by Nya Winters on October 30th, 2009, 10:15 am
Nya turned after getting fully dressed and joined Niall. The forest cat smiled at him. "Stores do not make clothing for cats. I swim as a cat, not as a woman. Clothing would make that hard, though, no matter what ones form is." She said softly, laughing slightly, though he could tell it was only at herself. She had no clothing on because she was swimming as a feline. And Niall picked up on one important thing. "Yes.. small cats. They do not like water. But I am a forest cat. We really do love the water. Fish too." She added, not normally far from her stomach when it came to her thoughts. Nya padded along barefooted beside the large man, enjoying actually doing something while they were talking. Walking along the sand was nice, and since neither of them had trouble seeing in the dark, there were no misplaced steps or stumbles over flotsam and driftwood which littered the sands.
She listened quietly to the akalak, now having a name for his race. She'd never heard of them before she met Niall in the Rearing Stallion, let alone ran into one to talk too. Nya enjoyed the walk, and the converstation. There were things about it that were far different than some of the conversations she'd had with Abashai. It was a very strange. Niall treated her as a confident and talked to her almost immediately about his feelings. Nya was surprised at this for she'd started to believe that men never talked about how they felt, but rather kept their conversations casual, deliberately light, and steered things away when things got sensitive. But Niall had very sensitive problems and she was fascinated.
He felt... lonely and homesick.
The Forest Cat padded quietly along beside him, hoping for a moment that her presence filled a little big of that loneliness, even if it was only for the walk. "I am like that sometimes. It is hard being the only one of something. There are kelvics here, but no one is quite like me. I also feel lonely... though having a bondmate helps a great deal. It is good to have company sometimes, though I do not think he understands loneliness because he never talks about it. I think he misses the desert, but i am not sure why. It sounded like life was hard there because food and water was so hard to find." Nya said softly, tossing her tangled hair out of her eyes. "I get homesick too. My parents made me leave my home and go south to Syliras to find someone to serve. They did not want me to stay home. Forest cats make them nervous. But I still miss the tower where I was born. I miss my territory around it, and the trees big enough to stretch out in and lounge in." The girl said, smiling at Niall once more.
But the knight had more to say. Nya admitted that he had lots of complex problems to be sure. He was torn multiple ways, but it didn't seem so complicated to her. "Niall, why can you not do both? The Syliran Knights are supposed to be all over the place, some living very very far away from here. Why can you not live as you want too - going where you want too - in the name of the knighthood? Can you not be a squire that moves upwards by completing tasks that are uniquely suited to you? There are all sorts of duties and responsibilities that can be done traveling right? It seems to me that all you need to do is find a balance between knight and akalak and live it. You said your father was a knight and your grandfather too. That means others have found balance, so too can you." The forest cat said, feeling certain that her words were true.
"It sounds as if you have a lot of unfinished things in your life. I do not like things unfinished because they pile up and worry at a person. Humans complicate their lives horribly by not finishing things. It seems like your people might do similar things too." Nya said, lightly jumping over a piece of driftwood. "There are many things I would like to do as well, but I do not because some of them are against the rules that people have. Or against my bondmate's wishes. But you can finish things, Niall. It is never too late." Nya insisted, smiling slightly.
At the mention of unarmed combat, she practically danced. "I know Ry'vata myself. It is very fun... bending, stretching, kicking. I do not fight well with my human shape - not like I do in my cat shape - so I learned Ry'vata to help me be better. I do not like weapons, especially blades and bows. But fighitng with your body is so challenging. It makes me very very happy." Nya admitted, her eyes shinning brightly. "We could practice together sometime. I am not very strong like this, but I am working on getting stronger. What about you? Are you as strong as you want to be or is there some really important reason why you need to finish in your place of birth? Where is that anyhow? I have never seen someone who looks like you. It must be a very far away place." She speculated, secretly thrilled that Niall had given so much of himself - revealed a great deal of who he was.
They'd walked quiet a distance in just a short time. Nya didn't tire across the sand like perhaps a human woman would. She seemed at ease in the wild, even if it was the beach beneath Syliras. And she seemed truly interested in why he was feeling like he was. She wished more humans were like the Akalak... treating her with respect and honesty. He didn't talk to her like she was a child or like he expected her not to understand. He truly spoke to her as if she was an adult... and Nya loved it.