[Ildiko's scrapbook] Let's Do This Dance

[Ildiko]

Here be my collections of inspirations, and also frustrations. I reserve the right to express myself, double post, and gripe as I see fit. Some things remind me of my character, some things remind me of me. I might draw some doodly things, as well. Rules: - Proper punctuation is frowned upon. (kidding. if you want to do this e.e. cummings style, be my guest.) - Bitching, moaning, and whining is allowed. - Insert rule #3 here. Feel free to chat about stuff. Or huff about things. I also abuse emoticons ~_~ The song that was in my head as I made this title: ♫

[Ildiko]

listening to: a song that makes me feel angry Hrrm. Hrummm. Huehuehue. Okay, here goes. About me: - female - old enough to buy smokes but not alcohol - in college getting a degree in underwater basket weaving - roleplayer since she figured out how to lie on PG-13 forums - sometimes when bored, I do shitty chat roleplays --- TODAY'S MUSINGS There is a baby in my house. I do not know how to behave around small children. Especially infants. I sniff her often. I think she sniffed me back once. Today I ate chicken like a barbarian. It was cold, but cooked. I felt powerful as I perched majestically on my chair, tearing into its flesh with my teeth. My sister came in, stared at me for a few moments, then walked away shaking her head. -- Yesterday I took a picture of this thing. It was interesting. I do not like snow, but it got me out of classes today, so it is not my enemy. -- Pants are for peasants. When I'm home, I wear shorts and a T-shirt. But our central heating is broken, and the wind seeps through the cracks of my windows. Into my chest. Possessing me with sinus infections and the crackling voice of a prepubescent boy. So I reluctantly wear pants, and socks. I also am wearing a hat, although I do not know how that got there. I have a small heater outside my room, and I do know how that got there. I would bring it by my feet if I wasn't so afraid of it setting the miscellaneous papers I have strewn around my room on fire.

[Ildiko]

MUSINGS listening to this, and it's oddly soothing It's 0230 and I'm still awake why am I awake? I think I'm addicted to Mizahar. I can feel the giddy joy that I get when I write with people flowing through my veins. It's... addicting. I can't wait until Ildiko gets more screentime, so to speak. -- Marrick Corvis recorded a song. A SONG. With his voice. I should do that. I want to do a duet. I like songs. I liked his songs. I should narrate my own posts. I might do this. I am envious and also admiring him a lot from afar. And also maybe stalking Quint Caravel. Shh, he doesn't know yet. Today I was really wary about staying on Mizahar. I was so discouraged... But then boom! Out of nowhere, all of these PMs! Like... wow, people are alive, and they like my character, and they want to roleplay with me... And then once I start roleplaying WOW THIS IS COOL AND FUN AND PEOPLE ARE FUNNY OKAY. I've also attached myself at the hip to a few people. I feel like the community support is a big reason why I stayed. Because I was serious about leaving. I think from now on, I'll try harder to be a big newbie advocate. Not like a mentor. But like that cool older sister who's like 'hey kid, I like your character'. Because that meant a lot to me. I should be writing a solo but I'm grinning like a fool drawing pictures of my character. I don't know what is going on. Maybe good things. I moved the papers and my heater so that I can stay warm tonight. I should make a campfire scene with Ildiko and someone else, where they just talk about life and deep character exposition. Sobriety optional. This is oddly comforting and intimate. I love writing about character experiences right after I experience something, when it's fresh in my mind. I walked in the dark today when the snow knocked the power out and I flipped shit. How would a Zith do it? Would it be comforting to them? Is it comforting to Ildi, with her limited eyesight? Random: I also like that one character's style. Jaeden Kincade or something or other. I keep going back to his writing and reading it...why? I like how sensual his character was without bringing it into pornography territory, haha. I read the whole story arc of how that monk became the new god of Peace, or however that went down. I dunno if he can give out gnosis marks. outtro song: here

[Oriah]

....ARE YOU MY SISTER SOUL MATE AND IF SO WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY MIZAHARIAN LIFE?!

*cough* Ahem, I mean...man, know how you feel. 110%.

He did!! And it was pretty awesome. I WANT TO TOO! Can we...do you think...perhaps...duet, together? [cue puss in boots eyes]

I agreeee, and if enough of us new PCs stick together, who knows? Perhaps we could be the next wave of influential wutchamacallits in the world of Miz ^_^ Just need like, uh, I dunno, 5 bajillion more SP...

You drrraawww?? SHOW US! I'll show you mine if you show me yours Also, campfires are the bomb. Let's do it, and create some Mizaharian alternate form of marshmallows/smores/hotdogs or something. Drunk! Who's in?

