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Chaos Versus Control

Postby Roy Kingsfield on February 2nd, 2014, 8:07 am

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Day 45 of Winter in the Year 513 AV

The winter had been brutal for the citizens of Sunberth. The snowfall had tripled in less than a month causing massive damage to homes and families alike. Every now and then a body could be seen in a back alley, rigid from freezing temperatures where death and stolen its life. Regardless of the weather, merchants and vendors hawked their wares along the streets, their guards standing ominously close by.


Roy and his mother Alice made their way through the crowd of bustling people. Alice lifted a hand to her hood and wrapped her fingers around both corners, pulling them tight against her chin as the chill wind swept through the street. Not even the teeming mass of bodies could generate enough heat to ward off the cold. Roy left his coat hanging lazily open, paying no mind to the numbing wind.


“Roy, close your coat or you’re going to catch a cold,” his mother chided him when she glanced over and saw the way he was wearing his winter clothes. He looked over at her wryly from under his hood, a small swagger in his stride.


“Really, Ma? You’ve got to remember, I’m not a child anymore.” She just shook her head exasperated. The snow crunched underneath their boots as they clomped through the ever thickening slush. They weaved their way through the streets, passing merchants, carts of goods, drunks, gangs, prostitutes and all manners of individuals that roamed the streets. Even at midday, the streets were a rowdy place.


The duo eventually made their way to a local produce shop. The building was in bad shape, it was more of a rickety shack then an actual shop. Two feet of snow was piled up along each side of the door blocking the only window. Like every other structure in Sunberth, it could have used a fresh coat of paint and new timber.


“Likely the only thing holding this dump upright.”


But Roy paid it no mind, he had grown accustom to such a way of life and no longer had any quarrel to the quality of living. A tiny bell rung as Roy opened the door, stepping into the shop, leaving the bitter wind outside. He held the door open long enough for his mother to step in, before closing it quickly behind.


His mother pulled back the hood of her cloak and wasted no time getting down to business. An old man slowly placed one foot in front of the other, limping as he came to the counter from a small backroom. White, wispy hair sprung out in all directions from his wrinkly skull.


“Ahhhh, Alice. Good to see you.” The ancient looking man smiled, revealing black, decaying teeth. He laid his cane against the counter and sat down gingerly. A sigh escaped his lips as his weight was lifted off his weak legs. “What can I do for you today?”


Roy glanced around the shop, he rarely came to buy goods but he was forced into it today. “I knew I should have escaped while I had the chance, instead of lounging idly around the house. But it’s just so blast cold outside…” Roy grumbled under his breathe. “I hate having to work for my parents all the time. Not only do I have to live with them but I am also obligated to work in the family business. I just want to do what I want. Why is that so hard to understand?!”


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Chaos Versus Control

Postby Roy Kingsfield on February 2nd, 2014, 8:11 am

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Day 45 of Winter in the Year 513 AV

Roy stood by the door, arms wrapped across his chest, seething. He ignored the talk going on between his mother and the shop owner, tangled up in his own emotions. He knew he had no right to be angry at his parents. They loved him dearly and all he ever did was lash out at them.

“Why must they try to control my life? It’s not the one I want!” The anger began to boil in his chest the more he thought about the restraints put on by his parents. Roy began pacing back and forth, fists clenched. Alice looked over her shoulder and noticed his restless behavior.


“Roy, I need you to help Mr. Tonherd get the listed goods in the back. Can you do that for me please?”


“There she goes again, putting me to work. What’s the point in working at a store if you are going to force the customers to do it?” Roy did his best to control his facial expressions and bite down hard on his tongue. He strode stiffly to his mother’s side and snatched the small piece of paper from her hands.

He tried to take a few deep breathes and control his emotions. “You’re being unfair. She’s not out to get you, she was just asking you to help out an old man who can barely walk.” Roy grunted and tried to squelch the small voice in the back of his head.

“You know she loves you, both of them. They just don’t want to see you like the rest of Sunberth. They want you to have honor. Respect. Kindness. They want you to stand up for justice.”

“Shut up!” Roy half shouted, the anger trying to overpower his conscience and worm its way deeper into his mind.


There was a rustling in the main room and his mother called out hesitantly, “Are you okay, honey?”


Roy took a strangled breath and tried forcing his voice to sound normal. “Yeah, I’m fine. Just talking to myself!” He waited a moment to see if anyone would barge in, but after a few ticks, he leaned against one of the crates and rubbed his face, hand running over the course beard. Roy held up the sack that his mother had given him and began filling it with food for the week, trying to distract himself from the turmoil that raged in his mind.


