Solo Tidings of the Sea God

Tydus struggles with his faith in the midst of depression

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Built into the cliffs overlooking the Suvan Sea, Riverfall resides on the edge of grasslands of Cyphrus where the Bluevein River plunges off the plain and cascades down to the inland sea below. Home of the Akalak, Riverfall is a self-supporting city populated by devoted warriors. [Riverfall Codex]

Tidings of the Sea God

Postby Tydus Tempest on March 27th, 2014, 7:58 am

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9th of Spring, 514, At approximate sunrise.


Faith. The Svefra had realized that his attachment to Laviku, the Lord of the Seas and those that dwelled within, was fading. It was clouded by his grief, punished by his despair, weakened by the fact that Laviku had, seemingly, forsaken him. The Pod was decimated upon his oceans, their blood joined with his, dispersed in the coming and goings of the tide. Though the wreckage of the Waverunner's Fist could no longer be seen, Tydus was haunted by its aftermath.

Nightmares plagued at his psyche, his love for the sea even compromised by it. He could never part with his attachment for the water and the life of a sailor, but his love for the God had been compromised, and it showed in the meager sacrifices he had offered to him. Sacrifices of his own fish were akin to giving a man his own flesh and calling it a meal. It was spitting in the eye of his provider and Tydus realized what must be done in order to remedy his connection to the God.

Tydus had cast off just chimes ago, the ship turned towards the sea, the sailor's hands pressed to the wheel of his casinor, turning it and with it, the ropes linked to the back sail. The boom cast to port side, the ship slowly turning with it. The sailor kept careful watch of the sails, noting that the front sail was not taut, and as a result, the ship slowed. But, it worked to his advantage, for the Svefra was close enough to his destination to swim if the need rose.

Still, a frown layered the Svefra's features, his neglect for his ship frustrating him to no end as the realization struck that had the winds been fiercer, he'd be left without a front sail and in effect, stuck at sea, close to shore. The issue was not the distance, but his casinor was his treasure now that he had taken it from the hands of a bastard that did not deserve it.

But, do I? Do I offer the respect for the winds and seas that merit the having of a vessel to call my own?

The question troubled him, frustrated him, grieved him. He didn't know the answer, and he sought distraction from that realization. He moved from the wheel, pulling up the lever that kept the wheel in place. The Svefra then moved to the side of the vessel, dragging with him the heavy anchor. He heaved it forward, his face red with the exertion as he spread his legs into a fixed posture, knees bent as he hoisted the anchor over the side of the ship, tying the anchor's rope to several metallic loops upon the gunwale and securing the ship.

The sails struggled against the anchor, the casinor struggling to move forward to little avail, but the Svefra waited patiently. After a chime, the winds died down, moved to a different portion of the sea, allowing the Svefra to fully untie the loose knots that 'secured' the sails in their raised state. The Svefra began to lower the sails, a breath filling his lungs with the sea's saltine air just before he secured the sails to the mast again, keeping them in their rightful position for anchoring.

The Svefra felt that the best place to bond with his God was upon his waters. Not on the shores like his Lia had with the acquisition of her pardisa and now Tavan. Not like the Akalaks of Riverfall who had built the God's Tower within their city rather than on the the oceans itself. And most of all, it was a way to separate himself from them all. He sought out total solitude that only the ocean provided. All that the Svefra desired was communion with his God, the company of his suffering Tavan, and the companionship of those creatures that were not willing to devour him entirely.

The Tempest removed his tunic, throwing it onto the deck of his casinor. Next was his sash, the cutlass that belonged to Lia Tatianna falling to the floor as well before he removed his breeches. Following with his sandals and gloves, the entirety of his adornments rested upon the casinor, the clang alerting the penguin Tavan to the Svefra's movements. A fluttering took place within the quarters of the ship, and the penguin followed just as Tydus climbed onto the ship's bulwark, his weight causing the ship to tip in the tides, but he maintained his balance for just long enough to jump off the deck and into the sea.

The penguin joined the Svefra after several moments, waddling forward and tipping over the gunwale to follow its Svefra companion into Laviku's blood.

