Jad slipped the desert cowl from his head. It just seemed respectful to do so. He was glad to see that the girl was still willing to talk to him. It was completely new to him that a Kelvic could think for itself, at least beyond what thinking it needed to do to complete a task given it by its master. He found it reassuring to discover that things could be different than how he'd always believed them. Something had sparked in his memory at the mention of "Ravok". It was confusing at first because the people he'd known all his life had always spoken of how wonderful Ravok was. How eager they were to expand its influence. For some reason, this had been a repeated factor in the trial in Syliras. The one which had resulted in his freedom. It all started to fall into place now though, with this girl's attitude towards it. The advocate for Syliras had made him repeat everything he could remember his masters ever saying about the "dark city" of Ravok, as his questioners had called it. His old masters had denied everything, insisting that Jad had been coached into the "lies" he was providing for what they were calling a "travesty of justice". But as testimony had mounted, they finally broke their facade of innocence, casting threats and gloating over the fall to ruin that Rhysol would bring down upon all foolish adherents to weak gods. There was so much hate in their demeanor as the trial wound down. And they cursed Jad as a traitor. The words the girl was saying were lost in a haze of remembered anguish. Jad hadn't known what to make of his feelings then. These people had been his only connection to life and what little he knew of family. And now they hurled words of contempt and malice at him. Praying to this "Rhysol" to see him spend his next hundred lives in slavery and torment. Now with the girl's remarks about Ravok, a new consistency began to ease his confusion. It finally sunk in, it was a BAD place, and his masters had been BAD people. It was suddenly completely logical that they would love Ravok. He knew now that he needed to be prepared to discard any impressions he'd developed in his time with his masters. One such memory suddenly forced its way into his mind. He stared straight ahead, his gaze becoming a glare. "Memories can be a bad thing too, when they are twisted to affect your judgment..." He ventured, his brow furrowing with a slow brewing anger. "...Like mine were. I...remember now...Leianna...yeah, that was her name..." He turned to his companion now, and something burned in his eyes. But it was not directed at the Kelvic before him. She would be able to tell by the way they focused beyond her. "There are much, much worse things a person can do than lift a few purses!" Fury warred suddenly with strangling grief as he took a staggering step backwards and dropped suddenly to sit on the walkway. "Those...monsters!" was all he could say for a few moments. "They killed her...THEY did...not me!...That never even came UP at the trial!..." Rage burst suddenly in his eyes and his voice grew quietly intense with loathing. "And they said they'd keep it secret for my sake...for MY sake!" he suddenly hissed. Now his eyes focused on the girl before him, and his expression sank into an apology, "I'm sorry, I was too busy on the ship to think about this. It was buried so deep. But I remember now...Gods! Now I wish I could forget again." Resolve steeled his features, "NO...No, I'm NOT going to forget! That's how you keep making the same mistakes!" he suddenly looked around cautiously, his voice quieting, "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone what yo-...uh...about you." He extended his hand with a sad smile, "By the way, my name's Jad...well, Jadlin. They say my last name's 'Hayes', but I really don't think it is. but it's good enough for now, I guess. Can I ask yours?" |