Good versus evil. Peace versus anger. Control versus chaos.


It was exhausting, the battle that went on in his mind. The ethics and morals that his parents had taught him from a young age raging against the atmosphere of Sunberth that attempted to drown him in its wickedness. The two polar forces fought for dominion over him. He felt like he was being torn apart. He used to have such anger and hostility. But slowly over the years, it had crept in and found residence. As much as he might want rid of it, he couldn’t force it out. It lashed out at anything it could. It had no real purpose, no drive. It tried twisting his thoughts, corrupting them. But his conscience fought back. Roy felt like he was caught in the middle of a war and had no say of his own.


Roy vehemently tied the string around the bag and synced it shut. He strode out of the backroom, wrestling with the muscles in his face. The last thing he needed on his plate were worried parents. “More worried I should say.” The irony was not lost on him.


Roy dropped the bag unceremoniously down on the table and brushed past his mother towards the door. He stared stonily out of the window, seeing nothing but a wall of snow. Alice hurriedly paid the old man for the food and picked up the bag of food.


Roy swung the door open and they both stepped into the brisk wind yet again. Roy slammed the door shut, harder than was necessary. Alice shot him a look but before she could speak, Roy stomped off. Alice caught up a few ticks later and the two walked quickly through the streets towards their home.


Neither one spoke. Roy was lost in the chaos of his emotions that threatened to overwhelm him. Alice could see the struggle on his face but was uncertain why. She began to speak up when all of a sudden a body darted from behind them, snatched the bag of food and was gone in a blink of an eye.


The fury that Roy had barely managed to control, unleashed itself like a flood.


“Wait! Roy! No! Let him be!” Fear choked her voice as she spoke. Not fear for her son; fear for the man who chose to steal from her. She knew he was going to regret his decision very soon. She also knew her son was walking a very dark road.

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Chaos Versus Control

Postby Roy Kingsfield on February 4th, 2014, 6:11 am

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Day of Winter in the Year 513 AV

The war that raged on in Roy’s head threatened to consume him. When the opportunity presented itself directly in front of him, he leaped forwards without thinking, he would do anything to drive the chaos in his mind away.


“Food is scarce in the city. I have to chase after him, otherwise we won’t eat this week.”


Roy tried justifying his actions but he knew he was just lying himself. He let his anger get the best of him and now he was chasing after someone who was probably starving. It didn’t matter though. Stealing was wrong. For whatever purpose it was for.


“He picked the wrong person to rob.” Roy grit his teeth and charged through the crowd. He could barely see the shape of the person darting through the mass of people. He was very good at navigating the streets, something Roy did not possess. Roy saw a flash of red, the headband the thief had been wearing around his neck.


Roy sprinted after the form but an old man pulling a cart, jerked to a halt directly in front of him. Roy crashed into the wooden wagon and fell backwards. He leaped to his feet, yelling at the man pulling it.


“Watch where you’re going you petching imbecile!” The man turned to glare at Roy but he was already moving again. He jumped up onto the cart, eyes sweeping across the bustling crowd, seeking the pickpocket. He couldn’t see anything but refused to give up.


“If I could just get higher, I could see over a few of the streets…”

Roy’s eyes settled on a wooden staircase off to the side of an alley, leading up to a second story building. Roy sprinted towards it, taking two steps at a time. He climbed onto the railing, bracing himself against the wall as he gained his balance.


The agile youth looked up and saw that the roof was only three feet from the tips of his fingers, arms stretched. He took a deep breath and looked down.


“Ooookay, that’s pretty far down. You fall and that is going nooooot feel good. Just breathe. Aaaand jump!”


Roy crouched, muscles tensing as they coiled together, ready to launch into action. He sprung up and caught the edge of the roof with his fingertips. He latched on and readjusted his grip so he had a better hold. He dangled from the roof and slowly began straining his arms as he pulled himself up. Finally he had his upper body at the edge of the roof and collapsed onto it.


Roy took a moment to catch his breath and shake out his exerted limbs. But he didn’t have time to waste. He could recover later. Roy jumped to his feet and looked over to the roof next to him. It was a foot shorter than the building he was standing on, about five feet away. He peeked over the edge.


“Well…it’s only about twenty feet down…maybe more…the worst thing that could happens is I die.”


Roy back up to the far end of the roof and sprinted towards the other side. His boot touched the corner and he coiled his muscles, blasting off the roof. Roy flew through the emptiness, wind beating against his face. He felt a rush of exhilaration as he landed on the other side in one piece.


