oocHey! Just went through and cleaned everything up/added stuff/edited in case you read it already. Sorry about that; I usually don't send things out that sloppy. Hope this is better!
60th Winter 513, 19th Bell
Ooph.
Ainyi rested her body against the pillar in the well-lit Warren. Nearly every muscle in her body was worked hard in some fashion today. The muscles in her shoulders, back, and torso were sore from their morning archery practice. The proverbial beating she took in her talon sword lessons with Turrin only added to that with her arms and legs. With a tired sigh, she slumped against a column under a torch and decided she could take a break from movement, listening to others rush about urgently in hallways under her. She offered a sigh and took a drink from her water skin.
With Zulrav in the Reach, Ainyi was taking the longest, most well lit route home to the commons. She never understood Gods or Goddesses, never wanted to. As far as she saw things, she kept to her business, they kept to theirs, and nobody was bothered. A priest of Zulrav here, the Despised under arrest, the grumbles of hunger in every Chiet and Dek's belly, the chill of Winter at every back - all of it just unsettled Ainyi more than she could describe.
The Chiet shivered as the thoughts crossed her mind, shrugging deeper into her katinu as she tried to shake the clouded thoughts from her mind. The discomfort at the implications of those things, those opposing angry forces coming upon one another, worried her to the very core. This wouldn't end with the punishment of the Despised; everyone knew that. She moved her pack from her back to next to her as she lost herself in thought, body grateful she finally found herself at rest.
Father wouldn't like this either, she found herself thinking somberly. Yasa was unstrung, strapped to the outside of her pack. She thumbed the top of it lightly as her eyes detached from the world, seeing a memory instead of what was in front of them.
It came in flashes. Memories replayed often did. Parts were fast forwarded, blurred beyond recognition in her memory; her father entering the room, bitterness at some words said days ago. Then, as all shocked memories do, the word Avora slipped from his lips and it was as though time stood still. She remembered joy, as vibrant as the hair on her head. Joy turned to tears as he pulled the warm wooden bow from behind him, blue-silver glass handle gleaming in the light. That was when it became clearest, when she could still taste the rabbit from the stew that night, when she could still feel her cheeks burn from smiling so much. Wild emerald eyes met his own, mirrors only family could know. Any words they said were blurred, fast forwarded in the memory, she felt the warmth of their embrace, smelt the familiar mix of dirt, wood shavings and sweat in his jerkin, eyes still fixed on the bow.
Made from the baubles your mother hung above your crib, His words flew gently over her head, gesturing at the bow. Viliryasa, I call it, but Yasa for short will do. The words passed over her ears like shouted whispers in the daydream, watching her draw with the bow. You've done it, Ainyi remembered telling him mirthfully, feeling a small child for a moment. His softer eyes met hers, repeating back in promise, You will too.
You will too, the words echoed in her ears as Ainyi gripped the top of Yasa. She knew, if he were alive now, how proud he would be to see his daughter Second Rider to an Endal, training for hunts. Yet still, she felt chaos in the air; she tasted it like blood in the air of the processing center; thick, pungent, foreign in these desperate times. Any noses entering the room unused to it crinkle and frown, both wishing they could avoid it, but knowing they could not. Chaos filled the city like that foul stench, as faces and minds frowned in hunger and cold. She heaved as a pang of hunger in her belly broke the day dream in the hall, and pulled her from the moment and back into this reality.
She snorted a bitter laugh as sick thoughts rolled through her mind, crashing like torrent waves against weakening rocks. It's best he didn't live to see our people like this. To see me like this. She felt her shrinking stomach with a shudder. I may become a hunter, but what will be left to hunt? Who will be left to feed? To be with?
Her thoughts began to darken, clouds forming in her mind, when the sounds of thundering footsteps and raging voices alerted her. They were too close at this point, and the hall was too big; whoever they were, Ainyi would have to face them. Covering Yasa and her pack in the shadow of a pillar, she only hoped their rowdiness was no indication of violence. An unstrung bow and a sore, worn body would do her no good in a time of need. Calmly, the butcher stood and began adjusting her ankle boots as three rowdy inebriated Chiet rounded the corner. She hesitantly made eye contact with one of them, before offering a silent nod in greeting, and attending to her shoes again.
