn't want to leave the company of her companion. She wanted to spend the whole day with her. Thankfully, Assilsa hadn't woken up yet, so Save just laid there listening to her steady breathing, and feeling her slow constant heartbeat. It was so perfect.

Silsa looks so peaceful... Save was lightly caressing her cheek as she admired the natural beauty of the elegant symenestra she had the pleasure of making an acquaintance with. Two predators living among prey. Perhaps they could go hunting together today... Or maybe they could have fun terrorizing people.

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"