by Kaitanu on June 21st, 2014, 11:29 pm
The 21st day of Summer in the Year 514 AV, 4 bells after dawn.
Summer in Kenash was already almost too warm for comfort, and the air was close and wet and too thick to breathe. An unfair comparison, perhaps, to the more dry and open grasslands just beyond and to the North. Sweat didn't evaporate very well within the unseen bubble of heat that surrounded the city, and flies collected in the air like clouds. Kaitanu always noticed this about such places. Cities were much warmer and more frightening, even in this laid-back, almost lazy plantation-town. It was the rapid movement of bodies across the narrow pathways over swampland, the bustle of merchants and slaves, the shouting and noise. There was no quiet here, especially for Kaitanu and his horse-senses. They were on overload anyway because he'd been ridden hard since dawn to get here, and there was no chance to calm down again. The Kelvic horse would have liked nothing more than to rest and eat. The sweat on his flanks did little to cool him off as the buildings and trees and bodies stopped the air from flowing past. Even his master seemed to be uncomfortable, wiping his brow frequently and muttering. Kaitanu was used to not getting his own way, so he just dealt with it and continued to plod on in silence.
As they passed through the market, the horse's ears pricked forward, catching his master's low curses. The human was tired, and looking for someone to buy his 'horse', but not getting much answer from the busy people. It was difficult to figure out where to go and whom to ask, all without attracting too much attention to himself. After his assassination attempt went sour, he'd had to get out quick and ride Kaitanu hard through the night to escape retribution. Now, he was just trying to get as much as he could for a quick sell so he could disappear. Kaitanu was a little too conspicuous as a horse anyway. He even made a conspicuous human, with his pale hair and deep blue eyes, but maybe someone here would want a pleasure slave or something. Groth was getting antsy, and willing to consider other options. Kaitanu could almost hear the gears in his mind turning, and that never boded well with the scruffy assassin. Groth was not, in any sense of the word, a moral man. Kaitanu wouldn't have any choice in the matter if his soon-to-be-former master sold him off into that kind of servitude. It hadn't ever occurred to the abused Kelvic that there could be any other way. This was all he knew.
Someone on the street mentioned the Auction Hall, so Groth jerked on Kaitanu's harness, urging him to go faster, breaking through his thoughts. It was a lot harder to tread the winding paths with four feet and a larger body, but Groth usually thought of himself first, and not his Kelvic horse. He had a firm destination now, and the Auction Hall finally loomed ahead.
Kaitanu no longer felt the raw fear he used to when changing masters. He went numb to such things about four or five masters ago. He wouldn't miss Groth, either, just like he never missed any of the others. The scars on his back and shoulders are telling enough of his reasons. About the only thing Groth did better than the others was make sure he was fed decently. Not too much, but Kaitanu had to be kept in good enough order to ride out on a moments' notice. Groth didn't have time to try and find another horse that could carry him faster or farther.
It was this point that Groth chose to focus on most as he began to bargain with Marshal Sitai, the Auctioneer. What Kaitanu lacked in sheer bulk, he made up for it with stamina and determination. At the moment, his head was hanging low with exhaustion, but he wasn't going to drop down dead, either. He was a bit thin, but at his prime, and just needed a bit more feed. He could pull, he could probably do a bit of battlefield work, too. Groth didn't tell the auctioneer how he knew this, but he'd stolen Kai off a local war lord after seeing him run hard during a rout.
Kaitanu stood still and meek through this, and the inevitable poking and prodding to check his teeth and tackle. He was surprisingly quiet for a non-gelding, but he'd been broken too long ago even to react much to the scent of mares in heat. Marshal Sitai offered 300 gold mizas to begin with, but Groth wanted more, arguing that Kaitanu was versatile. He had the Kelvic shift to his human form, so the auctioneer could see that he was above the cut in the looks department. Marshal Sitai pointed out that he was scarred, to which Groth had the 'it came to me like that' rebuttal all ready.
They bargained for awhile, as the poor, tired, hungry and naked Kelvic waited for the inevitable. In the end, Groth had to be satisfied with 300 gold pieces and 5 silver, and he left without looking back. Kaitanu didn't feel the slightest pang, and filed into the holding pen almost automatically, with the other slaves and livestock.