At least, until they stopped.
"Wait, wait, wait," His words swayed, grabbing his friend. "I, I know that woman." Ainyi raised her face to him passively as their energy stilled, a phrenetic predatory nature developing about them. "What's your name, woman? I've seen you at the processing center. I pick meat up for the cooks every other day, you know. I think I know you from somewhere, someone else - Yasi years, eh?."
Slowly, Ainyi's body rose fully to standing, shoulders back, hands tense at her sides. "Ainyi," she answered flatly. The first Chiet's face darkened as the name left her mouth.
"My lover was Bedri," he answered, angry embers in his voice as he clenched his comrades shoulders. Ainyi gulped as she remembered the Chiet woman she shot in the hip to help Turrin the night they met. As the woman was carried away and probably exiled that night, Ainyi felt a pang of sadness in the outcome, but felt there wasn't much to be done about it.
She didn't feel the man in front of her would agree much, however.
"You clipped piece of shyke!" He screamed at her, as his companions began to hulk near her. "You chose an Endal over one of your own! He's not the one starving! He's not the one freezing in this Winter!" As they neared her she cleared her throat.
"I'm sorry for your loss," Ainyi offered in a firm, but genuine tone, palms up to her assailants. "I only did what was right-"
"Right? Right?!" The Chiet kept advancing. Ainyi found herself backed against the pillar, the torch flaming above her. Fear was chilling her deeper than the cold of winter, and she didn't know how to respond to the angry drunken men around her. "She's exiled now, and word is you're Second Rider to that same petching Endal! Bird's shyke, you did what was shyke. Tell me, how hungry's your belly been since you started riding behind this petchin' Endal, eh?"
His body, while not bulky, still had some inches on her, pressed her against the pillar, breathing alcohol down her throat. She resisted, but felt one of his shorter friends hold her shoulder's down, as the third left to watch the warren's entrance. "Or, do you get to ride him, is that it? Is that it? A little hussy from an Endal and a little extra food in your belly, and you've forgotten your own people down below?" His dark brown eyes bored into her angry green ones equally. "Well, maybe I'll try for myself then, won't I?"
As he fumbled at her katinu, Ainyi spat in his eye and kicked up in his groin. As he reeled back, his friend, pinned her against his frame with a swift hold with his arm, a knife kissing her neck. The woman struggled in her fear to remember the basic training she went over just earlier today. The scorned man looked up at her with glowering eyes, still groaning in pain from the hit she landed. "We're going to fight, eh? Want to know how that feels?" The man that held Ainyi tossed him the knife but kept her steadfast; despite her squirms and attempts to break his holds on her arms and body, she couldn't break free. She tried screaming for help, and his hand clasped over her mouth hard. "Try again, I punch out your throat," he muttered harshly, before a sharp pain reached her side.
The offended Chiet in question had sliced open her Bryda and undergarments with the knife on her right side, grazing open the skin with it. He grabbed her hips in a merciless grip and rammed his knee in between her legs with punishing force over and over again. Each time, this caused Ainyi to yelp in pain as she struggled to close her legs and push him away, but his friend was too strong and he was too determined. After two chimes of it and a few swings to her gut, she was dumped on the floor with some mutters about getting to business and things.
Ainyi's groin was on fire. Her katinu lay with the buttons torn off feet from her; the stone felt like cold fire on her skin, tears streamed down her face as she coughed out the pain. She felt her belly scratch against the ground as they dragged her body a few feet and tried to prop her body. Still, she resisted. The impact to the ground bruised her face and throat. She could barely move her legs. Her arms were nearly rendered useless as they were held down; but still, she shifted her weight inconveniently, she tried to push away. She even felt the knife touch her left palm, kissing it, opening it the more she struggled. But still, she fought.
"This is why you help your own," The man told her grudgingly. Ainyi croaked out a protest, though whether it was understood was unclear; whether it mattered, was even less clear.
