[Jilitse's Scrapbook] Ichor for sale

by **Alice** on August 5th, 2010, 5:56 pm

GP - Pay those Monopoly bills to the next mod and let them ask Akela. That should give you the worst possible outcome, I believe.

But honestly, I didn't intend Mura to be magical headquarters. It just happened. I should do something about that when writing up the next few locations.

by **Jilitse** on August 7th, 2010, 12:24 am

I have no blonde jokes, but I have puns! It has occured to me that there are important, Mizahar-relevant stuff that goes on in chat that's never archived properly. And so to share the awesomeness that usually involves Me, here are a couple of interesting topics:

1. My Quest to Become Syliras' Undertaker, "The Undertaker"
Background: I have asked Dusk to let me assume a role equivalent to such, as she said she's working on it. With that I decided I should do the Stubs, after all it will be to my benefit. I have sent an HD Ticket, and Tarot had approved them

(03:27:17) Gossamer: Goss said GP has worked on Embalming and Undertaking on another site so she suspects those are his topics here too.
(03:27:20) Jilitse: You're a mind reader!
(03:27:56) Tarot: well, when I did those writeups they had a very realistic tone. I'm expecting them to be a little more fantasy-ish here
(03:28:24) Jilitse: How can I be "The Undertaker" if its fantasy-ish
(03:28:30) Tarot: I remember describing the decomposition cycle in great detail
(03:28:36) Jilitse: and would voiding be counted as Undertaking?
(03:28:42) Tarot: as in, which bugs and in what order
(03:28:42) Puck: Lol
(03:29:01) Jilitse: Dead bodies -> to the void.
(03:29:02) Puck: Voiding would be how lazy Undertakers work
(03:29:50) Gossamer: I think Voiding should be a prerequisite hehehehe. "We'll make your dead relative disappear."
(03:30:02) Tarot: How about you play Hulk Hogan instead, Jil?
(03:30:10) Jilitse: And, if its embalming, do we have mummies in Ahnatep, if so, why aren't Nuits covered in bandage?
(03:30:15) Tarot: or Ultimate Warrior
(03:30:17) Puck: But Jen, my dead relatives are the ones I don't have a problem with
(03:30:23) Hyacinth: Does that mean I can talk about vampires now? NO Pao.
(03:30:28) Puck: Let's try the ones that are still breathing
(03:30:47) Gossamer: Well.. I'm sure there are equal oportunity voiders out there.
(03:30:49) Jilitse: I wanna be The Undertaker. *dings bell*
(03:30:56) Puck: Lol
(03:30:56) Gossamer: Living or dead.. makes no difference to them.