It was here, waiting for the auction to begin, that he noticed a very small girl huddled in a corner, her face showing the fresh tear-tracks of a new slave. She couldn't have been more than his own age, but he guessed by her smell that she was fully human. The other slaves ignored her, though it would be a lie to say they didn't notice her plight. There simply wasn't anything any of them could do about it. Kaitanu knew this himself, but still, her wide, brown eyes tugged at him, as such things always did. He was too old to bond with a child, but still felt the tug of empathy.
Not daring to move too much, lest he draw attention to them both, he sidled up to her, crouching down very carefully behind the screen of the other slaves' bodies. She winced at first, and he noted the way her eyes raked with fear over his naked body. Being Kelvic, the concept of modesty was still a total mystery to him, so he figured she was just afraid in general. Slaves soon became accustomed to not having any privacy whatsoever. She still had a lot to learn.
"Don't cry, little one." he murmured, nudging her dirty shoulder with his nose, just like a horse. "Don't cry. They mustn't see that."
She didn't answer at first, unsure of what he was doing. A few fresh tears slid down her cheeks, and her breath checked in her throat. "Want….want my Mother…" she hiccoughed.
Kaitanu was glad that the general murmur of the pre-auction preparation drowned this out. Tears brought on whips.
"Don't cry." he repeated, knowing no words of comfort would help the situation. Kaitanu didn't tell her the truth, that she would likely never see her mother again. Instead, he reached up and smoothed away the tears on her cheeks, trying to smile the way humans did. His always came out a little lop-sided, since he hadn't learned normal human behaviors very well. "They will hurt you more if you cry. Keep it inside."
She looked at him, forgetting now that he was nude, or strange. He was the only one there paying any heed to her, and in her childish way, the only one she had left to cling to. This she did, wrapping her little arms around him suddenly and burying her face against his neck.
Kai went utterly still at this, even a bit rigid, but not out of actual fear or disgust. It was habit, only, and the next moment he decided holding her close would be best. The poor thing was sobbing against him, in a way that he recognized only too well. He'd been in her place when he was much younger.
"O-eh…..o-eh…" he murmured, trying to soothe her. "Let it out before you get up there. Don't let them see, hm? Be a strong one."
"No! I can't!" she wailed, and he had to hold her closer to muffle her cries. At least the other slaves weren't drawing attention to them. He noticed they began to make shuffling and murmuring noises, as though they wished to cover the sounds she was making. They did no more.
For his own part, Kai continued to hold the girl against himself, rubbing her back through the dirty smock she'd been given. Words were useless, so he used the only thing he had left. With his mouth close to her ear, he began to murmur snatches of an old song he'd heard once. If music was the only thing that kept him together, maybe it would help her, too. It was all he could think of, at any rate.
Hush you bye, don't you cry, go to sleepy little baby.
When you wake, you shall have, all the pretty little horses.
Browns and bays, dapples and greys, coach-and-six a' little horses.
Browns and bays, dapples and greys, coach-and-six a' little horses.
Hush you bye, don't you cyr, oh you pretty little baby.
When you wake, you'll have sweet cake, and all the pretty little horses.
A brown and a bay, a black and a grey,
coach-and-six a' little horses.
A brown and a bay, a black and a grey,
coach-and-six a' little horses.[*]
It was a simple song with a simple tune; nothing particularly unique or special about it. However, since his earnest wish was to calm and comfort the girl, emotion made his voice warm and soothing, and even beautiful in its way. He threaded his fingers through her tangled hair as she slowly calmed down. She remained quiet, even as his voice died away, and the buzz if the auction began around them.
"What's your name?' she asked after awhile, sniffling.
"Kaitanu." For now, anyway.
"I'm Ana." she whispered against his neck.
"Ana." he repeated in his soft, low voice.
"Kaitanu?"
"Heh?"
"What's going to happen?"
He paused. "I don't know, little one."
Once more, she pressed her damp face against his neck. "I want to go home."
"I know." Then, he began to just hum the tune, and she fell silent for awhile longer. There was nothing he could do for either of them anyway. If they tried to escape, worse punishments would be meted out to them than he wished for a child to have to go through.
"Can you still hold me?" she asked, in a way that broke his heart a little more than before. Except with little children, he sometimes forgot this side of himself.
"Yes." Until the auctioneer turned their way, he would hold onto her, and sing his quiet song.
[*] (The origins of this song are unknown, but thought to be based on an African American folk song from the 19th century. Given his connection to horses, the slave topic, and my inability to write lyrics myself, I thought it appropriate.)
Common- Fluent Pavi "spoken" and signed- Basic Equine Language- Fluent |