42-Summer-509
Markus could already now taste that it would take years of periodical exposure to the drink before him that he might grow an inkling to drink it of his own free will. But after the events of the day before, the squire needed something to calm and soothe his volatile mood. For almost an bell he had sat there. In the shallow water staring at the entrance, keeping an eye out for the dark haired beauty. But she did not show. The mere memory drew a gulp of dark ale into his mouth. As the liquid landed on his tongue he grimaced. Such a disgustingly bitter drink. It was a wonder that anyone could drink the terrible stuff. Markus looked to the empty mug next to his current one. Perhaps men with memories they wished to dull until they became a blur.
There was a buzz of conversation as the rearing stallion was quite full. Markus had through sheer physical size managed to capture a spot at a table full of strangers. None of them in the mood for a talk, none of them seemed interested in the youngster drinking at their table. Their conversation easily sailed around him as he was left to his own devices. To his own memories and defeats. He could tell that he was on the other end of the general mood of the place. Bright and pleasant, people laughing at some tables. Others a little more quiet as the low buzz as they discussed something. Occasional one of them spoke loud enough for him to hear some ship terminology. They had looked like sailors, so probably a discussion about a future voyage. The squire didn't care enough to listen more closely. But he was surprised how much one could pick up in a bar if one just took the time to listen instead of talk with your friend or spying for girls.
Markus had not many coin on him. Figured as a foreigner to alcohol that he would easily get drunk. Not knowing the simple fact that alcohol spread over mass and Markus had a lot of mass for the alcohol to spread over. He could feel the effects, his eyes a little more blurry. A tingling feeling at the bottom of his belly. A lack of awareness for things that he would usually have seen come from a mile away. Like when he looked up at the door and saw her. Wearing the usual attire that drew the gaze of men upon her. Of all the taverns she would of course step into the one he was in. Of all the evenings, it would be the one after she had left him to float. With a loud sigh he looked down at the table, trying to sink through the ground and vanish before the world. His clothes matching her in a way. Black. Mourning colours, though that had not been intentional. He had not had the energy nor desire nor will to actually clean his clothes and this was his last decent pair that didn't smell like an ox had used it as a sleeping blanket. Although the guy next to Markus smelt like that. Another reason to drink ale.
Eyes staring directly into the table as he drank the ale in silent rage. He could not approach her here. Would have to wait until she left the Stallion and then approach her. Press her against the wall and ~ his thoughts ended there. Look where such anger had gotten him the day before. Into a humiliating position. Best to take this one with a cool mind. It was strange to pray to the great Wysar in such a position. But discipline and not raw emotion was what he needed the most. Dark green eyes closed softly as he took a deep inhale. Forced the anger down.
Wait and see. Must be a way to get even.