2. Still on the same topic, but of a slight tangent. Ice entombed Nuits, and so on. F* u M.Night!

(04:05:28) Puck wrestles Jilitse
(04:06:00) Jilitse: You can't do that. I'm The Undertaker.
(04:06:13) Jilitse: You have to have a Name first.
(04:06:22) Tarot: you're in grave danger, Jil
(04:06:39) Puck: The floor is up
(04:06:57) Jilitse: What? Is this ICly? When you say danger I panic.
(04:07:28) Tarot: ahh, you're always so dead serious, you don't get my stale Nuit puns
(04:07:36) Jilitse is nonviolent, but has to pry Puck away with a shovel.
(04:07:53) Jilitse: I am about to buy a shovel from the bazaar.
(04:07:59) Jilitse: It will be my flying broom.
(04:08:00) Puck is not nonviolent
(04:08:05) Terminus_Norin: face[palms I got it LOL well later going to go to a wedding
(04:08:34) Jilitse: Tarot is punny, and corny as always.
(04:09:10) Tarot: sometimes I'm even wheaty and barleyy
(04:09:16) Jilitse: Hey Puck, would a mass grave in the Void make sense?
(04:10:12) Jilitse: fire, water, void, earth burials.
(04:10:22) Jilitse cackles.
(04:11:15) Puck: Toss ice in there too, I've always wanted to entomb somebody in ice
(04:11:42) Puck: What would that do to a Nuit?
(04:12:10) Jilitse: Suspend it in life everlasting, I think?
(04:12:23) Jilitse: Tarot, what would happen if a Nuit was encased in Ice
(04:12:30) Puck: That doesn't sound very pleasant
(04:12:42) Puck: We should do it to Jilitse and find out
(04:12:49) Jilitse: They'd be like the Avatar and stay there for hundreds of years Until water reimancers find them.
(04:12:58) Puck: lolol
(04:13:11) Hyacinth: Let's not do it to Jilitse
(04:13:13) Hyacinth: cause I love her A Declaration Of Love. Love is Dead!
(04:13:15) Jilitse: The fire lord (ivak) is wreaking havoc in the world (mizahar)
(04:13:21) Puck: Rofl
(04:13:27) Jilitse: His son (leo varniak)...
(04:13:36) Hyacinth: ....omg lol Pao starts seeing sense in my words...
(04:13:41) Jilitse: (prince leo varniak)
(04:13:56) Tarot: a Nuit in ice would likely die after a while Tarot kills it.
(04:14:04) Puck: Shame
(04:14:15) Tarot: though it depends
(04:14:22) Jilitse: You killed my plot. It almost fit in perfectly.
(04:14:34) Puck: Try it with a Pycon
(04:14:40) Puck: It fits Aang's personality better
(04:15:01) Jilitse: I am in thread with a gadgeteer pycon.
(04:15:02) Tarot: extreme cold can freeze the ichor
(04:15:05) Puck: Waht?
(04:15:06) Jilitse: Nope, has to be air reimancer.
(04:15:15) Puck: Link me Jilitse
(04:15:26) Puck: Show me this inferior inventor

3. Mizaharian Technology: Brainstorming. All storm and no brains.
(04:16:36) Puck: Jilitse wants me to ask you if I can modify the gadgetry article
(04:16:52) Jilitse: I did not! You said you were thinking of it too!
(04:16:54) Puck: Or rather, expand upon it?
(04:16:58) Puck: After you suggested it
(04:17:33) Tarot: go on!
(04:17:42) Jilitse: How is Gadgeteering different from machinism. Machining. How was that mentioned?
(04:18:04) Tarot: they're one and the same. We just didn't have a name back then
(04:18:05) Puck: I'm not sure, I've never heard of that on Miz >>'
(04:18:15) Puck: Hey Tarot, I have a question
(04:18:25) Tarot: any references to Machining should be gadgeteering
(04:18:28) Puck: Would Gadgetry involve things such as optics and
(04:18:33) Puck: And and and whatever else
(04:19:05) Jilitse: Could we make flying things since you mentioned aerodynamics?
(04:19:13) Jilitse: like planes?
(04:19:18) Puck: I guess what I'm asking is, how far does Gadgetry extend into physics?
(04:19:20) Jilitse: gliders?
(04:19:27) Puck: The article mentions gliders
(04:19:31) Tarot: gliders, yes. Planes, no
(04:19:40) Jilitse: Mizahar is on what technological level?
(04:19:48) Jilitse: Because Puck and I are confused
(04:19:51) Puck: Clockpunk is the highest
(04:20:09) Puck: I'm not confused, I was contemplating that because others seem to be
(04:20:28) Tarot: Mizahar is like the middle ages of an antiquity that was more advanced than our own
(04:20:31) Jilitse: Clockpunk? But what about those stone golems, whereever they are
(04:20:41) Puck: Hm?
(04:20:55) Tarot: stone golems?
(04:21:00) Puck: Clockpunk being the highest level of tech, as in clockwork machines.
(04:21:26) Jilitse: Yes, wouldn't there be? Like, the supervisors, there must be other stone golems!
(04:21:30) Puck: There are less advanced things, obviously, everywhere.
(04:21:34) Tarot: optics, I have no problem with. You may want to get Goss' blessing too
(04:21:44) Puck: M'kay
(04:22:01) Tarot: but they can't move...
(04:22:20) Jilitse: But is still technology!
(04:22:20) Puck: Lol
(04:22:35) Jilitse: rolling stones?
(04:22:38) Tarot: a slab of stone is technology?
(04:22:44) Puck: Lever!
(04:22:52) Puck: Incline plane, wedge
(04:22:59) Puck: It counts xD
(04:23:01) Jilitse: Is it not?
(04:23:10) Vitru: it is. it falls under the category of simple machines
(04:23:17) Puck: Oh hello Vitru
(04:23:18) Jilitse: I have this weird talent today
(04:23:19) Vitru: and yes Jil, speak of the devil =P
(04:23:25) Tarot: I get the feeling you all teamed up to make me feel stupid...
(04:23:31) Puck: Lol
(04:23:35) Jilitse: After I talk about somebody they go into chat
(04:23:38) Cheshire: I'm gonna go eat lunch, brb
(04:23:45) Jilitse: Earlier was Jen,
(04:23:48) Puck: I see you're a gadgeteer
(04:23:53) Jilitse: then Tarot, then Vitru.