Just as the Svefra tipped into the sea, Syna could be seen coming over the eastern cloud cover, rays of her light spilling onto the world as Leth retreated into obscurity in the west.

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Tidings of the Sea God

Postby Tydus Tempest on March 27th, 2014, 5:05 pm

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The ocean's touch, without the sun to warm it in the ushering of the new day, was freezing. His bare form was overwhelmed by it, his legs kicking beneath him to ensure that he remained afloat as Vesh circled around Tydus' body, totally unaffected by the cold. It was, in fact, the first time Tydus had seen the penguin so active in quite some time, a hint of amusement present, but there was a more pressing concern to fill his attention.

And that was... everything. The gnosis upon his shoulder vibrated with the ocean's embrace, the whale sloshing about within its boundaries with an excitement that Tydus could only wish to mirror, though the majesty of his mark's power did not end with the simple movement within its bounds. Eyes closed, the Svefra's thoughts were replaced by light, beads that symbolized the life forces within the ocean itself filling his thoughts as he kept his head afloat. Multitudes of varying size and shape were in range of his sense, the Tempest sinking from the distraction of it all before he tried to subdue his mark's power.

He closed his mind to it, stopping the movements of his body and sinking, Vesh pressing into the Svefra's back to slow his descent as the light slowly fled from his thoughts.

I can feel the ocean's heart in my mind, I can feel it beat against my own, yet I forsake it... Has the gnosis upon my shoulder become a curse shackling me to my own despair?

The Svefra hated the thought of it, the feeling that his power was becoming his ruin, yet... he could not find any other possibility. Any other solution proving the contrary was lost to the Tempest scion's distraction. He had meticulously plotted to ruin his own connection to Laviku by distracting himself. And to what end? Deceit.

Tydus lied to himself. He believed himself to be in the right and to hide from the Sea. Part of him wanted to remain in Riverfall where his mind could be at ease, close enough to the sea to embrace it yet far enough to neglect it. But, this could not be the case. Ever. The Svefra felt it in his bones as his lungs contracted in his chest, demanding the air that he neglected to feed them.

The Svefra had sunk to approximately ten feet beneath the water's surface, his body beginning to ache from the sea's cold for he had not swam about to warm himself. This was to be remedied now. Legs moved back and forth in a scissor kick, sloshing water and bubbles beneath him as his body ascended, his arms pushing all the more water down so that in a space of four ticks, the Svefra surfaced, air filling his lungs with desperate gasps before be pushed his body backwards with his core.

Taking several strokes forward and away from his casinor, the Svefra was further into the open sea. Waves sloshed over him, his face and shoulders submerging and raising with each pass as the Svefra's legs kicked beneath him. Lactic acid pulsed through the limbs, their movement slowing, and Tydus utilized his arms to compensate. Vesh sailed forward through the water, catching a small fish in his beak and swallowing it as the Svefra's body began to adapt to the sea's embrace.

Without the cold bothering him, Tydus decided to open his mind to Laviku's power.

And it was... vibrant.

The Tempest dipped his head beneath the water, eyes opening as he cast view of the creatures that Laviku's creation held within. The multitudes that Tydus had sensed in his mind became shimmering, moving stars in the universe of Laviku's domain. They breathed with the life that their God gave them, some vanishing in his gaze, consumed by a larger light and sustaining it, others newly formed, small, fledgling lights joining Laviku's dominion and beginning their life in his glory.

Is this the sea that I now fear? This collection of lights? Do I fear death by the luminous giants of the sea? Or am I dead already?

Again, the Svefra found the question difficult to answer, but in Laviku's depths, with Vesh at his back, Tydus found that his lips had curled into a smile.

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Tidings of the Sea God

Postby Caelum on July 28th, 2014, 12:07 am

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Tydus



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- Bodybuilding +1
- Endurance +2
- Meditation +2
- Sailing +2
- Swimming +2

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- Sailing: Sail Upkeep
- Laviku: Greater Communion
- Oceanus: Expanse of Power




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This was a beautiful glimpse into Tydus and I'm enjoying the slow evolution of his character. Please edit your post in the grade request thread to reflect completion and don't hesitate to contact me with any questions or concerns.
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