His face was flushed from the adrenaline as he rushed to the edge of the roof, towards the crowd below. Only a few minutes had gone by since he climbed up. He scanned the crowd fervently, desperately hoping to see the thief who stole their meager supplies.


Finally a head peeked out from around the corner of an alley way, looking for something.


“Or someone,” Roy thought grimly as a dark smile crossed his face. He cracked his knuckles as his gaze bore into the figure.


“This is going to be fun.”


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Postby Roy Kingsfield on February 5th, 2014, 2:16 pm

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Day of Winter in the Year 513 AV

The small figure wearing the red bandana, huddled behind the wall of the alleyway, peering through the crowd, looking for signs of pursuit. Roy stood on the roof, staring at the form, small clouds of steam rising from his mouth when he exhaled, momentarily causing it to blur behind the fog.


Roy growled as he looked down, planning his next move. It didn’t seem as if the person was planning on moving any time soon. Which was fine by him, he still had to figure out how to get down.Roy leaned over the balcony of the roof, looking for a way off. It was easily over twenty feet to the crowded streets below.


“I never think these things through. It’s always so much easier climbing up then getting down…”


Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a rope extending from one end of the roof to the building on the other side. It was looped through a pole on both ends, allowing for rotation.


“Ahh, must be used for laundry during the summer time.”


Roy hoped whoever owned it didn’t mind because he was about to commandeer it. Roy quickly moved over to the length of rope and pulled. The rope slowly rotated, moving the knot where the ends of rope met together towards him. After a few ticks, the knot was in his hands and he deftly untied it.


He hastily secured the rope around the pole and yanked it tight. Roy threw the free end of the woven sinews over the side of the building, watching it snake down. It finally came to a halt as the cord ran out of slack, swayed slightly in the frigid wind.


Roy tugged on it one last time before glancing at the thief, making sure he didn’t get away without him noticing. Roy lifted a leg over the lip of the roof and grabbed the rope with both hands. He brought up his other leg so that he was sitting on the lip, legs dangling over the edge.


Roy turned slightly and pushed his feet off the wall, rotating so he was facing the structure. Roy slowly walked hand over hand down the rope, taking care to place each foot against the wall before taking another step. The wind buffered him and his arms strained against the weight of his body as he descended the twenty some odd feet to the ground.


The agile youth suddenly came to the end of the line. Literally. He was holding the last few inches of the rope.


“I really need to start planning things out better. This could have gone a lot better.”


Roy sighed as he glanced down towards the ground. There was still ten feet to the cobble stone below. He knew a fall like that would likely break both of his legs. If he was lucky. He looked around, frantically trying to find a way out. The muscles in his arms were burning and his fingers ached from gripping the rope. To the left he spotted a small balcony extending from the wall, and he his chance.


Roy began running up and down the wall, using his body like a pendulum. He began gaining momentum each time he ran across the wall, each time coming a little closer to his savior.


“C’mon, c’mon, last time…” Roy grit his teeth as he sprinted across the wall, rope burning his hand as the last few inches of rope slipped from his clutches. He flailed his arms wildly as he careened through the air. His eyes widened as he missed the balcony.


His hand lashed out, barely managing to wrap his fingers around the metal bars of the fence before he met his fate by crashing into the ground. Roy’s breath was ragged as he dangled from the balcony guard.


“Shyke. Shyke. Shyke. Shyke. SHYKE. I. AM GOING. TO DIE.”


Roy looked at the ground and gulped. He grimaced as he lifted his other hand and grabbed the railing. He slowly pulled himself over the railing and onto the floor. He lay there a moment, trying to process his life choices.


“I really need to think these things through. That could have gone terribly. I…I…I….whew.”


Roy ran out of things to think of that could have gone wrong and stood up. He craned his neck and sought out his target. He couldn’t see the figure from this low vantage point. Roy glanced around but couldn’t see another route down. So he took the only opinion left to him.


He kicked down the door.


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Postby Roy Kingsfield on February 6th, 2014, 4:20 am

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Day 45 of Winter in the Year 513 AV

The door slammed open, crashing into the wall behind it. Roy stepped through the opening and briefly twisted the door knob in passing. It was unlocked. He looked around sheepishly, hoping no one was around to see his blunder. Roy ran down the steps that wound around the side of the wall to the door opening up to the outside streets.


Roy cast a quick look around but saw that the room was empty. Whoever’s home it was, it didn’t seem as if they were there. Which worked for him, he did just break down their door. They would not be pleased when they discovered it.


Roy quickly unlocked the door and stepped out. He was instantly swept up in the crowd and began navigating his way to the place where he last saw the figure with the red bandana. Roy finally managed to get to the vendor’s stall.


