The black wave from the night calls to me; pulls me into the depths.
The sudden feeling of tightening muscles surprises Xen, he was so deeply engrossed in the flow of his technique that the sudden shift in Ssafiracitlali’s muscles surprises him. He pauses in the session for a few ticks to see what he had done wrong, or touched to cause his client discomfort. Xen changes from his palms to his fingers and uses them to scan the surface of his client’s muscles. Xen kept his fingers close together, permitting zero space to be in between them. Carefully, he ventures up his clients back and applies no pressure during this act.
Xen could feel the muscles below his fingers relax and return from their tightened, defensive form to a state of peace and passiveness. When his fingers touch Ssafiracitlali’s shoulder blade, he pauses and almost forgot about his next action. Xen was, though, lucky enough to recall what he wished to do next and proceeds to do just that. Xen switches his massage pattern again. This time using his palms, rather than his fingers, like before. He pushes downwards with the lower, softer parts of his palms and allows his hands to flow down Ssafiracitlali’s back. Then he pauses again and rolls upwards—this time applying a bit more pressure.
Xen closes his eyes at this point and tries to imagine the various bone structures and muscle systems within his client’s body. How would they move ? He thought, as his hands rolled upwards and then all the way down to Ssafiracitlali’s lower back. Xen’s mind began to fill with ideas of research, physical research. These ideas revolved around studying how the body moved and functioned to what made it move—to what made it alive. Xen palms made a slow ascent to Ssafiracitlali’s shoulders, as he thought Yet, how would I learn about the body ?
The question had a sinister tone to it.
I’d have to look into the things I’m studying…dissect them. Find their weaknesses through observation, careful research and planning, he thought.
Xen places his left hand onto his clients left shoulder and places his right hand onto her right shoulder. He then, with the palm of his right hand, gently rolls his hand to the left, for it to journey across the back of Ssafiracitlali’s shoulders and touch with his left hand. Within Xen deep, dark and atrocious things began to manifest—plots of destruction and power began to take root—all fueled by his melancholia, his intrigue, his internal darkness and his tranquil rage.