All that happened was a blur. All she knew was within a few ticks, the friend they had sent for their lookout called out to them, and they had bolted. Ainyi, afraid of any sight or movement, rolled her body to the nearby pillar and propped herself against it. Her katinu was thankfully within arm's reach, and she managed to pull herself back into it with a few whimpers. She sat in silence as others passed by the neighboring warrens, the sounds of her footsteps haunting her, but never coming into view, or into her space. Blood trickled on her ride side, on her belly.
For several chimes, she leaned against the pillar by her pack, trying to hold in sobs as she assessed what just happened, feeling the cut in her hand. It wasn't too deep, thankfully, but the real wound wasn't physical. Ainyi found herself staring down every corner, flicking at every noise, every light source, waiting for her dark assailants to return to finish the job. No. She would have to move. She couldn't stay here forever. But as she shouldered her pack, thankfully unfound, and broke from the wall, she cried out in pain again. Whatever her attackers did, they knew how to cripple, and it hurt.
Slowly, she waddled step by step out of the warren, feeling along the wall with her hand until she could find a main channel with lights. So much raced in her mind. Where to go - where was safe? Who else knew of her second ridership with Turrin? Who else would take such offense to assault her? Was she really no longer safe at night in her own city?
All of these thoughts spurned in her head; Her throat was soar, tinged purple and red. She coughed, trying keep herself straight, but feeling slightly dizzy from the blood loss of the open cut on her hand and hip. By the time a familiar russet shade of hair and light blue eyes came into view in the warren, her defenses finally gave up.
"Wingard?" She asked, as though unsure she could trust her eyes. The warren was empty save for them; she didn't like it. The emptiness scared her, made her want to curl up and never be seen again. "Wingard," She said again as he got closer, before slumping into the wall in pain. She cradled her hand to her body, trying to absorb some of the blood in her already bloodstained Vinati. Her good hand dropped to hold her Bryda and under garments on her body. Her tailbone burned with pain as it met the stone floor. Her hair stuck to the blood in the outlines of the shallow cut on her neck, tears streaming down her face. "Thank all of the Gods, it's you."
60th Winter 513, 19th Bell
Ooph.
Ainyi rested her body against the pillar in the well-lit Warren. Nearly every muscle in her body was worked hard in some fashion today. The muscles in her shoulders, back, and torso were sore from their morning archery practice. The proverbial beating she took in her talon sword lessons with Turrin only added to that with her arms and legs. With a tired sigh, she slumped against a column under a torch and decided she could take a break from movement, listening to others rush about urgently in hallways under her. She offered a sigh and took a drink from her water skin.
With Zulrav in the Reach, Ainyi was taking the longest, most well lit route home to the commons. She never understood Gods or Goddesses, never wanted to. As far as she saw things, she kept to her business, they kept to theirs, and nobody was bothered. A priest of Zulrav here, the Despised under arrest, the grumbles of hunger in every Chiet and Dek's belly, the chill of Winter at every back - all of it just unsettled Ainyi more than she could describe.
The Chiet shivered as the thoughts crossed her mind, shrugging deeper into her katinu as she tried to shake the clouded thoughts from her mind. The discomfort at the implications of those things, those opposing angry forces coming upon one another, worried her to the very core. This wouldn't end with the punishment of the Despised; everyone knew that. She moved her pack from her back to next to her as she lost herself in thought, body grateful she finally found herself at rest.
Father wouldn't like this either, she found herself thinking somberly. Yasa was unstrung, strapped to the outside of her pack. She thumbed the top of it lightly as her eyes detached from the world, seeing a memory instead of what was in front of them.
It came in flashes. Memories replayed often did. Parts were fast forwarded, blurred beyond recognition in her memory; her father entering the room, bitterness at some words said days ago. Then, as all shocked memories do, the word Avora slipped from his lips and it was as though time stood still. She remembered joy, as vibrant as the hair on her head. Joy turned to tears as he pulled the warm wooden bow from behind him, blue-silver glass handle gleaming in the light. That was when it became clearest, when she could still taste the rabbit from the stew that night, when she could still feel her cheeks burn from smiling so much. Wild emerald eyes met his own, mirrors only family could know. Any words they said were blurred, fast forwarded in the memory, she felt the warmth of their embrace, smelt the familiar mix of dirt, wood shavings and sweat in his jerkin, eyes still fixed on the bow.
