17th of Summer, 514 AV
Alaia’s mind was elsewhere as she entered Alements for the first time, she had heard of the establishment’s fine teas and had always been meaning to make a trip here yet she never quite had found the time. Today she was in search of a place that no one knew her name where she could take out her charcoals, enjoy a quiet corner and just sketch the images that had been pushes at the corners of her mind for some time. Pushing open the door to the tavern she paused only to briefly enjoy the welcoming warmth that seemed to be in the very air. Her noon blue eyes traced the wooden tables and the free seats; she even considered the bar for a brief tick until she spotted a plush arm chair settled at a table.
Adjusting the strap of the pack on her shoulder she tilted her head and bit her lip hoping she could just take a seat when she walked in because she was about to do just that. Shifting her weight on her sandals she let her feet carry her over to the plush chair that just seemed to be calling her name. The konti allowed her petite frame to be swallowed by the cushions and for the briefest moments she just closed her eyes and enjoyed the hug of the fabric. Adjusting her lace dress to modestly fall over delicately crossed legs she reached into her pack and pulled out one of her small canvases and a piece of charcoal not bothering to look around for a waitress as she figured they’d come over eventually. Now that the canvas was out she was single minded on the blank vision before her.
Tucking a few strands of her pale blonde waves behind her ears she leaned over the canvas and pressed her charcoal against the white background with a feather-light touch. Her vision shifted as she stared at the canvas, she wasn’t really seeing the canvas as her mind locked onto the woman she remembered from her dreams. She couldn’t get her out of her head and she honestly couldn’t even remember what she looked like really so she was hoping if she just drew the image of the woman would form with a clearer vision. There was no indication of what this woman meant to Alaia except she had been plaguing the Konti’s dreams since she was a child and as it seemed she wasn’t going anywhere she let her hand arch with the first stroke of charcoal.
Even breaths pushed from her lungs though her heart beat was slightly faster than normal as she started forming the image most known to her. It started with plants that congregated together like that of a jungle; they spread from the edge of the canvas one leaf at a time, just outlines for now. She could practically feel her dream with all of her senses. Scents of the moist dirt and decomposing leaves beneath her feet filled her nose while she would have sworn in that moment she heard an unknown bird calling in the distance. The dream was simply just a memory to her but she had experienced it so many times and wrote it in her journal just as many times it was almost like she was experiencing it again. The frustrating part of it was the fact that she never saw the woman’s face; she could see her limbs move and hear her heart beat. Alaia could even feel the excitement of the hunt flood the woman’s veins but she never did see her face.
The scratch of her charcoal filled the page and she began forcing her hand towards the center of the outlined leaves to begin the outline of the woman with hopes she could force the image onto the page even though she didn’t know the features of her dream-lady. That’s where her hand paused and she felt frustration set in her stomach as she ran her free hand over her face and up into her hair pushing back hairs that weren’t actually bothering her. “Show yourself.” She grumbled at the canvas before her and she forced herself to begin drawing the shape of a profiled jaw that didn’t feel quite right. Erasing it she adjusted the jaw slightly into a stronger line before erasing that too, though it didn’t feel as wrong as the slope of the first. The Konti continued this line of creation with her dream-lady, each line feeling more right then the last but still something was off that she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. Drawing and erasing, the process was becoming an endless cycle but each mark caused curiosity to blossom like a flower under the sun as she explored a new way of making this dream come to life on paper.
The woman of her dreams was nothing like Alaia, she knew that much, she had dreams of her killing with pleasure and stalking her prey like an animal of the forest. No, dream wasn’t the right word. Nightmare was a more apt description. They were nightmares; they set coldness in the center of the Konti that made her want to snuggle deeper into the warm plushed chair even as she drew an image that was never before revealed to her in her dreams. Years of overwhelming curiosity about this dream became the only reason she could ignore the bitter taste the woman always left in her mouth when she thought of her. The woman was evil, or at least much darker then the healer herself. Whenever she had woken to the dreams in the past it was always with a cold sweat at the nape of her neck and that was no different now as she confronted the unknown woman with an attempt at drawing her. Even in the heat of the summer Alaia felt a shiver run down her spine and goose bumps parade around the edges of her scales.
Anything in the imagination that could illicit such a strong feeling in someone should be examined and eventually understood. Alaia was often described as fragile and kind but there was always a hunger in her to understand more about the darker side of the coin. The world she existed in was so shiny and beautiful but she knew there was more to it and this woman was part of the shadows that danced just out of Alaia’s reach. Under the weight of her own thoughts she paused in the rough sketches she was doing and looked up quietly for a waitress. A warm tea or even a wine would be wonderful to chase away the unease that wormed its way into her creative self. Perhaps a wine would be best. The wine might even loosen up the stroke of her hand and allow her to push away her personal feelings on the woman. This wasn’t like the dread she felt in crowds at the thought of seeing something in someone she didn’t want to see, this was something inside of her that she didn’t want to see but was drawn to pursue.