Proof+ some lols: :

by **Jilitse** on August 7th, 2010, 1:14 am

4. Puck realizes that Alistair has lost control of his Gadgeteering monopoly. And we talk about the Lost Disciplines, Dominion and Unity.
Puck has an Eth who is madschizo about learning dominion. I like Unity better. It's over 9000!

(04:23:48) Puck: I see you're a gadgeteer
(04:23:57) Puck gets out the lead pipe
(04:24:02) Tarot: Dandelion girl power...
(04:24:11) Puck: Or maybe I should just get a kiln
(04:24:15) Jilitse: No Tarot, we're here to brainstorm.
(04:24:42) Vitru: lol Puck, if you make me solid I shall become more powerful than you cou..... er, I cant MOVE!
(04:24:50) Puck: xD
(04:24:52) Malia wanders back in
(04:24:57) Puck: Hi malia Mal
(04:24:59) Vitru: remind me to pick up reimancy before you fry me, I might still be able to do that motionless =P
(04:25:02) Tarot: how about you put in the brain and I put the storm?
(04:25:17) Puck: What do I put in though?
(04:25:22) Puck: I don't have a brain to contribute
(04:25:30) Jilitse: We are the storm, you are the brain.
(04:25:52) Malia: Jil, you so remind me of Haruhi Suzumiya XD On the weeaboo corner...
(04:25:53) Vitru: I have a nexus?
(04:26:19) Puck: Tarot, might one suppose that a player would not be allowed to develop a magic such as say Dominion? >>'
(04:26:32) Puck: -say
(04:26:36) Tarot: Dominion is planned out... just not written Fail Puck, fail.
(04:26:41) Puck: Alright
(04:26:44) Jilitse: I like Mikuru better.
(04:27:03) Jilitse: If I were haruhi, then I definitely have dominion.
(04:27:12) Puck: I need to find a skill I have some small degree of competence with
(04:27:17) Jilitse repairs the rift.
(04:27:17) Puck: And write it out
(04:27:27) Puck: You think arson can be counted as a skill? He is planning to arson GP, no doubt.
(04:27:34) Puck: xD
(04:27:35) Malia: I just watched a few episodes and now you even talk with her voice >.> Vanessa, go to sleep.
(04:27:38) Vitru: dominion eh? tell me more?
(04:27:49) Puck: Dominion is the sexy magic that Nim needs to learn
(04:27:50) Jilitse: We wish we could Vitru.
(04:28:01) [url]Puck: http://www.mizahar.com/lore/lost_discipline[/url]
(04:28:12) Hyacinth is lost
(04:28:16) Hyacinth: what are we talking about again?
(04:28:22) Puck: Guess not
(04:28:24) Jilitse: your apartment
(04:28:33) Puck pets Pao
(04:28:33) Hyacinth: No pls
(04:28:34) Jilitse: and then we bug Tarot about development stuff
(04:28:46) Malia: anywayyy, I'll get off now! See, I think she might have been drunk. If ever you read this, I love you, Van.
(04:28:51) Hyacinth: Oh ok that sounds like fun
(04:28:54) Hyacinth: Bye Malia!!
(04:29:00) Jilitse: Welcome back and Goodbye Malia!
(04:29:13) Malia: bye
(04:29:14) Puck: I've somehow gravitated back to Love is Dead
(04:29:16) Jilitse: who agrees to brainstorm, but is not offering any brain.
(04:29:17) Vitru: ooh dominion does look tasty
(04:29:19) Puck: Au Revoir Malia Mal
(04:29:27) Jilitse prods Tarot >:[
(04:29:30) ChatBot: Malia logs out of the Chat.
(04:29:30) Puck: Dominion is indeed tasty
(04:29:50) Jilitse: Unity is tastier
(04:30:06) Jilitse: Imagine if Nimvahlis and Callisto were to be United.
(04:30:16) Puck: Lol
(04:30:17) Tarot: there's at least one more not on the list
(04:30:21) Puck: As one soul?
(04:30:27) Puck: That'd be odd
(04:30:29) Jilitse chuckles.
(04:30:34) Puck: Yet awesome
(04:30:47) Puck: Hypnotism/Auristics/Projection/Suvai
(04:30:51) Puck: We win
(04:30:54) Jilitse: at least one more. So there's more than one.
(04:31:00) Vitru: Oh shush Jil, Vitru might learn it just to unite you into a real body =P
(04:31:11) Tarot: mind you, Unity != Dragonball fusion
(04:31:23) Jilitse: don't don't don't
(04:31:25) Vitru: god i hope not
(04:31:27) Puck: Dragonball fusion?
(04:31:32) Jilitse: I like being dead
(04:31:47) Jilitse: No living expenses, etc etc.
(04:32:11) Jilitse: Wai not!
(04:32:24) Jilitse: I thought it was Fuuuusssioooon.
(04:32:36) Tarot: some characters in DBZ had "fusion"... they merged by saying "FUSION!" and taking three steps to the side and touching each other's fingers
