Krisa could feel herself becoming giddy as the alcohol entered her body. She’d just finished her second glass of wine, and still she hadn’t talked to anybody. How depressing. She shouldn’t have spent so much time on her face, or so much money on her dress. It had been such a waste, all of this effort. But there was no way she could leave yet. She decided she would just have to pull her nervous self together and go up and talk to somebody. No one was going to approach her, she couldn’t just hope for something like that.
It wouldn’t do, she’d have to be proactive, and meet new people. She took a tentative glance back towards the lady Aleses and her unknown friend, thinking about approaching them. But alas, someone had beat her to the punch. A young man had brought the ethaerfal a drink and was now conversing with both of them about the wine they were sipping. She felt she would be intruding if she joined in. Especially since she had no idea how to lead the conversation.
Then she noticed another man. She noticed him because of his fiery vest. She thought it suited him. A sober Krisa wouldn’t have even considered walking up to a random guy just because she liked his outfit. But the dizziness had begun to consume her and she found herself rather tipsy already. She wasn’t very used to drinking. This was a city who liked their drink though. Krisa couldn’t let herself get totally drunk. She hated the idea of losing control over herself completely, too worried about what could happen while she way behind a wall of haze.
The man drew her attention further as she continued to watch him subtly. He slumped back against the wall fairly close to where she stood, and seemed to sigh. Krisa knitted her eyebrows together as she saw this. He seemed to mirror her own feelings of displacement and inferiority at this ball. She wondered why he felt this way. Did he feel he didn’t look the part? Maybe that was the issue, his clothes were not made from satin or silk like most other people here. But they suited his slim figure. Krisa frowned as he turned away to retrieve what was probably his first drink of the night, and managed to find her courage. Draining whatever was left in her glass quickly so she would have an excuse to walk towards him, she set off in his direction briskly, dress floating behind her gracefully as she moved.
She moved in beside him, rather timidly, and hesitated at first. Her hand lingered in the air as if she meant to touch his shoulder, but instead she reached to retrieve a small decorated morsel of food from the table near him. Somehow, despite the alcohol, Krisa had lost her nerve. What was she doing. This man didn’t want to talk to her. There were plenty of other, more beautiful ladies he could converse with. No, she was being stupid again. She was on the verge of giving herself a panic attack.
So, without giving herself time to overthink, she smiled at him, and said “Hi...! I’m Krisa.” It was strange. Her heart rate sped up as if she’d done something wrong, when clearly she hadn’t. But she’d said it right now. Oh how she hoped he’d heard her, if he hadn’t, Krisa would certainly lose her nerve and awkwardly shuffle away. But as it was, she tried to act normal, smiling politely as she waited for his introduction in return.
It wouldn’t do, she’d have to be proactive, and meet new people. She took a tentative glance back towards the lady Aleses and her unknown friend, thinking about approaching them. But alas, someone had beat her to the punch. A young man had brought the ethaerfal a drink and was now conversing with both of them about the wine they were sipping. She felt she would be intruding if she joined in. Especially since she had no idea how to lead the conversation.
Then she noticed another man. She noticed him because of his fiery vest. She thought it suited him. A sober Krisa wouldn’t have even considered walking up to a random guy just because she liked his outfit. But the dizziness had begun to consume her and she found herself rather tipsy already. She wasn’t very used to drinking. This was a city who liked their drink though. Krisa couldn’t let herself get totally drunk. She hated the idea of losing control over herself completely, too worried about what could happen while she way behind a wall of haze.
The man drew her attention further as she continued to watch him subtly. He slumped back against the wall fairly close to where she stood, and seemed to sigh. Krisa knitted her eyebrows together as she saw this. He seemed to mirror her own feelings of displacement and inferiority at this ball. She wondered why he felt this way. Did he feel he didn’t look the part? Maybe that was the issue, his clothes were not made from satin or silk like most other people here. But they suited his slim figure. Krisa frowned as he turned away to retrieve what was probably his first drink of the night, and managed to find her courage. Draining whatever was left in her glass quickly so she would have an excuse to walk towards him, she set off in his direction briskly, dress floating behind her gracefully as she moved.
She moved in beside him, rather timidly, and hesitated at first. Her hand lingered in the air as if she meant to touch his shoulder, but instead she reached to retrieve a small decorated morsel of food from the table near him. Somehow, despite the alcohol, Krisa had lost her nerve. What was she doing. This man didn’t want to talk to her. There were plenty of other, more beautiful ladies he could converse with. No, she was being stupid again. She was on the verge of giving herself a panic attack.
So, without giving herself time to overthink, she smiled at him, and said “Hi...! I’m Krisa.” It was strange. Her heart rate sped up as if she’d done something wrong, when clearly she hadn’t. But she’d said it right now. Oh how she hoped he’d heard her, if he hadn’t, Krisa would certainly lose her nerve and awkwardly shuffle away. But as it was, she tried to act normal, smiling politely as she waited for his introduction in return.