Adjusting the strap of the pack on her shoulder she tilted her head and bit her lip hoping she could just take a seat when she walked in because she was about to do just that. Shifting her weight on her sandals she let her feet carry her over to the plush chair that just seemed to be calling her name. The konti allowed her petite frame to be swallowed by the cushions and for the briefest moments she just closed her eyes and enjoyed the hug of the fabric. Adjusting her lace dress to modestly fall over delicately crossed legs she reached into her pack and pulled out one of her small canvases and a piece of charcoal not bothering to look around for a waitress as she figured they’d come over eventually. Now that the canvas was out she was single minded on the blank vision before her.
Tucking a few strands of her pale blonde waves behind her ears she leaned over the canvas and pressed her charcoal against the white background with a feather-light touch. Her vision shifted as she stared at the canvas, she wasn’t really seeing the canvas as her mind locked onto the woman she remembered from her dreams. She couldn’t get her out of her head and she honestly couldn’t even remember what she looked like really so she was hoping if she just drew the image of the woman would form with a clearer vision. There was no indication of what this woman meant to Alaia except she had been plaguing the Konti’s dreams since she was a child and as it seemed she wasn’t going anywhere she let her hand arch with the first stroke of charcoal.
Even breaths pushed from her lungs though her heart beat was slightly faster than normal as she started forming the image most known to her. It started with plants that congregated together like that of a jungle; they spread from the edge of the canvas one leaf at a time, just outlines for now. She could practically feel her dream with all of her senses. Scents of the moist dirt and decomposing leaves beneath her feet filled her nose while she would have sworn in that moment she heard an unknown bird calling in the distance. The dream was simply just a memory to her but she had experienced it so many times and wrote it in her journal just as many times it was almost like she was experiencing it again. The frustrating part of it was the fact that she never saw the woman’s face; she could see her limbs move and hear her heart beat. Alaia could even feel the excitement of the hunt flood the woman’s veins but she never did see her face.
The scratch of her charcoal filled the page and she began forcing her hand towards the center of the outlined leaves to begin the outline of the woman with hopes she could force the image onto the page even though she didn’t know the features of her dream-lady. That’s where her hand paused and she felt frustration set in her stomach as she ran her free hand over her face and up into her hair pushing back hairs that weren’t actually bothering her. “Show yourself.” She grumbled at the canvas before her and she forced herself to begin drawing the shape of a profiled jaw that didn’t feel quite right. Erasing it she adjusted the jaw slightly into a stronger line before erasing that too, though it didn’t feel as wrong as the slope of the first. The Konti continued this line of creation with her dream-lady, each line feeling more right then the last but still something was off that she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. Drawing and erasing, the process was becoming an endless cycle but each mark caused curiosity to blossom like a flower under the sun as she explored a new way of making this dream come to life on paper.
The woman of her dreams was nothing like Alaia, she knew that much, she had dreams of her killing with pleasure and stalking her prey like an animal of the forest. No, dream wasn’t the right word. Nightmare was a more apt description. They were nightmares; they set coldness in the center of the Konti that made her want to snuggle deeper into the warm plushed chair even as she drew an image that was never before revealed to her in her dreams. Years of overwhelming curiosity about this dream became the only reason she could ignore the bitter taste the woman always left in her mouth when she thought of her. The woman was evil, or at least much darker then the healer herself. Whenever she had woken to the dreams in the past it was always with a cold sweat at the nape of her neck and that was no different now as she confronted the unknown woman with an attempt at drawing her. Even in the heat of the summer Alaia felt a shiver run down her spine and goose bumps parade around the edges of her scales.
Anything in the imagination that could illicit such a strong feeling in someone should be examined and eventually understood. Alaia was often described as fragile and kind but there was always a hunger in her to understand more about the darker side of the coin. The world she existed in was so shiny and beautiful but she knew there was more to it and this woman was part of the shadows that danced just out of Alaia’s reach. Under the weight of her own thoughts she paused in the rough sketches she was doing and looked up quietly for a waitress. A warm tea or even a wine would be wonderful to chase away the unease that wormed its way into her creative self. Perhaps a wine would be best. The wine might even loosen up the stroke of her hand and allow her to push away her personal feelings on the woman. This wasn’t like the dread she felt in crowds at the thought of seeing something in someone she didn’t want to see, this was something inside of her that she didn’t want to see but was drawn to pursue.