Made from the baubles your mother hung above your crib, His words flew gently over her head, gesturing at the bow. Viliryasa, I call it, but Yasa for short will do. The words passed over her ears like shouted whispers in the daydream, watching her draw with the bow. You've done it, Ainyi remembered telling him mirthfully, feeling a small child for a moment. His softer eyes met hers, repeating back in promise, You will too.
You will too, the words echoed in her ears as Ainyi gripped the top of Yasa. She knew, if he were alive now, how proud he would be to see his daughter Second Rider to an Endal, training for hunts. Yet still, she felt chaos in the air; she tasted it like blood in the air of the processing center; thick, pungent, foreign in these desperate times. Any noses entering the room unused to it crinkle and frown, both wishing they could avoid it, but knowing they could not. Chaos filled the city like that foul stench, as faces and minds frowned in hunger and cold. She heaved as a pang of hunger in her belly broke the day dream in the hall, and pulled her from the moment and back into this reality.
She snorted a bitter laugh as sick thoughts rolled through her mind, crashing like torrent waves against weakening rocks. It's best he didn't live to see our people like this. To see me like this. She felt her shrinking stomach with a shudder. I may become a hunter, but what will be left to hunt? Who will be left to feed? To be with?
Her thoughts began to darken, clouds forming in her mind, when the sounds of thundering footsteps and raging voices alerted her. They were too close at this point, and the hall was too big; whoever they were, Ainyi would have to face them. Covering Yasa and her pack in the shadow of a pillar, she only hoped their rowdiness was no indication of violence. An unstrung bow and a sore, worn body would do her no good in a time of need. Calmly, the butcher stood and began adjusting her ankle boots as three rowdy inebriated Chiet rounded the corner. She hesitantly made eye contact with one of them, before offering a silent nod in greeting, and attending to her shoes again.
At least, until they stopped.
"Wait, wait, wait," His words swayed, grabbing his friend. "I, I know that woman." Ainyi raised her face to him passively as their energy stilled, a phrenetic predatory nature developing about them. "What's your name, woman? I've seen you at the processing center. I pick meat up for the cooks every other day, you know. I think I know you from somewhere, someone else - Yasi years, eh?."
Slowly, Ainyi's body rose fully to standing, shoulders back, hands tense at her sides. "Ainyi," she answered flatly. The first Chiet's face darkened as the name left her mouth.
"My lover was Bedri," he answered, angry embers in his voice as he clenched his comrades shoulders. Ainyi gulped as she remembered the Chiet woman she shot in the hip to help Turrin the night they met. As the woman was carried away and probably exiled that night, Ainyi felt a pang of sadness in the outcome, but felt there wasn't much to be done about it.
She didn't feel the man in front of her would agree much, however.
"You clipped piece of shyke!" He screamed at her, as his companions began to hulk near her. "You chose an Endal over one of your own! He's not the one starving! He's not the one freezing in this Winter!" As they neared her she cleared her throat.
"I'm sorry for your loss," Ainyi offered in a firm, but genuine tone, palms up to her assailants. "I only did what was right-"
"Right? Right?!" The Chiet kept advancing. Ainyi found herself backed against the pillar, the torch flaming above her. Fear was chilling her deeper than the cold of winter, and she didn't know how to respond to the angry drunken men around her. "She's exiled now, and word is you're Second Rider to that same petching Endal! Bird's shyke, you did what was shyke. Tell me, how hungry's your belly been since you started riding behind this petchin' Endal, eh?"
His body, while not bulky, still had some inches on her, pressed her against the pillar, breathing alcohol down her throat. She resisted, but felt one of his shorter friends hold her shoulder's down, as the third left to watch the warren's entrance. "Or, do you get to ride him, is that it? Is that it? A little hussy from an Endal and a little extra food in your belly, and you've forgotten your own people down below?" His dark brown eyes bored into her angry green ones equally. "Well, maybe I'll try for myself then, won't I?"
