When Marrick agreed to her request, as Oriah knew he would, the Benshira nodded and stared intently at the mushroom. All she could think about was the feeling of his strong, capable arms wrapped around hers as they rode two to a saddle, and it was doing no favors for her complexion.
It was silly. She was silly. Oriah knew this on so many levels it was almost painful. But, blessed Yahal, she just could not stop.
Thankfully, her fellow squire was busy giving Kiter a few, affectionate rubs, which allowed the lass some time to get her imagination under control. When she dared to look up again, Oriah was greeted by the familiar yet no less charming sight of Tiaden and rider. They were so open, so earnest in their fondness for one another. The way Marrick lavished attention on Kiter made his opinions no mystery; she was a wondrous being in his eyes, and he in her's.
The Benshira tried to dare herself to think that, perhaps, she and Marrick might be the same way. Tried. But the idea brought about emotions so confoundedly intense she had to shrink away from it like a moth against flames. How something could be so frightening in its all-consuming nature yet so appealing at the same time, Oriah was afraid she'd never understand.
There was little time to dwell, however, once she had Marrick's attention on food and Shiber. Ever curious and ever industrious, the other squire was quick to repeat her careless slips of the tongue and bring over his portion of their improvised lunch. Oriah hadn't intended for those words to come out, but she was realizing more and more that something about Marrick's presence was to blame. He made her feel so comfortable. So at home. What a strange effect for another mortal to possess...she could scarce make sense of it, let alone put a name to it.
"You are good for first time learning," Oriah assured, amused at his almost childlike eagerness to absorb new things.
When he asked about Khollus, though, the Benshira found some of her embarrassment returning. "Ahh, um...that word..." She cleared her throat a bit before continuing sheepishly, "that word is kind of like the Common...like shyke."
Suffice to say, it wasn't a word that her elders would have approved of her using.
Not that Oriah could bring herself to care much anymore. The close proximity of her raven haired companion was starting to make her feel heady again and it was growing hard to focus. He was stirring the soup in a metal helmet, which, as ridiculous as that might have sounded in a different scenario, was oddly endearing and practical for the occasion.
And his flattery...Oriah was convinced she had said just about the most graceless handful of sentences in the history of both Common and Shiber, but Marrick seemed not to mind. He was genuinely enamored with the language of her people and that made her internally squirm even more.
What was he talking about now? Oh, right, yes. Mushrooms. Focus on the musar, must focus! Definitely smells something like chicken, but missing something? What does tha--oh, Yahal, his mouth...
Right before Marrick ate his little sliver of cooked fungus, he had given Oriah a very direct, very yearnful sort of look. And then he popped the morsel into his mouth, and it was all the Benshira could do not to insist he do it again. She felt right proper mad for thinking the way she was, but Oriah couldn't help enjoying the way her companion ate. His lips were always an attractive part of anything he did, but it was the way Marrick tasted the mushroom, chewed and sucked and considered its array of flavors, that made the act itself so appealing. She liked the way his pale eyes moved about as he savored and reflected, and how the muscles along his neck moved as he worked his jaws. The skin there looked so warm and inviting, and knowing how he smelled...
Oriah's eyelids drooped as she smiled listlessly to herself, wits entirely addled by a crackling fire, good food, and unrivaled company.
The sound of Marrick's chuckling shattered her contented haze. Thinking his amusement was directed toward her, the Benshira panicked. She tried desperately to remember what he had just said not five ticks ago. Something about edibles...and deliciousness...and probably nothing about her infatuated state.
For the hundredth time that day, Oriah couldn't help feeling a little bit foolish. But foolish as she felt, she couldn't say that the whole thing wasn't splendid, either.
And what could be more wondrous than a helmet full of steaming, aromatic soup and a rare mushroom to be tasted? Taking Marrick's lead, she slipped the piece of not-chicken in her mouth and savored the taste, then took a hearty sip of the broth.
"Mmm," she nodded, grinning. "It is good! Both soup and musar."
As they ate in mutual enjoyment, the other squire began speaking of how lucky he was not to be a slave anymore. Though she knew he had not meant to elicit such reactions, Oriah could feel the sober weight of his past creeping back again. How utterly horrific it must have been to live a life as a slave...how utterly broken Priah would have been...
Setting aside the cooked mushroom so she could accept Marrick's helmeted offering, the stared deeply into the simmering broth. She felt the odd compulsion to drown in it, to forget the ghost that haunted her every where she went. But if she did, then it would mean leaving her fellow squire behind, and that alone was enough to toss such an idea clear out the window.
She guzzled down a huge mouthful of soup and set the helmet back down with a satisfied sigh. Oriah wiped her mouth with the ends of her sleeve."I feel lucky, too," she responded, not trusting herself to say more, then settled beside Marrick to look up at the glimpses of pale blue peeking through the forest's vast, dappled canopy. Feeling absurdly warm and content, with no duties to be finished, no wilderness to combat, and plenty of hot broth swimming about in her belly, she leaned her head against her companion's shoulder without so much as a tick's worth of hesitance.
"Mez'n viyen," she murmured, unable to think of anything more perfect than right here, right now. "Life is good."