“I want you to practice writing it until you can do it perfectly, that’s a good way of beginning. And at each letter I will tell you what it is and the sound it makes.” Thanadoros directed. To a passerby it would look as if a kindly old grandfather was teaching his young grandson. But the reality was much darker. Thanadoros planned to use this slave boy until he was dead, and then perhaps his body afterwards. But he would need him to be worth the money he spent on the boy. So the education Thanadoros planned to instill in the Ravokian slave boy was necessary.
The boy stared down at the word. His first task seemed impossible. Writing and reading were things for nobles and Ebonstryfe. His anger rose up a bit inside him. Such was a noble’s habit, to expect too much from their lessors. “But, master. That will take forever. I don’t know if I can do it in a time that you’d like.” He worded the phrase with extreme care. He was not prone to complaint, but he wanted to see how far Thanadoros would let him go.
“I have more time than you could possibly imagine, Pandaemus.” The old man said, once again avoiding looking away from the road. He seemed patient, but there was no kindness. This was all part of the development of a product.
The subject was apparently dropped after that because the old man began to list of chores for the boy to perform on a daily basis or weekly basis. “Rub down Ray and feed him twice a day. Learn your letters. And you will go down to the market and purchase whatever food and water you require for the week. I will give you a few coins every so often to accomplish this.” Thanadoros’ words were crackling. They gave the boy the impression of dust, and he wasn’t sure why.
At Maven’s he was sized and told to pick three sets of clothing from a certain section of the store for commoners. It was not the poorest section, but it was far from the most luxurious array the store boasted as well. He found three tunics, two grey and one green. They were so soft, made from cotton and never worn before. Three pairs of leggings, two sets of boots, and a small cloak later Pan was almost unrecognizable. He watched as Thanadoros bought him all the clothes and a brimmed hat for what he called ‘keeping out of the sun’.
While Thanadoros busied himself at another set of vendors, a man selling ink and next to hunt a hunter selling falcon feathers for quills, Pandaemus acquainted himself with Ray. The donkey seemed old but spritely for his state. Large in the eyes of a boy and looming over him. Pan had never been that close to a donkey, though he had seen many pass by while chained to his post.
Ray snorted and sniffed at him. Pan grimaced and laughed as the donkey licked his neck and hair, making the brown mop stand on end at the side. “Ugh!” Pan pushed the donkey’s head away. Ray snorted and paid the boy no more mind. He climbed back into the seat of the wagon and watched Thanadoros haggle with the vendors.
Pandaemus observed that both men seemed less than eager to sell to him. He could not place it, but there was something off about his new master. Then he saw the man turn and lick his lips as he made his way across the crowded street to the wagon. The tongue that came out of his mouth was jet black. Pan had only seen the tip, and just for a moment. But he was sure of it.
What did that mean? Pan pondered this intently over the next chime while Thanadoros went about his errands. Always the man left Pan to tend to the wagon and watch his belongings. Pan never thought of running away.
At the end of the day, when the street was nearly empty and Syna was low in the sky, Thanadoros asked him a question. “Where is your day’s work, Pandaemus?” the old man’s gravely voice inquired.
Pan grinned to himself, he had fed Ray and groomed him while Thanadoros was I the last shop, a place to rebind books and buy parchment. “I brushed Ray down and fed him from the bag in the back, though-”
But he was cut off. “I was speaking of your letters. Did you not practice them?” Thanadoros’ voice had changed ever so slightly from the stern old man to something more sinister as he asked again. Pan felt a cold breath of fear snake it’s way down his back. The boy did not want to give the man the truth, but knew a lie would land him in worse than the truth.
“No. I didn’t know you meant for me to do it right away.” Pan muttered. The boy was dreading what came next, even though Thanadoros had been completely fine with him all day.
“Never give me excuses for your failure again, unless it pertains to the research we are doing. And if I tell you to do something, know that I mean for you to get it done when I tell you, unless I specify otherwise.” Pan didn’t know what specify meant, but he got the overall tone. “Well?” Thanadoros asked after a moment of grave silence. “Answer me.”
“Yes, master.” Pan said back to the man.
Thanadoros rummaged in one of his crates for something and pulled out a black quill and parchment to go with it. Then he turned away from Pandaemus and the boy could hear the clinking of glass. Suspicious of the old man’s activity, Pan tried to gaze around him without being noticed. He caught nothing sinister with his limited view.
“Practice until morning, since you wasted the day away.” Thanadoros said, placing the quill, ink, and parchment in front of the boy. He got out of the wagon and began unloading his things into what was apparently his apartment in Ravok.
Pan began to copy the letters of his name. As he wrote he noticed a burning in his hand. He placed the quill on the bench next to him and looked down at his hand. The skin between the thumb and forefinger was red with irritation. The boy looked disgusted and bewildered. Finally he thought to sniff the quill. It smelled something foul and Pandaemus jerked his head back quickly. “This quill has something on it that burns, master.” Pan pleaded with the old man.
Thanadoros looked up at him. His eyes held less emotion that the very stones he stood upon. “I know, Pandaemus.” Then he was gone, into his apartment.
And so Pan spent his first night under Thanadoros in his wagon, writing his own name in the dark. The boy’s hard burned for hours on end. That was his first real experience with the former wizard of Sahova.