(04:32:39) Jilitse: I don't like it anymore.
(04:32:52) Puck: Oh
(04:32:52) Jilitse: yes. it's hard to describe
(04:32:58) Puck touches Jilitse's fingers
(04:33:12) Vitru: they became one like, super being, it was as awkward and contrived as most of the other stuff later in the show
(04:33:17) Tarot: it's like a silly baallet
(04:33:20) Tarot: ballet
(04:33:24) Jilitse: no we have to bend to our sides
(04:33:27) Puck: I like silly ballets
(04:33:36) Hyacinth: LOL
(04:33:38) Hyacinth: Nooooo
(04:33:39) Puck: Serious ballets are so melodramatic
(04:33:40) Hyacinth: Noooooooooooo
(04:33:46) Jilitse: form an arch, and then touch one another's pointy fingers
(04:33:53) Puck: Wat, Pao, What?
(04:34:29) Hyacinth: DBZ fusion
(04:34:34) Vitru: Jil, would it be better if I perverted Daek-Nuit and put you into one of those little mechanical bird things that is filled with liquid and pecks at the ground and nothing else?
(04:34:35) Jilitse: [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utXG09lCncg&feature=related[/url] Watch it. This is Unity.
(04:34:35) Puck: Oh lol
(04:35:00) Jilitse: See
(04:35:16) Puck: Pao, how do you feel about Nim and Callisto doing Unity on each other?
(04:35:16) Jilitse: Cute. I can imagine Alistair and Jil doing it.
(04:35:34) Vitru: puck that sounds dirty.
(04:35:48) Puck: It is
(04:36:04) Hyacinth: That sounded really sexual
(04:36:08) Hyacinth: Maybe it's just me
(04:36:14) Puck: It wasn't, but I agree
(04:36:15) Jilitse: I need to be able to move around
(04:36:49) Jilitse: So, please repair the doll, maybe Ora will think of something pretty like a ribbon to add.
(04:36:56) Vitru: rofl
(04:37:05) Vitru: to the doll or to you?
(04:37:27) Jilitse: to the doll! Oh lord I cannot imagine a nuit with a ribbon. Am I cute, uguu.
(04:37:30) Puck: I don't want to kill Alistair now, because then I'll be giving Vitru a monopoly D<
(04:37:42) Hyacinth: Don't
(04:38:12) Jilitse: I wonder if Cheva gets angry on people who cheat on their wives.
(04:38:20) Jilitse: Don't. We have yet to fall in love.
(04:38:20) Vitru: but going by your blog you and Malia want to be shiny nuit. be the ONLY shiny Nuit with a RIBBON!
(04:38:48) Jilitse: Malia seem to be getting corrupted as we speak.
(04:39:10) Jilitse: She said she is thinking twice about joining the Order of Radiance.
(04:39:22) Vitru: Ah, well you don't need a ribbon then. BUT! If you fail with the whole Priskil thing... a nice shiny ribbon would set you apart just as much as glowing
(04:39:25) Puck gasps
(04:39:40) Jilitse: Oh hey Puck, Vitru's friend, Ora, a Konti in Syliras
(04:39:49) Jilitse: wants to go to Riverfall~
(04:40:03) Puck: She wants to get prego?
(04:40:06) Vitru: which also means Vitru is probably going lol
(04:40:17) Puck: Which means
(04:40:22) Jilitse: She is looking for her father.
(04:40:22) Puck: I'm going to need to write up that gadgetry shop
(04:40:59) Vitru: yeah, I need to find some $$$ to get my shop up and running in Syliras... which also means NPC hired hands, because there's no way Vitru can just mind a store his whole life.
(04:41:07) Puck: A shop for what? The plot thickens here.
(04:41:14) Puck aims a crossbow at Vitru
(04:41:16) Vitru: gadgetry and/or locksmithing
(04:41:18) Jilitse: A shop up and running in Syliras for gadgeteering >:]
(04:41:23) Puck shoots
(04:41:32) Vitru: luckily im made of clay so i can reform.
(04:41:36) Puck: You could work in Alistair's shop
(04:41:49) Jilitse: Assimilate thy enemy!
(04:41:49) Puck: He may not be dying after all, and if he does you could inherit it
(04:41:55) Vitru: lol
(04:42:10) Vitru: wait wait wait wait... wait... Alistair could fusion with Vitru
(04:42:27) Puck: And the Knights would likely point you to me anyway
(04:42:29) Jilitse: Alistair is pposed to be mine!
(04:42:39) Puck: 'cause you have a 15 in Gadgetry, and Alistair is almost an expert
(04:42:40) Jilitse: Find someone else to fusion with.
(04:42:55) Vitru: well, imagine Alistair with all the capabilities of a Pycon! Mr. Fantastic, dare I say?
(04:43:21) Puck: Lol
(04:43:22) Jilitse: Or rather "Thing"

