Summer, Day 13, 510 AV In her dream, she was back at home, sitting beside her mother's hearth. The fire was blazing merrily. She could see its flames fill the well kept living room with a warm glow, and by all rights she should have felt it, too. But. the newly turned eighteen year old couldn't. Because she was drowning. Vanari tried to scream for help, but when she did more water rushed into her lungs and left her coughing up what little air she had left. She couldn't see the water. Couldn't even feel it, save for the way it choked her throat and dragged down her limbs as though they were made of lead. The girl waved her arms, kicked her feet, made herself look an absolute loon. But no one saw her. Before her eyes, her mother, father, and sister sat at the table, calmly eating their hearty fare and discussing practical matters. Ari was now sitting with them, too, though her condition had only worsened. "I'm going to die," she thought in some distant region of her mind. "I'm going to die, and none of them are going to know why. Will they even care? Or would they just find another to replace me?" They were all laughing now. Was it something Sania had just said? Ari had missed it, what with all the water in her ears making everything sound like muted glomp, glomp, glomps. Her vision was starting to go black and her lungs burned. Perhaps it was time to give up... Vanari's eyes flew wide open and she gasped for air, surprised she could breathe at all. Where was she? Why wasn't she in her bed? And...Great Morwen, why was she naked? It wasn't until after another handful of chimes before the girl realized everything that had happened had been a dream. It took even longer for her to remember all the events leading up to said dream, and why she was in a bed that wasn't hers, wearing naught but her own skin under a musty blanket. Ari shifted slowly, her limbs cramped and sore from both her vigorous swim the day before and her bundled sleeping position, which she had somehow maintained for the entire night. She peered at the other half of the cramped sleeping quarters, but it was empty. Must have slept long, she thought to herself before propping herself up and looking for dry clothes. Fortunately, she had some spares in her bag, its contents strewn about the floor as though a toddler had come and rifled through it. They were still a bit damp having not entirely escaped her sudden dive into the Suvan Sea, but they were wearable. Once the Vantha was comfortably clothed, she wrapped the blanket around her once more and shuffled barefoot up to the main deck. Her stomach growled loudly. She hoped to find the captain soon. And breakfast, too. |