This broken path I've chosen, I walk it alone. Though I feel forgotten, you've carved my name in stone. In these desperate times, this I plead: when all else fails, remember me. OOC: This is a past life flashback so the main character is named Jinvan Skyglow, his younger brother is Vornek. They have a very bad relationship, as the younger brother blames the older one for the loss of their parents and their sister. Also, the name of the dead bondmate is Gizelle... but that is a story for another time..... I know i take great pleasure in writing, so to any and all who read this, i hope i made it good enough for you to enjoy it as much as i did. 66th Day of The Season of Fall, 501 AV „Jinvan“ the sound murmured shaking the silence around the waking up man. „Jinvan Skyglow.... wake up you bastard“ the voice rang another time, but still no light was peering inside as the tired Vantha refused to get up or even open his eyes. „This is your last warning wake up.. or else“ came another sentence in a simple, yet harsh tone. Jinvan quickly got up only to come face to face with his younger brother Vornek, just one simple question parted his lips as he glared at his sibling with murderous intent: „Or else what? The likes of you can`t even dream of standing up to.......“ there his voice trailed off as he could feel a blade at his throat. „How dare you? And seriously are we going through this again?“ a casual tone came from the older one as he quickly jumped to the side bumping his head a bit, but still managing to get a hold of his sword. A slippery sound went through the room as the blade was now drawn out and facing towards the throat of Vornek. It did not stop him though, as he took a step back and started swinging his daggers around in a swirling manner. The room was small, and Jinvan had the advantage of range, but still, even if he didn`t, his little brother was still no good as a warrior, his moves were boring, just too linear, too simple and too slow. It took but a single hit to the stomach to knock the young boy out of his balance, and luckily for him it was done by the blunt end of the sword. As the victorious Vantha sheated his sword back where it belonged, he growled a bit looking at the troublemaker. „What business do you have with me fledgeling? You know better than anyone that i do not like to be bothered“ a sudden searing pain in his back accompanied by a blunt thumping sound made it clear that Vornek was still a sore loser. „Trust me, i have no real desire to breath even the same air as the likes of you, but there is a mission waiting for us at the entrance to the queen`s palace, all are to asemble and wait for some old fat guy who is supposed to be our new commander... or something along those lines“ the sentence ended as if the voice of the one speaking it suddenly went out. „I understand... i`ll be... there... soon“ came an indifferent response from Jinvan. As he tried to get up, a sudden kick to the ribs caused him to fall back to the floor, the pain was harsh, but the judging voice that came with it was much more to endure: „That`s for mom..... and dad.... and my sister.....“ Vornek`s voice trailed off as he started sobbing and moving towards the door, he stopped a few steps away to mock his fallen brother: „It was a pleasure to hold the audience of the all so mighty Jinvan Skyglow of the Icewatch“ the sarcastic tone was the last thing that went through the room before the door slammed shut again. Even silence was mocking him, Vantha knew it, still it could not be helped, all his weak little brother just said... it was all true. As he sat up another bolt of piercing pain tumbled down his back.. maybe his brother was not so weak anymore. Quickly getting into his clothes, he then adjusted the leather jerkin over the top of them and attached both of his swords to his right hip, he never really understood why, but it was much easier to draw them out this way. Before heading out through the door, he looked at the mirror that was partially broken years ago. His reflection was the same as ever, than why was the feeling so much different? His short hair kept sticking out on the top of his head as the eyes he hated so much turned to grey. This sort of thing happening was quite often since he lost his parents in an avalanche close to the city. And then there was that time when his sister was attacked by wolves and he was too weak to help her in time. And finally the pain of losing her.... his bondmate... the only one who truly understood what it was like finding peace in solace. The one who knew how to make even the biggest of nightmares go away witch just a flinch of her eye. Even she was lost to the Ukalas, maybe she is one of those Ethaefal persons now? Even so, thinking how his whole life he was protected, by someone else, and how all those other died in his place just like that was too much effort, after all, he still had his brother`s life to treasure, even if that brother would not like to be kept safe. „Later i will beat some sense into that idiot, i can`t lose him as well.... that would be... too much“ those were his final thoughts as he left out the door, leaving them open and moving further away into the snow and mist that were most of that morning.... There is no longer any need for one such as himself to have any friends... almost all of the truly important people in his life were long gone now... and those grey eyes.. maybe they are a good thing... hopefully they will scare those animals they need to kill this time. |