5. Tarot is obligated to reward my thread immediately. Useless Lores. And then some nerd stuff.
(04:44:13) Jilitse: Which reminds me
(04:44:22) Jilitse: tarot never awarded my gadgetry thread
(04:44:28) Puck gasps
(04:44:35) Jilitse prods Tarot.
(04:44:43) Vitru: smack him around with my py-pole. Alternatively you could garrote him with my py-string and award it to yourself?
(04:44:44) Puck: Well that just means you'll get more when Alistair teaches you a lesson
(04:44:54) Jilitse: He probably forgot, I posted it in his office.
(04:44:58) Tarot: you have a gadgetry thread? Yes. In Sahova.
(04:45:01) Jilitse: months ago.
(04:45:07) Tarot: oh.
(04:45:12) Puck: Rofl
(04:45:16) Hyacinth: lol
(04:45:20) Hyacinth: that's sad XD
(04:45:25) Jilitse: Aha. You don't visit your office.
(04:45:36) Tarot: I have an office? YES!
(04:45:37) Jilitse: Soembody else posted there too.
(04:45:41) Puck: xD
(04:45:50) Guy_Laliberte: lol
(04:45:58) Jilitse: You... do.
(04:46:00) Guy_Laliberte: Don't know you have an office
(04:46:01) Guy_Laliberte: xD
(04:46:15) Jilitse: You made one!
(04:46:25) Jilitse makes Tarot's memory jog.
(04:46:35) Vitru: Vitru has an office, it's also his house. And so far it has been visited by Undead and Seers... Interesting combination
(04:46:37) Jilitse: Go jogging Tarot's memory.
(04:46:37) Puck makes Tarot's memory sprint
(04:46:45) Vitru: or is it yogging, with a soft j?
(04:46:59) Tarot: yes, I faintly remember, but then people started to, you know, ask me things...
(04:47:10) Vitru: Hey Tarot, why is the sky blue?
(04:47:29) Puck: Refraction of light as it enters the atmosphere He is not tarot, but wants to get Being Tarot Award
(04:47:32) Hyacinth refrains from commenting
(04:47:45) Vitru: bah, don't stop me from distracting Tarot from awarding Jilitse xp!
(04:47:49) Tarot: the sky isn't blue. We just think it is
(04:47:50) ChatBot: Amondaris has been logged out (Timeout).
(04:47:58) Puck: That is true as well
(04:48:25) Jilitse: I think people figured out :Tarot doesn't go to his office: and stopped posting there.
(04:49:16) Vitru: mmk, enough mucking about and pretending to be social. I need my very very LATE breakfast and I also need to get ready for work. Yay night shift!
(04:49:28) Vitru: Au revoir!
(04:49:32) Puck: Bye Vitru
(04:49:37) Tarot: bye!
(04:49:38) Jilitse: Bye Vitru!
(04:49:46) Puck: Try not to let my desire to kill you and reclaim my monopoly bug you too much <3

