The encounter with Rississarajor and her dhani thugs seemed to have shaken the young bard out of his usual elaborate and poetic style and he was now speaking in no uncertain terms. He spoke about truths and lies, death and trust … and used the dagger in a manner that wasn’t reassuring at all. Chandray wasn’t sure where the sudden surprise kiss had come into this. Maybe it was because she had saved him when he was in distress. Ah … well … for sure it was a one-time thing. He seemed slightly hysterical. But she couldn’t help wondering. He had acted swiftly in order to get the gold back. The events on the street seemed to have made Stefan Teagan lose that smooth and joking style she had started to expect from him at every occasion and come out as somebody with much more spine and steel in him than you could imagine. Or less. She couldn’t know what made him react the way he did. Perhaps it was the courage of sheer despereation. Anyway she thanked him for the gold. It hadn’t even occurred to her that Stefan would go directly from kissing her to trying to intimidate her with a dagger and interrogate her. The quick shifts really threw her. Maybe it was deliberate and part of interrogation tactics ? Or was he just unbalanced? She couldn’t see him so well, but nevertheless she looked thoughtfully at him in the near darkness in the tavern. The way he had stabbed the dagger into the table, the tone in his voice, the words he used, the dishonorable sounding things he said … to her all this were new and unknown sides of him. But she had a feeling this side of him was as true as the pleasant mandolin player was. Perhaps not more true, but equally true, like it often is with people. Chandray thought of how it was said that it’s not until people are under pressure you can see who they truly are. Danger and strain makes the real personality show. So - when under pressure and in danger Stefan Teagan dropped his harmless, charming gallantry and seemed pretty ruthless. The velvet eyed and generally fun-loving young poet suddenly came off as somebody who wouldn’t hesitate to take a dagger to a friend if he suspected betrayal. Stabbing people from behind, cowardly, seemed to be something he could suggest without thinking twice of it. Not that she was any scared of him. She didn’t have anything to hide. Also she didn’t’ feel she had any reason to fear a man she had so far never been at odds with. But she was starting to feel wary. “What are you speaking about?” she said. “I gave Rississarajor my word. I made a promise Stefan, and no matter the circumstances I don’t break my promises. I promised to serve her until I find her brother. So be it. I will trust her to not break her word, as she can also trust me to not break mine. There is no reason to think she wouldn’t be trustworthy now when the agreement has been made. We made a deal. I will keep to it. Honesty is what makes the world go round.“ To Chandray this meant the debate was over, as doing the right thing was the only option. But she could understand if the man felt confused, after all he had been through. He was babbling about her rapier and she gave him a dismissive answer : “I got the rapier the way I told you, I bought it in the Arma’Drex.” She made a pause before she continued. “Enough of this drivel Stefan. The dhani Rississarajor has her truth and I have mine. Now, let’s see if there’s a lantern here somewhere …” She started to investigate a shelf nearby and didn’t find a lantern, but actually an empty bottle with a candle in the neck and a kit of flint and steel. After a few tries she managed to light the candle and a dim and flickering circle of light was spreading out around the flame. Now she could see the table and the dagger better. And also Stefan Teagan’s somewhat menacing facial expression. There seemed to be lots of dried blood … she didn’t say anything but she reached out for the dagger, in order to have a closer look at it. If Stefan would object to her taking the dagger it could become a bit unpleasant there in the flooded and bloodstained shady tavern ... if he simply let her have the weapon she would give it a closer investigation, maybe even by auristics, she would make up her mind once the dagger was in her hands! |