Also, also, the title of your scrap is about dance and Oriah is totally all for dancing and awmahgadslddkjfdfgkljdf. No, don't run! I'm not super weird, I promise ....T_T

[Ildiko]

♫ ...Yes. No. Maybe? Uh. Fish? -I don't know I don't know the pressure is too muuuuuch fgsfds screeches and hides in a dark corner somewhere- -peeks head out- 1. MY DRAWINGS ARE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS THAT BELONG IN ILDIKO'S STOMACH because girl will eat near-anything, I think. except for her veggies. 2. I hear you gurl on the SP i look at Ildi's puny stats and go 'smh and you call yourself a zith'. (Did you know that I'm trying for some crazy lores? Here's a few: - Straight for the Jugular - Don't eat the yellow snow - Why yes, you may sit there - Inserting herself into a conversation If I win the yellow snow one, I'm throwing a party and everyone's invited.) 3. I doooooo draw, but it is shameful. I'd rather sing. But if you insist... 4. I WANT TO SING BUT A PTERODACTYL CRAWLED INTO MY THROAT. Every time it gets cold I get a cold and my sinuses back up for weeks and I get the crackly voice of a prepubescent boy. Sigh 5. I feel like Ildi would either A) have no rhythm B) do napoleon dynamite or C) would pull a 'salome seven veils' and make everyone blush, depending on context 5. I like fives. 6. Maybe I can snag that cute Ethaefal, the manly Hunter, and the bathhouse girl that I'm plotting with. Ethaefal needs to loosen up. He shows no emotion and it's making me nervous (sign of a good roleplayer but the TENSION they almost killed each other when they met ghsgi)

[Ildiko]

intro: ♫ here you go babycakes freehand. blue sharpie and awful knockoff purple highlighter. taken with a cellphone camera. total time combined was about 20 minutes, maybe. I did get up to get a drink of water... the marker bled everywhere and I haven't drawn in years so this is rusty and Ildi's sclera are too dark. but she's a zith anyway and I wanted to doodle. :U i drew a thing, or maybe two outtro: ♫

[Oriah]

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAaaaaaa

I cracked up SO hard. The music goes perfect with the animation. For some reason it reminded me delightfully of college, of half naked girls, swarms of br0s, nonstop dancing, and beer sloshing everywhere as people pass out on other people's driveways. And <3 Bjork.

*battlecries and whips out sharpie* In the face of your bravery, I shall attempt to respond likewise!!

(flashfoward ?? min)

Egghh...okay well here it is. Also, *tacks on relevant music*.

Also, also, I totally stole your music notes. (I think the shitty computer I have at work can't handle the new soundcloud and therefore won't let me use the search engine. Youtube it is!)

♫ dance, dance, dance! ♫

Oriah! :

Alright, a slightly more serious one. I know, I kind of cheated...hey, drawing with sharpies is hard!



Welp, there goes my ego.

♫ 凸 elders ♫

Well that is a shame, when you get better let us think more upon singing. And then maybe perhaps actually do it...

Aahh, a large bonfire get together sounds so lovely. LET'S GET THE ETH DRUNK!! And then Ori can whip out her drums and everyone can shake their booties. Dude, by bathhouse girl, do you mean Wanda? Cause she looks like she could get doowwnnn to parrtaayy.

[Ildiko]

playing: ♫ Hopefully soundcloud actually works on your computer because it's easy to find playlists for me. That eastern music was really groooovy. And yeah, lining it first then sharpie seems to produce maximum effectiveness. HAHAHA that art. we should draw pictures erryday today is cool I guess I spent like 2 seconds on this grr hasty edit: yes, wanda. wanda is pretty cool already. I want to get that ethaefal drunk >_> let's do this. but I have to post ugh this is motivation I think a few hours later playing: ♫ I want a drink. Preferably alcoholic. I love the lucid, everything-is-connected feeling that alcohol gives me. Also probably why I should not drink any. It makes me creative, but in an Alice-in-Wonderland kind of way. That way I will magically do everything that I want to do with this character and it will sound good until I'm sober. I should probably write sober, however. It has come to my attention that people probably pronounce Ildiko's name incorrectly. My sister pronounces it 'ihl - dick -oh '. And then she giggles. -screeches like a pterodactyl- It's a Hungarian name. It's an African name. It's a native name, and I chose it because the syllables were pleasing. Google says "IHL-DIH-KOW". Stress comes on last syllable.* My friend's name is said "IHL-DEE-KOH", and I prefer this one. *edited: the stress was meant to go under the google name, and I forgot, and... d'oh. whatever. I don't know how the shyke that can be ildi-cow. snorts I don't give a shyke how you say it in your head, just please keep the dicks out of it. -shudders- exit song ♫

[Wanda Endust]

Duuude, un-sober writing is what dream threads were made for. >.> Not that I would know.

Teehee

I pronounce it with like a long E sound after the D, kinda like your friend's name I guess. I will definitely try to keep the dicks out, but now that it's in my brain...

P.S. It took me way too long to spell 'pronounce' correctly.
P.P.S. You're pretty awesome.
P.P.P.S. Did someone say partaaayyy? *stares at 1 XP Dancing* Let's do this thing.

[Oriah]

I did the same xD But I shall pronounce it correctly now, with the occasional dick in mind, and only because she said it so now we all gotta think it.

Someone did indeed say partaaayyy, complete with busting moves and good ol' booze! And perhaps some more creative ways to poke things with sticks and roast them in fires. Plus, a minimum of 3 girls and 1 guy? Eth or no Eth, he WILL get drunk and happy. Mass PM Inc.