(05:20:40) Puck: Lmao Jilitse
(05:20:45) Puck: Your thread was rewarded
(05:21:10) Jilitse: Yes. The last lore belongs to my unusual lores list Fyi, it was "Lore of not getting a mediocre result"
(05:21:17) Puck: xD
(05:21:23) Jilitse: like that Lore of Loitering I'm so happy about.
(05:21:40) Jilitse: I am working on a Lore of Batting your Eyelashes, too.
(05:21:53) Tarot: you should aim for a lore of making smoke rings with a pipe
(05:22:07) Jilitse: How can I have missed that.
(05:22:21) Puck: Lore of Hair Flippies
(05:22:22) Tarot hums the Popeye tune
(05:22:28) Jilitse: Why yes, I will. In fact I have a thread where it would fit perfectly.
(05:23:15) Jilitse: "Alistair, you've been a very very bad bad boy." *blows smoke*
(05:23:23) Puck: Hmm
(05:23:38) Jilitse: I need to have a Coney Island girl hairdo.
(05:24:08) Puck: What is that?
(05:24:17) Jilitse: I forgot I have a pipe.
(05:25:00) Jilitse: I have never mentioned the pipe in any of my Syliras threads!
(05:25:04) Jilitse panics.
(05:25:06) Puck: Alistair will be wondering why a zombie is smoking in his shop
(05:25:33) Jilitse: it is +2 in seduction
(05:25:42) Jilitse: especially if its heart rings Im blowing.
(05:25:46) Tarot: well, there are Smokers in Left 4 Dead Even the Tarot agrees, Puck.
(05:25:46) Puck: 500 years of cultivated addiction, lol
(05:26:12) Jilitse: I love that game.
(05:26:16) Leviathan: Me too
(05:26:22) Leviathan: I was playing just last night
(05:26:27) Tarot: "grabbin' pillz..." Nerdgasm triggered on everyone upon mention of games.

5. The Haxx0rbane award, as suggested by Amondaris
(05:46:24) Tarot grins upon checking the logs and seeing the damn hacker look for the backdoor and not finding it
(05:46:46) Puck: Rofl
(05:46:59) Jilitse: I can't believe Miza is getting hacked
(05:47:09) Puck: I can
(05:47:35) Puck: It's the internet
(05:47:45) Tarot: the attempt came from Argentina this time around... but the same trick isn't going to work twice
(05:48:02) Hyacinth cheers Tarot
(05:48:08) Amondaris: Nicely parried, Sir Tarot.
(05:48:12) Hyacinth: Damn Argentinians
(05:48:14) Hyacinth: >_>
(05:48:17) Puck: Horray
(05:48:28) Jilitse: we should award Tarot with a Haxx0r medal
(05:48:43) Amondaris: Anti-Haxx0r medal.
(05:48:45) Puck: Anti-Haxx0r
(05:48:46) Amondaris: Haxx0rbane.
(05:48:50) Hyacinth: Lmao
(05:49:03) Jilitse: Haxx0rbane sounds fitting
(05:49:09) Puck: That it does
(05:49:10) Guy_Laliberte: lol
(05:49:48) Jilitse: I think Haxx0rbane is included in Being tarot award
(05:50:01) Tarot: stop giving me ideas You heard it here, first.

