Timestamp: 3rd Day of Spring, 514, AV A tiny young girl sat on a stool outside her family wagon. She was too small to reach the ground, so her feet dangled in the air, and she swung them absently. Her mother stood before her, tall, and beautiful, with the bright sun behind her, making her long black hair shine in its light. "This is important, Seirei, so I want you to pay close attention to me, okay?" Seirei looked at her mother solemly, and nodded. When her mother spoke in that tone, it was best to listen, and obey. "Yes, mother." she said softly. "We do well for ourselves in this caravan. You, your brother and I have good lives here, don't we?" Seirei nodded. She loved living with their trade caravan. Seeing new places all the time was fun and exciting. Even if traveling was boring most of the time, and scary when it wasn't boring, it was worth it to live the way she did. "Yes, we really do do well here. But Seirei, everyone who lives with the caravan must work for the caravan. We can't afford to feed people who don't contribute to making our lives better. You are getting old enough now that you have to work to help us, too, Seirei. Do you understand?" Seirei thought about the question for a few moments, then nodded. Jared was only a couple of years older than she was, and he did what he could to help the caravan. Her brother learned quickly that he had little patience for wood carving, so instead of following his mother's path, he had looked around for something else he could do. He loved to draw, and he was pretty good at copying what he saw onto paper, so his best friend's father had taken him on as an apprentice, and was teaching him how to get better at drawing. The man was a map maker, but he was skilled at drawing other things as well, and Seirei knew that he hoped that Jared would become interested in making maps some day as well. Some of her friends couldn't play with her as much as they used to anymore because they too were starting to spend more time learning skills that would help their caravan prosper. "Yes, mother." Her mother smiled, and ruffled her hair, making her giggle. "Good. Do you know what you want to do when you grow up? Is there anything in particular that interests you?" Seirei gave this question some thought as well. Jared loved to draw. Ceras was really good at convincing someone to buy his family's wares. Trina loved to dance, and was learning how to get better at it so she could dance in the shows the caravan did during festivals. Seirei wasn't sure what she wanted to do. She liked doing a lot of things. So she shook her head. "Well, you have time to decide. For now, I'll start by teaching you how to carve wood like I do. You like the figurines we sell, don't you?" Seirei grinned, and nodded. The figurines her mother made were all very beautiful, and they sold well everywhere they went to trade. "They're really pretty." she agreed, making her mother smile again. "I'm glad you like them. Maybe some day you will be able to make figurines of your own that are even prettier than the ones I make." Seirei's eyes widened at the thought. She liked the idea of making something beautiful that others would like, but she couldn't imagine ever making something prettier than her mother's wooden figurines. "If you are going to learn how to carve, the first thing you need to know are the tools we use for carving wood." Her mother pulled a tool out of one of the pouches tied to her belt. It had a wooden handle. The metal tip was flat. Seirei studied it curiously. "This is called a chisel, Seirei. It is the most basic tool that a carver like me uses. Now, I only carve wood, but this tool can be used to carve stone, as well. The points on the tip are very sharp, so you have to be very careful when you handle it. If you aren't, you might cut yourself." Seirei nodded absently, still staring at the chisel. "I use this chisel to make deep cuts in the wood. Sometimes I can do it with just the chisel. But if the piece of wood I'm carving is very thick, the strength of my hands aren't enough, so I have to use another tool called a mallet as well. I'll tell you about mallets later." Seirei shifted in her sleep as a cool breeze blew over her, ruffling her hair. She didn't wake, though, and after a few moments, the dream changed as she settled deeper into sleep. Seirei stared at the block of wood in her hand, lost in a haze of memory, and grief. A gentle hand descended upon her shoulder, startling her into looking up to see who had disturbed her work. Jared stood, staring down at her. His eyes held the same grief Seirei felt. She sighed sadly. "If mother were here, she'd tell me to look into the heart of the wood, and let it tell me what it is meant to be. She always used to be able to see the "true form" of the wood she worked with. For her, wood carving wasn't a matter of deciding what she wanted to make. Instead, she thought of it as freeing the wood to be what it wanted to be. What it was meant to be. I think that's why she was so good at it." Seirei said softly. "I know. When I was younger, she tried to teach me how to carve wood, too. I always felt a little guilty that I thought it was difficult, and boring. But we can't all be wood carvers, I guess." "I can see it too, you know. Sometimes, anyway. The shape a block of wood is truly meant to be. Maybe some day I will always be able to free the wood the way mother could. Now, though...carving wood is a lot harder than it looks. I make a lot of mistakes. Too many." "You'll get better. It just takes time. Mastering any skill takes a lot of time, and effort." Seirei nodded. She knew that. And she knew that she would get better. But she couldn't help but wish that her skills would improve faster. She wanted to be as good as her mother had been. It seemed like a fitting tribute to her, carrying on her work for the caravan. And it was all that she could do for her mother now. Her mother would never free the heart of a piece of wood again. "Besides, you're pretty good now, you know. You'll do just fine." There was something buried deep in her older brother's eyes that made Seirei's heart hurt. After a moment, she dismissed it, knowing that Jared missed their mother as much as she did. "Come on, it's time for dinner. You can try again later." A single tear trickled down Seirei's cheek. Even in her sleep, the loss of her mother hurt. The wind picked up, and it got brighter as the sun began to rise in the sky. Seirei stirred restlessly. Finally, she opened her eyes blearily. They felt dry, and uncomfortable. Her entire body was stiff, as though she had been laying in the same position for too long. And her head felt hazy. Thoughts came slowly as she sat up, and looked around, trying to figure out why she felt the way she did. Her eyes widened in shock. Where...am I? she thought, the beginings of alarm starting to filter their way through the fog in her head. Instead of the comfortable bed roll she expected to be in, she was laying on the hard ground. Tall grass surrounded her. She stood up to see if she could get her bearings, but it didn't help. All she could see in every direction as far as the eye could see was an endless sea of grass. There was a backpack laying in the grass beside her, so Seirei bent and picked it up. When she rumaged through it, she found the wood carver's toolkit that was her most precious posession, having gotten it from her mother. She also found a couple of other toolkits, some food and other necessities, her wooden flute and its case, and some money. Which meant that she had means of providing for herself once she found her way back to civilization...if she ever did. But as Seirei looked around, she quickly realized that she was completely and utterly alone. There was no sign of her caravan, no matter where she looked. What happened? Why am I here? she wondered frantically. Seirei tried to think. She couldn't remember any disasters that might have led to her being left out in the middle of nowhere. The last thing she could remember was eating dinner with her older brother. Had something happened after that? Or...wait. There had been something in Jared's eyes as he watched her eat. A flicker of emotion that she hadn't been able to recognize. But what did it mean? They wouldn't just leave her out here to die...would they? Seirei knew that several people believed that the run of bad luck they were having with was a curse, and she was to blame for it. Or rather, her half Drykas blood was to blame. Not everyone felt that way, though. And it wasn't reason enough to abandon her...was it? Bad luck or not, everyone in the caravan liked her. She worked hard, and did her best to help everyone as much as she could. Just like everyone else did. Besides...there was no way that Jared would let the others abandon her even if they wanted to. Right? Seirei looked around again. There was still nothing to see but endless grass. With no better idea of what to do, Seirei picked a direction and started walking. Hopefully, she would find the caravan soon. If not them, then maybe she would find civilization, or at least a familiar landmark that would tell her where she was. |