Hirem felt much better once his story was finished, though he still needed time to stop the shaking that had arisen in his body without his consent, so strong was his grief. It was cruel to demand attention from Ari'Yahal to his own sadness, but it spoke volumes of her, and Hirem saw her in a much better light than the one he had of her when they first met. Sure, they had been both Benshirans, but they didn't have to be friends, or companions.
She was comforting him out of her own choice now, and he was grateful for that. Indeed, even her words about punishment brought comfort to his wrecked soul, and he found it easier to smile now in the quiet air of the tent. He wanted to be punished for what he had done; better to be punished and let the crime be resolved than have blood on his hands and never answer for it.
Before he could stop himself, he started wondering about Ari'Yahal's past, and what had brought her to this point in life, a single mother with a young son that had no father around to guide him. She admitted that the father was dead, and a Rapa to boot, which only drew more of his curiousity to the subject. A Rapa husband was rare, not unheard of but rare. Hirem knew that his uncle was a Rapa and a husband, but he hadn't seen his uncle in some time. Ari'Yahal seemed to have a far greater burden on her soul, if she was the widow of a priest. Another feeling of guilt washed over his stomach, and he regretted the decision to tell her this story once again. Still, it was all out now, and Ari'Yahal now felt pity for him, such was the consequence of the tale.
Food was a welcome distraction from the rising wave of memories that had flooded into Hirem over the past few chimes, and he accepted the trencher gratefully. "I was ready to eat when I first saw that hare." Now that the story was finished, Hirem was eager to move onto other topics, and food always proved to be a good balm for a tight lip. He quickly got out of the tent, taking a deep breath of the air like he had never breathed before. It was like a great weight was slowly being pulled off his lungs, giving him a new burst of life into his body.
However, he didn't ravenously tear into the food as he had expected he would have done. Now that it was in front of him, and the watchful eyes of the women that had cooked it were upon him, he could only take a few tentative bites as Ari'Yahal asked him her question. He thought about his answer for a few moments before swallowing his food and opening his mouth to speak in a relaxed manner. "Well, I wander around often, sometimes on my own, sometimes in the company of fellow Benshirans or humans. It really depends on who I'm with, really."
He gestured around the campfire at those who surrounded him, forgetting the fact that he was not speaking solely to Ari'Yahal anymore but to everyone gathered around the fire. "If I'm with those that do not share my heritage, I often respect the Masha in the private time I get, remembering tales of gatherings past and thinking of the future and what Yahal intends for that future. When I'm in a Benshiran tent, I often share stories. Not because I'm good at it, but because I'm horrible at dancing and singing!" He laughed out loud, his own way of lightening the melancholic mood between him and Ari'Yahal.