That concludes tonight's chat sessions. I did not include the other puns, for I do not wish to be too punny. You, what's your memorable chat moment?

by **Malia** on August 7th, 2010, 12:57 pm

And again you all reminded me that this is a MADHOUSE!

And yes, you're Haruhi because you like Dominion and Mikuru Asahina. And you've been the queen of the madhouse yesterday night. Love you too! Despite the fact that you're making up lies about Malia's intentions. :<

My favorite part, btw, was this:

Jilitse wrote:
(04:23:25) Tarot: I get the feeling you all teamed up to make me feel stupid...

by **Jilitse** on August 8th, 2010, 1:04 pm

Malia
It just happened to be really funny, how you popped into chat as if your only intention was to say I was like Haruhi. And then you leave. Just like that. Like a commercial of sorts.

Also, we weren't really teaming up against Tarot, we were just rationalizing. Stone age was an age, and there was technology that time. Miza should have its stone people. Who have stone houses and stone tools. There should be a Stone God.

Praise for self
I have successfully posted 10,000 words for Mizahar today, am in part thankful for the people who have threads with me, who inspire me to mold my nuit a little bit devious just like that. I usually just make about 2-3 posts a day, ranging from 2k-3k words all in all, so this... this is madness. I should give myself a Posting Machine medal. *gives medal to self*

Thanks, to Leviathan, who, I am not sure if in error or plain wiliness, have given my Nuit points in Babysitting/Childcare. Now I am running a thread where I'm taking care of the orphans. ICly of course. Still, what would you make of a nuit who knows how to babysit children?

Awesomeness, that's what.

Jil
I bought a sickle.
If I get along with it, I shall soon buy a scythe. So will not just be The Undertaker, but SheDeath as well.

I need weapon to protect self, see.

by **Jilitse** on August 18th, 2010, 1:07 pm

So I put on my make-up, put a smile on my face, and if anyone asks me, everything is okay.
I'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me,
that I'm dying inside with my pride
and my smile on my face.

So, in between this and that and here and there, I'm back to being a turtle. I'm really in an emotional storm right now, and many hours of sleep doesn't seem to make the problem go away (I have this motto: Sleep, it will be better in the morning.) I have this communication problem with someone really special, and it kinda bogged down pretty much entirely everything I'm doing. This is more of a catharsis post than anything, and this certainly deserves to be called scrap, because it is, in no way, relevant or useful for my PC - other than being an emotionally retarded excuse for posting slow. I'm going to use the 2nd person here, because I like talking to myself that way.

The problem with communication problems (wow, that's redundant) is that you never know you're having a miscommunication until the last straw, and then arguments are no longer applicable, for then you seem to have let the problem fester on its own, the compassion neglected too much, so much so that it's nothing but a dying ember.

Because you feel too self-righteous, you step on the problem, think it's nothing important, that it's something that can be solved with popcorn and movies and the usual Saturday dates, but what you're really doing is taking things for granted, only you are too egoistic to admit it, and you nurture the animosity until the other person is already a stranger. The relationship is nothing but a repetitive pattern. And then it just doesn't feel right anymore.

So you confront it, like two mature people in a functional relationship, you try to repair it. The tiniest mistakes blow up themselves, the simplest shortcomings turns out to be a big deal to the other person. There was forgiveness, a promised resolution. Months later it's the same problem.

Have you ever felt so terribly lonely, and then you just read and read sappy love story novels or watch and watch drama slice-of-life anime, and then you go cry and cry and cry because you can relate and their pain is your pain and their tears are your tears, and you listen eagerly to the protagonist and her love interest, and you believe that that there, those very same lines, they were meant for you. This here, this exact scene, it was perfectly designed to touch your heart. That this person, his very words - the way he said it and the way he confessed - that it was your person, your life, pristinely captured in the book or the movie or the show.

And you cry your heart out until the not-so-happy ending which was also a terribly accurate slice-of-your-own-life so you cry more.

Then you feel a little better.

Then real life.

Then you wish it was like the movies.

Disappointed, you escape.

You sleep.

It doesn't get better in the morning.

