"Shouldn't you become the best among the Drykas then, learn all you can here before you leave?" her words echoed in his ears. He stopped and looked at her. His eyes cloudy with the storm that went on in his head. "Would that really make a difference? If I stayed now and then left you would say the same thing you are now? Or do you think it would really change your mind that much? Would you suddenly accept it?" he asked. The harsh tone of his voice was only countered by the soft, confusion in his eyes.
She went on about love and the Drykas way. Then she simply said no. She wouldn't want him back. That everything that happened between them would never be able to bridge the gap of him leaving. His gaze turned frosty. The pain inside of him burned like the fires of Syna. She continued to speak, but he didn't listen. He had fallen into himself, ignoring the outside world. An easy way to get yourself killed in the sea of grass.
He followed them up onto a slope. He looked down at the Gazelle who were below them. The innocence of the babies pushing against their mothers, while the adults drank and ate around the watering hole. He watched with his bow in hand. Not making a single move as the babies played around their mothers. Pushing and running into each other, much like him and Jaye had done when they were younger. He sighed and sat down in the grass. His knees underneath him, he leaned forward. Laying his bow down next to him, he closed his eyes and prayed.
He called out to Caiyha and Syna. "Goddess' of the Light and Land, hear my prayer. Guide me, as I have lost my way in your world. I am blinded by the light of my dream and feel no comfort among my home. My mind wanders in the darkness and I fear the worse. I fear that the monsters that haunt my dreams will terrorize my reality. I fear that I will lose that which is most dear to me. Dear Goddess of Light and joy, please shine your rays upon my eye so that I can see the path ahead of me. Goddess of Nature, please show me the way through the twisted planes of my heart. Please let the beast that rage's inside of me be calmed by my passion. Let it work together to push me through the dark times." he paused for a brief moment. "Please Goddess' guide your child back to the true path" he said before sitting back up. He sighed again, feeling some of the anger and confusion leave his body. Though he didn't move, he hadn't the slightest idea what to do next.
She went on about love and the Drykas way. Then she simply said no. She wouldn't want him back. That everything that happened between them would never be able to bridge the gap of him leaving. His gaze turned frosty. The pain inside of him burned like the fires of Syna. She continued to speak, but he didn't listen. He had fallen into himself, ignoring the outside world. An easy way to get yourself killed in the sea of grass.
He followed them up onto a slope. He looked down at the Gazelle who were below them. The innocence of the babies pushing against their mothers, while the adults drank and ate around the watering hole. He watched with his bow in hand. Not making a single move as the babies played around their mothers. Pushing and running into each other, much like him and Jaye had done when they were younger. He sighed and sat down in the grass. His knees underneath him, he leaned forward. Laying his bow down next to him, he closed his eyes and prayed.
He called out to Caiyha and Syna. "Goddess' of the Light and Land, hear my prayer. Guide me, as I have lost my way in your world. I am blinded by the light of my dream and feel no comfort among my home. My mind wanders in the darkness and I fear the worse. I fear that the monsters that haunt my dreams will terrorize my reality. I fear that I will lose that which is most dear to me. Dear Goddess of Light and joy, please shine your rays upon my eye so that I can see the path ahead of me. Goddess of Nature, please show me the way through the twisted planes of my heart. Please let the beast that rage's inside of me be calmed by my passion. Let it work together to push me through the dark times." he paused for a brief moment. "Please Goddess' guide your child back to the true path" he said before sitting back up. He sighed again, feeling some of the anger and confusion leave his body. Though he didn't move, he hadn't the slightest idea what to do next.