Just on the other side, the little punk should be sitting with our goods.


Roy jumped out from against the wall and faced the alley way. The little thief was crouched down, looking into the bag of food, completely unaware of the man staring down at him. A mess of dirty, black hair spiked in all directions, covering the figure’s features. His gangly limbs seemed to stick out from his gaunt body.


Roy coughed.


The small figure tumbled backwards in complete surprise as Roy seemingly appeared in front of him. The form landed on his arse and tried scrambling back to his feet but Roy swiftly closed in on him and kicked him in the chest, knocking him back to the ground.


Roy glared at him. “You dirty little thief. Taking my food.” He kicked him in the chest again as the figure didn’t seem to get the message and tried getting up again. “You think you can get away with that?”


The form lifted his face and the tangled hair fell away revealing a small boy, no more than ten years of age. Roy took a step back, startled. He hadn’t realized how young the kid was until he saw his face. Roy already regretted hurting him.


Really, you had to go and kick a small kid? Well done, moron. He’s probably starving and has no one to take care of him. And now you went and kicked down a small child.


Roy wrestled with his conscience, trying to justify his actions.


It’s not my fault, he stole from us. What choice did I have? We don’t have that much money, we have three mouths to feed in our house and we need all the food we can get. Food is getting scarse around here…


He knew he was arguing in vain, just making excuses. He growled irritably at his consciousness as it prevailed. Roy spun around and left the small boy with the bag of food. He stomped through the streets, angry that his moral compass continued to fight so violently against his Sunberthian nature. It was a continual war. He knew his parents would understand why he did what he did. It was after all, their fault for instilling the need to help the weak.


He was just upset with himself because he didn’t know what side of the line he truly stood on. The battle continued on inside of him and he had no idea who would come out victorious in the end.


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Postby Roy Kingsfield on February 9th, 2014, 10:08 pm

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Day 54 of Winter in the Year 513 AV


Meanwhile


The door of the Kingsfield’s apartment slowly opened. Alice walked through the door and shut it behind her. Jeffery sat on his stool, organizing his chandler tools. He looked up and saw his wife, empty handed.


“What happened to the food? I thought you and Roy went out to buy some for the week?”


Alice sighed and pulled her hood down, pulling her brown hair free. She sat on their bed and looked down at her hands. Her husband stood up from his work and crossed the room. “Alice, honey, what’s wrong?” He sat down on the bed beside her and pulled her into his embrace. She folded into his arms and rest against his chest, head under his chin.


“A small boy stole our food and Roy took off after him.” The couple sat silently.


Alice finally sighed and began speaking again.
“I don’t know what’s going on with him. On the way over he seemed fine but when I asked him to go in back to help the store keeper out, he came back and I could see the anger boiling inside of him. He looked passive enough, but I could feel the anger shimmering off of him.”


Jeffery lifted a hand and gently stroked her hair, comforting her. “It’s okay. We’ll figure it out. We raised him right. The city is just fighting to steal him away from us. It doesn’t want him to be different. It wants him to mold and conform to it. Then he can’t cause any trouble.”


Silence, filled the room, the only sound was the crackling of the fire.


Alice broke the silence.
“What are we going to do, Jeff? Roy keeps fighting us. He refuses to take on the family tradition of a chandler. He’s pulling away from us.”


Jeffery held his wife as he contemplated what to say. “We just got to keep trying. We have a good thing going, eventually he’ll come to his senses and realize he can lead an honest life. We can set him up so he doesn’t have to be another hooligan on the street.”


“But he already is one!” She wailed. “Haven’t you seen him come inside, bruises covering his face? The split lips, the limbs, gingerly touching his sides?” She began sobbing quietly. “Everything we’ve taught him about the standing up for the weak, instilling a sense of justice in him was for nothing. Sunberth has claimed him as another one of its children.”


Jeffery rocked his wife back and forth, comforting her. “We need to give him time. Eventually he’ll see that life leads to nothing but destruction. He needs to get it out of his system. Then he’ll come to his senses and settle down. We just need to be patient and show him we care for him and that this life is the one he wants to lead.”


Silence once again reigned in the household of the Kingsfields as they both prayed to the gods for the protection and wisdom for their son.


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Chaos Versus Control

Postby Zandelia on March 14th, 2014, 4:00 pm

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Roy :
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Observation – 3
Subterfuge – 1
Running – 2
Acrobatics – 3
Climbing - 1


Lores

The Code Vs. The City
Perhaps Parents Aren’t Slavers After All
No One Steals Our Food!
Planning: I should Look Into This
Showing Mercy To A Child



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