Here's something from Chobits, I copied it at one point and have it as the cover of my notebook. It's a part of Chi's story book, the last parts, and is one of those things that always hit me dead center.

this feeling inside of me is very soft
but sometimes it hurts
I become full of this feeling when I think of that person
do you feel that way about everybody?
no, only when I think of that person
what happens when you’re with that person
I get warm like I’m glowing inside
what happens if you can’t be together
it hurts, it really, really hurts right here (points to chest)
the glow inside is brightest when that person is near
and the pain inside hurts more when he is away
I am happiest when I think of that person
I am saddest when I think of that person
that person makes all my feeling intense
that must be what love is
so please, let the person I love
be the person just for me

if my heart is this warm, if I can be this happy
then I wish all those like me can fall in love
and that all of them will have their love returned
if we can all find that special person
then the world will be a most joyous place

It kinda sucks to be both happy and sad at the same time.

by **Gossamer** on August 18th, 2010, 4:06 pm

*big hug* I wish I had the answer. The only thing I can really say is talk to the person and keep talking. Relationships are really hard to maintain sometimes especially if your an introvert homebody like me. No one ever really manages to make them work out until the lines of communication are wide open. And if you aren't a great communicator, its high risk from the start. I find your words lovely, though. And I wonder if perhaps the person on the other end of the conflict struggles with speaking his mind or being clear on his meanings. Or too.. it could be you are great on paper with getting ideas across and meanings, but in the real world its harder for you.

Whichever it is, best of luck and I really hope you keep trying. You know deep down if its worth it or not. Don't ever not follow what your heart says. And never never never let your fear or anger rule you.

by **Jilitse** on August 22nd, 2010, 4:16 pm

My warmest appreciation to those who have sent me words of encouragement and sympathy. The last week was not one of the best I've had, and so I wish to express an apology and my sincerest thanks to those I've got threads with who understood my less than sluggish manner of posting, and my sweetest gratitude to those who have replied in response to my previous predicament. Your words have greatly lessened the burden. We are much better now, and, funny, because there are really some problems that movies, popcorn, and Saturday dates could actually fix.

Anyway, I'm back to writing stuff about Jilitse, as I have slowly been alarmed at the rate by which she had interacted with pulsers. I shall try to go back and enumerate the things that had happened to her now that she's in Syliras:

1. She had taught other people(Hadrian) Animation
2. She turned into a babysitter (insert drama w/ Stitch)
3. She had talked to random strangers about her quest, have lied about who she was.
4. She is interested in the relationship between mortals and gods and goddesses because she does not quite know how to approach a goddess for help.

So... she's gathering information and is not doing quite well at it.

Wow, Summer's been useless in terms of main skill growth @_@ Yeah, I think so, seeing I'm not adding any points to... oh I don't know ANIMATION. Gaah. I guess opening up too many threads (which does not involve animation) was a bad idea in itself. I should start wrapping up the threads I've got and begin focusing once more on my PC's goals.

I have:
1. Possibly traveling to Denval, where, I heard, Aquiras (or was it Harameus) is still being worshiped and they might like a help of sorts in that aspect?
2. A thread with Satu next season that hopefully does not involve the suvai or me dying.
3. A possible adventure thread with Morse and Dani (if Dusk allows me to fill in for
4. A possible membership for the Order of Radiance
5. ^ This. A thread with Tarot. He seemed unhappy he's not shaking my PC up enough.
6. ^ He gave me a blue pill, and does not want me to go deeper to the rabbit hole.

I was given permission to work on Embalming and Undertaking, my previous interest in thanatology seems to be of little use, and I haven't started it yet. How can I become the undertaker without an undertaker's skills?!

On a side note, I haven't done my necessary shopping stuff in Miza. Summer sounded like a filler episode for Jilitse's long term plans.

What I need to do (and what I'll focus on)
1. Figure out how to dig for the supervisors
2. Practice animation
3. Practice gadgeteering
4. Combining 2 and 3 = making golems

Where will Jilitse be in Mizahar two months from now?

by **Mao** on August 23rd, 2010, 4:04 am

Where will Jilitse be in Mizahar two months from now?

In my bed, getting jiggy with it.

/insert ninja

by **Satu** on August 25th, 2010, 6:00 am

For you my dear, dead Nuit... Satu will put away the weapons!