As he fumbled at her katinu, Ainyi spat in his eye and kicked up in his groin. As he reeled back, his friend, pinned her against his frame with a swift hold with his arm, a knife kissing her neck. The woman struggled in her fear to remember the basic training she went over just earlier today. The scorned man looked up at her with glowering eyes, still groaning in pain from the hit she landed. "We're going to fight, eh? Want to know how that feels?" The man that held Ainyi tossed him the knife but kept her steadfast; despite her squirms and attempts to break his holds on her arms and body, she couldn't break free. She tried screaming for help, and his hand clasped over her mouth hard. "Try again, I punch out your throat," he muttered harshly, before a sharp pain reached her side.
The offended Chiet in question had sliced open her Bryda and undergarments with the knife on her right side, grazing open the skin with it. He grabbed her hips in a merciless grip and rammed his knee in between her legs with punishing force over and over again. Each time, this caused Ainyi to yelp in pain as she struggled to close her legs and push him away, but his friend was too strong and he was too determined. After two chimes of it and a few swings to her gut, she was dumped on the floor with some mutters about getting to business and things.
Ainyi's groin was on fire. Her katinu lay with the buttons torn off feet from her; the stone felt like cold fire on her skin, tears streamed down her face as she coughed out the pain. She felt her belly scratch against the ground as they dragged her body a few feet and tried to prop her body. Still, she resisted. The impact to the ground bruised her face and throat. She could barely move her legs. Her arms were nearly rendered useless as they were held down; but still, she shifted her weight inconveniently, she tried to push away. She even felt the knife touch her left palm, kissing it, opening it the more she struggled. But still, she fought.
"This is why you help your own," The man told her grudgingly. Ainyi croaked out a protest, though whether it was understood was unclear; whether it mattered, was even less clear.
All that happened was a blur. All she knew was within a few ticks, the friend they had sent for their lookout called out to them, and they had bolted. Ainyi, afraid of any sight or movement, rolled her body to the nearby pillar and propped herself against it. Her katinu was thankfully within arm's reach, and she managed to pull herself back into it with a few whimpers. She sat in silence as others passed by the neighboring warrens, the sounds of her footsteps haunting her, but never coming into view, or into her space. Blood trickled on her ride side, on her belly.
For several chimes, she leaned against the pillar by her pack, trying to hold in sobs as she assessed what just happened, feeling the cut in her hand. It wasn't too deep, thankfully, but the real wound wasn't physical. Ainyi found herself staring down every corner, flicking at every noise, every light source, waiting for her dark assailants to return to finish the job. No. She would have to move. She couldn't stay here forever. But as she shouldered her pack, thankfully unfound, and broke from the wall, she cried out in pain again. Whatever her attackers did, they knew how to cripple, and it hurt.
Slowly, she waddled step by step out of the warren, feeling along the wall with her hand until she could find a main channel with lights. So much raced in her mind. Where to go - where was safe? Who else knew of her second ridership with Turrin? Who else would take such offense to assault her? Was she really no longer safe at night in her own city?
All of these thoughts spurned in her head; Her throat was soar, tinged purple and red. She coughed, trying keep herself straight, but feeling slightly dizzy from the blood loss of the open cut on her hand and hip. By the time a familiar russet shade of hair and light blue eyes came into view in the warren, her defenses finally gave up.
"Wingard?" She asked, as though unsure she could trust her eyes. The warren was empty save for them; she didn't like it. The emptiness scared her, made her want to curl up and never be seen again. "Wingard," She said again as he got closer, before slumping into the wall in pain. She cradled her hand to her body, trying to absorb some of the blood in her already bloodstained Vinati. Her good hand dropped to hold her Bryda and under garments on her body. Her tailbone burned with pain as it met the stone floor. Her hair stuck to the blood in the outlines of the shallow cut on her neck, tears streaming down her face. "Thank all of the Gods, it's you."