Clyde could not help it. His annoyance at Nolan was growing, as the man further aggravated him by showing off, making veiled threats or references, and going about as if he was better than Clyde. Perhaps he did not mean it as such, but such was how Clyde took it. He had been willing to let bygones be bygones, but... But now perhaps not, if he was attempting to manipulate Clyde. It was the act of manipulation, attempting to control Clyde and take control of the situation, control what happened and when the meeting ended, that he felt was the largest affront on his own power. "As I said, I do not wish to withhold anything from you...sir..." "...but you are not who I answer to. Nor will I say anything of who it IS I answer to. Nor will sulking or badgering bring me to give a reaction that might suggest one family or another. I would assume you have the connections necessary to find this information for yourself." "And if you do NOT, then that is surely by the designs of your superiors." “Or perhaps, as you have perhaps not considered, it is because I am freshly returned to Ravok, and so have not had the time to look into every bit of detail, not due to a lack of ability to find out such things upon my desire. I have not yet taken a personal interest in you, even with what happened before, though if I find a need to, I will.” Clyde paused for a moment, feeling a surge of power within Cha, mirrored by a surge of barely restrained anger within himself. “Do I have a need to? Perhaps if you don't want to speak of something, you shouldn't bring it up in an attempt to show off your own knowledge over mine. Don't try to turn this upon me, I am here on official duty. I came here on Ebonstryfe work. It was my job, nothing personal. Though you seem dangerously close to making it so.” "I will not ask you then to reveal anything to ME, then. I have said nothing about it thus far, but I have noted indications of scrutiny on your part. That's fine. I can understand that you are not likely to take anything I say at face value. But I'm not going to concern myself with that to the point of betraying any recent promises just to try and please you." “You petching face scrutiny, because I was sent here to petching scrutinize you and your business! Of course I'm going to scrutinize you and what you say, its my job! That was made clear up front. Though I was trying to make it a civil affair.” As he turned from Clyde to the door, it was clear what he meant, a show of power, giving Clyde an opening to end things there, or a designation to do so. Putting things back into his own terms, and with him in a position of decision. A further sign of disrespect to Clyde, by trying to take control. "I will go so far as to say that I have higher placed obligations than you now. If you choose not to believe this, it will only confirm that you still strive to find the worst way of looking at my words and actions. Well, I have been in the Black Hole, interrogated by Ematho himself. Your displeasure is notably less threatening." Clyde couldn't help letting out a laugh, though at this point the annoyance at Nolan was still showing, and audible in the somewhat forced laugh. “Do not suppose to know who I am, what I am, or what I am capable of, nor what I have been through. If you are going to use tales to make me fear, or to put me in my place, make sure you know who you are dealing with. You have seen but the least of me. Even I haven't see all that I could be. Quibbling. Utter quibbling. You aren't even marked by Rhysol, and you suppose to know what it is to be Chaon, to be of Rhysol.” Clyde recalled a far worse interrogation, that by Rhysol himself in another form, of the torture without expectations or chances to answer, of the pain, of his own mind and responses. Of the moment of clarity, of seeing, where suddenly the nonsense made sense and took on a clear form that could be made out. "Okay Clyde, what else must we do here, for your investigation that is? You want me to come right out and say that I still do not like you? Very well, consider it said. Do you then NOT want me to say that I still think we can work together in spite of it?" "Sorry, too late, I've already said it." "I did not mean to suggest I was going to be reporting on you. But truth is, even saying THAT is more than I should, as that would suggest that my duties do not include reporting on people. My duties are whatever I am instructed to do. And right now, they are to continue researching poisons, and reporting what is involved in THAT, which would include any assistance you offered. I am inclined to think that rather then being "reported on", you would be getting CREDIT for your help." Clyde laughed once more, spending almost half a chime, as Nolan spoke of credit. Credit earned, credit gained, a good word, a nod. Politics. “Do you think I truly care of credit? Do you think Rhysol cares of credit, of tossed bread crusts given as a reward for a loyal dog. Think beyond that. Think beyond yourself, and the petty politics of the families of Ravok. Do not focus on the actions, on this inspection, on my job, it is the end that matters. Didn't I already tell you that? Didn't you listen? All that matters is the end, and where that end is!” Clyde chuckled to himself for a few more moments, before glaring back at Nolan, anger in his eyes but laughter on his lips. “Now, I will ask you the ends, and you will tell me them, and we will forget about the middles. No fluff, no quibbling over who's had what happen to them, or who is the bigger petcher. Yes or no's, that's all I want here, and if I get anything else, I'll walk out of this building right now, right after I set it on fire. Do you understand me?” Clyde gave Nolan a moment to answer. If he answered with more than one word, Clyde would turn and walk out right then, as he'd promised. Assuming he didn't, and Clyde stayed, he'd ask a series of question in short order. “Do you know me?” “Do you wish to have me as your enemy?” “Are you willing to do what it takes to make me your ally?” “Are you ready to work for a greater purpose?” “Is there anything I should know about this facility that I don't know, that would lead me to questioning your carrying on in charge of it?” “Are you willing to follow my lead, and to stop trying to wrest control of this situation?” “Are you ready to die?” None of the questions were spoken with more or less emotion, carrying on with a neutral tone throughout. Even the last one was said as offhand as the others, not as a threat but simply another genuine question. |