Closed I see the loneliness in those beautiful eyes[Erosynie]

[Assilsa Curare]

Never had sleep come so easy to one with such a troubled mind, yet there laid Assilsa within her dream world considering all the possibilities.

The sun rested on her pale skin dragging her out of a dream she clung to with all her might, No! I don’t want to leave yet!... growling internally as she began feel her body reawaken. As her body did so, so did her sense, there was someone beside her. Assilsa’s mind still half asleep panicked for a moment before she remembered the night before.

It was Save beside her, without opening her eyes Assilsa smiled and reached out to her hugging her tightly. She couldn’t remember what time she had fallen asleep, she had enjoyed watching the beauty before her in innocent sleep. Assilsa didn’t wish to open her eyes, she wanted her first thing seen when she woke up to be Save, not a Flash of painful bright lights. These were times that she cursed her large pupils.

“I want you to particapte in vezanya… with me”

Her half asleep mind would be the death of her dignity, for moments she was horrified that those words had come out instead of morning. It wasn’t until thought carefully that she realised she had said it in Symenos instead of common, Save wouldn’t be able to understand it, even if she had said it in common. Assilsa knew that Save wouldn’t know what Vezanya meant, the question was did she want to tell her?

[Erosynielissave]

Save opened her eyes, hearing Assilsa speak in her native tongue. She had no clue in the world what she had said to her but she assumed that it was something nice.

"Are you alright Assilsa?" Save wanted to ask her what she had said but she wasn't sure she wanted to know; her curiousity got the better of her though. "Assilsa, what were you saying?" She sat up slowly turning to look in Assilsa's captivating eyes.

By the gods, she is the most perfect, gorgeous woman I have ever met. How did I get so lucky?

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

Assilsa could do one of two things… tell her the truth or outright lie to her. How could she even think about lying to such an important person to her.

“I… uh.. asked… ah said… that I wanted you to particapte.. in ah Venzanya with…. Uh me…. But I am just realising how… forward that was”

With one sentence Assilsa bad become a gibbering mess, yet it was such a simple question yet as she repeated it Assilsa realised its sounded much like command instead of her asking Save for her hand…

She was so nervous, but Assilsa had never felt this way about someone. They were so similar, and could easily spend time together without any effort. Frowning at herself Assilsa sat up and swang her legs of the bed to hide her face in her hands.

[Erosynielissave]

"Venzanya?" Tilting her head curiously, she continued to gaze into Assilsa's eyes. It was a strange word yet it appeared to have a very powerful meaning.

"Assilsa, as long as I am by your side, I will go with you, I am willing to commit myself to you and only you, no matter what." Save meant every word with all her heart.

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

Inhaling deeply Assilsa looked straight into Save’s eyes and mustered all the courage she had and smiled slightly.

“It’s uh, my races version of marriage?”

It sounded more like a question then anything but then Assilsa was asking, the more she thought about it the more Assilsa realised this was what she wanted. Kneeling Assilsa reached out and held Save’s delicate hand in her own, eyes silently pleading. In one simple word the woman in front of her could make or break Assilsa.

[Erosynielissave]

Save was in shock. They had barely known each other for a day. Barely knew much about each other period; yet here they were, Assilsa on her knee pleading with her sparkling ruby eyes, and Save thinking about her answer and considering saying yes. She was at war with herself. A vicious emotional battle between her heart and her mind. She didn't want to hurt Assilsa, but she didn't want to rush things either. Tears formed once again. She had never been in this situation before, and she knew that this must have taken a lot of courage for Assilsa to ask this. With the more than simple question, Save became at war within her own mind.

Say yes! Say it and get it over with. You know you want to.
I really do but aren't we going a bit too fast?
Life is short, even for the almighty dhani.
I don't even know the words for what I'm feeling. How can I be sure that what I'm feeling is real?
You can either say yes and spend the rest of your lives knowing, or say no and destroy two hearts with one word.

“Assilsa...in this harsh world that we are forced to live in, life is short and hard. We never know when the day will be our last. All we can hope for is to wake up with the ones we care about. So Assilsa, my answer to you, is yes. I, Erosynielissave, will join you in Venzanya.” Her face flushed with bright color and despite the cold, her body was warm. She would participate in whatever rituals were necessary just to be with Assilsa. She smiled warmly to her beloved. If only she knew the words to describe how she felt towards Assilsa.

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

She had said yes… Even with Assilsa being so forward after one night, however Assilsa didn’t even know why she had been so forward in asking. Usually she took forever to trust someone that much. Some people say that they know when the hands of death have a grip on them. Assilsa hoped it wasn’t herself conscience telling her days were numbered. Finally after all the nervous waiting tears began to fall from her eyes.

“Im sorry… if its so forward, most woman don’t live past 20 where I come from…”

It was the sad truth of the symenestra, it made Assilsa a treasure to her race. A young teen reaching her twenties still walking around alive, however in her heart Assills aknew she would be worth more if she was actually wondering the caves of Kalinor.

The tears made their cold way down Assilsa’s pale cheeks, had she been right to ask? Even though Save had said yes Assilsa began to wonder whether it was the right thing to do. Save might just be saying it not to brake Assilsa’s heart. As these thoughts began to circle her mind Assilsa stood slowly and considered running back to her own room. To hide amongst the clutter and wonder when it would have been better to ask. She had always been the forward thinking person, never considering the consquences.

[Erosynielissave]

Save was taken aback. Why was Silsa crying? She had said yes. Save didn't understand why that would upset anyone. She frowned and backed away.

“You don't want me to be with you?” Her chest tightened in a pain no injury could ever replicate. She stood slowly and began to walk to her door, cursing herself for allowing herself to so foolishly permit her emotions to take hold and impair her judgment. Save wanted to scream and unleash her wrath on something....or someone.....

Looking back at Assilsa, tears stained her cheeks once again. She opened her mouth to speak, to say anything that could possibly fix this, but she couldn't find the words. She knew what she felt towards Assilsa was real. Maybe she didn't believe it.

"Silsa...I think I...lo..ve...love you?"

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"

[Assilsa Curare]

‘Didn’t want to be with me?’ that was impossible she would never consider such a thing. Assilsa cursed softly and closed the distance between the two. Wrapping her arms around Save she held her tight and stroked her back.

The words ‘I love you’ were enough, Assilsa brightly and considered murmuring the words back to Save so only she could hear. This was weird, and so forward yet Assilsa had always believed that there was one person for everyone and Assilsa hopped she had found hers
.
“Do you really mean it?”

It was a beautiful moment that she didn’t want anyone to spoil however she might have to run away in fear of having her heart broken or even just to curl up in silence considering how her life could have changed. It all rested on what Save was about to say however Assilsa would still remain in the shadows watching over the Dhani, she couldn’t just leave when this was the first time she had felt this way, her thoughts began to stop making sense.

[Erosynielissave]

Save was in shock, she spoke words she herself did not fully understand, yet she meant them with all her being.

"Yes...I mean it." Feeling Silsa's arms tight around her waist, made Save feel safe and secure. She felt like she was floating out of her body and dancing around with pure joy. Silsa wanted to be with her. She really wanted to be with her. The new question was, what happens next? Unfortunately she couldn't think on it as her mind became an overemotional mess of happiness and joy.

Translation :

Ero's thoughts.

NPC Speech

"Ero's Speech!"