72nd of Spring, 514 AV It took Roscoe a moment to realize that his horse had stopped moving. It felt like he’d been on the Kabrin road for an eternity. He had resigned himself to spending the day watching the ground move past and smoking his pipe. It was a soothing combination- watching the ground just keep on moving, his hat tipped down over his eyes to block the suns light, and smoking the tobacco he’d picked up in Syliras. That was probably why everything blurred together the whole trip, and why it had taken him so long to realize he wasn’t moving anymore. As he pulled the pipe out of his mouth, he was left with that strange feeling you get when something sits in there too long, like you’re taking off a piece of you. It had gone out long ago but he found he was still instinctively making small pulls at a regular pace, no matter how hard he tried to stop. He lifted his gaze gradually from the ground and raised the front of his hat, until it was tilted over the back of his head rather than the front. It was a gate. For a moment he was completely taken aback by the existence of anything but grass and road, but as he adjusted to being aware of the world around him again, he slowly pieced it together. The sound of running water was audible at this distance. And he thought he could hear the bustle of a town. “This must be Kenash!” He exclaimed, taking a moment to adjust his jaw and spit that rotten tasting saliva that builds up when you don’t talk for too long. He quickly stretched his arms to get the feeling back in them, packed and lit his pipe, and took a deep pull. Letting the smoke roll ever so slowly out of his mouth, he took a moment to consider what he might find here, when his thoughts were interrupted by a strange blue beetle landing square on his forehead. This caused him to suddenly inhale the pipe smoke and led into a coughing fit. Somewhere in the commotion, his horse decided it was time to keep moving, and together they marched into Kenash. ===================== He had managed to regain of his horse after the coughing passed, which ironically did nothing to perturb him from continuing and taking more pulls on the pipe. At this point he had made it into Kenash proper. As he rode down the the road, he tried to go as slowly as he could to take note of the different storefronts. ‘Rarity Butchers’ ‘Draer’s Bottled Dreams’ ‘Sweet Secrets’ He almost had to chuckle at some of the names on these shops. It’s like they were trying to win a beauty pageant, not sell wares. But apparently that was just the way things worked in Kenash, as he had understood it. Posh people living and acting like posh people. He’d hoped it hadn’t been as bad as people made it out to be- he didn’t like coming into a new town knowing from the outset he was going to have problems with people- but it looked like that was how things were gonna be. Eventually he found himself at the front of a large building called the ‘Traveler’s Complex’. It seemed as good a place as any to hitch his horse, so dismounted and tied him up. He would’ve just walked on inside and gone about his business- and things would probably have turned out very, very differently- but the letter caught his eye, poking out of a saddle bag, taunting him. He remembered when the mysterious young woman gave it to him, telling him it was from his father. He couldn’t bring himself to just throw it away, but he didn’t want to open it either. But as he stared at it now, it itched at him, at his soul. He had to know what it said. “Tyveth guide me as I seek the truth, Wysar help me to abide by it…” He mumbled to himself- a short prayer he had often found brought him comfort in times past. He reached into the bag and pulled out that devilish piece of paper. Taking one last pull on his pipe, he dumped the ashes and stashed it in a saddlebag. Then he set to opening the letter, that he might finally know the truth he had never before been privy to. Roscoe, Is that the name your mother passed on to you? I must apologize as she only reached out to me once after you were born, though she never mentioned anything specific about you within the message she sent. She only told me that you remained in Sunberth, and of course my mind wandered to you on occasion even if I had no proof you were my child. Yet I felt it. I felt the same connection upon seeing you as I do with my son, I somehow knew that you were in fact my child right then and there. I didn't know who you were with but you looked to be in a better place than I could offer, as I myself have had a rough time raising my other boy. How I wished I'd stepped up to you then, offered to bring you home with me to Zeltiva. These eight years I've spent looking for your other family members has been hard, but alas the task I'm leaving behind is even harder. I know I can count on her to deliver this letter to you all the same, as she is a resourceful and resilient woman. But now I've digressed. No doubt you know from reading the words above you now know that this letter is from you're father, but now its time I explain to you just who your father is exactly. My name is Burten Maze, and I've lived my life as a sailor in Zeltiva. That and some pretty bad choices is what led me to meet your mother, which I have to say I'm deeply sorry that you've had to grow up knowing nothing about who you came from. Either way I've done a lot of things I'm not to proud of, and would certainly tread back in time to correct the wrongs I've done. Even so that doesn't mean I can dwell on these regrets, since I know my time is coming soon. I know good and well that I'm bound to die myself, as death is no stranger to me anymore seeing as how I've managed to evade her time and time again. This time though I will welcome her with open arms, knowing that my own son will be a father all on his own. Oh, the two of you would've got along so well. He grew up to be a fisherm…... Roscoe lowered the letter in disbelief. “He was a coward…” He mumbled. He hadn’t even tried to know his own son. He could read the regret in his letter and the- the selfishness. The cowardice. Dodging responsibility for his actions. Changing the subject bringing up his other child. Talking about his mother. “He didn’t even write this because he cared.” He said, no longer mumbling to himself. He tried to keep speaking but the words wouldn’t come. What could he say to express this rage? This anger put to shame anything he had ever felt. He couldn’t think. His vision blurred momentarily. He could hardly breathe. He knew he had to control the situation. He couldn’t be interacting with someone in this state. He might kill them. He wanted to kill everyone in this petching town. He quickly crumpled the letter and stuffed it down a saddle bag, and started walking back down the path. He remembered seeing a store that had Ale in the name. Maybe they could give him what he needed. |