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DATE TBD
Scand sat upon the ground, gathering up as many of the berries as he could and placing them back into the basket. A small group of people whispered to each other as they watched him, their modesty for show only as he could clearly hear what was being said, whether by the grace or chagrin of Zulrav, Scand couldn't decide. As his fingers fumbled clumsily with the small bits of preserved fruit, he did his best to ignore them, but his ears were not to be told to stop hearing simply because his heart would have preferred the silence.
"He's the one then? You're sure he's not just a slave?"
"Have you ever seen a slave so pathetic? Of course it's him."
"To think, his only son..."
"He won't inherent it. Zulrav would not be so cruel."
"You think he will take him?"
There was a slight hush littered with the hiss of whispers as the gossips moved to speak more quietly upon Scand's potential demise at the hand of a merciful god. He clenched his jaw, focusing on the task before him while his thoughts ran wild, weaving waking dreams that quickly turned to nightmares. He found it difficult to continue retrieving the berries from the chilled earth beneath the haze of images that flooded through his brain in a visual monologue depicting a thousand instances of his death, and a thousand more of what life would be like for those left behind him. Things would be better for them. For all of them, if he were to die, but Scand did not want to die. He wanted to live, free and away from those he knew he could do nothing but disappoint. He was a curse, but it was a curse he held to with resolve - though many, if not most, called it stubbornness. He was Drykas, but he was the wrong sort of Drykas. He could not obey his father, and though the Ankal had not been brought into the dispute directly, he was more than aware that the family's pavilion was to be passed to his eldest sister's husband, a true Drykas.
Scand was not, nor would he ever be. He could not fulfill his purpose to his people, as there was no use for purposelessness. He was not even considered a man, something he was reminded of often. His heart, as his sister had once said, had been twisted by a cruel turn of fate, no longer of their people, but of the world beyond. She was right, of course, but Scand did nothing about it. He preferred his heart the way it was, the way it was intended to be. It beat alongside everyone else, but it did not rush with the thrill of battle nor did it warm him in the arms of a woman. He was aberrant, a child derelict, kept under the tent of his family for no other reason than that his father did not have the heart to cast him out. Scand was weak, they all knew it, and to be without a family, lost in the Sea, was a death sentence for all but the strongest of what had once been his people. If Ristryn had not loved him once, Scand would have died long ago. He had little doubts about his father's feelings, however. There was no love there any longer.
Turning his face from the whispering group, Scand moved to rub away a trail of warm water that had spilled from the corner of his eyes, taking a few ticks to blink back any further tears before setting about his task once more. It didn't always sting, the shame he brought on his family by his repeated refusals to return back into the fold at the cost of his own beliefs, but when it did, Scand could feel it tear at his heart like a dull knife, battering it about his chest, toying with him and taunting him with the pain. He could end it; it was as simple as taking a wife and siring children. In a blink of an eye, he could begin to redeem himself, to return to the noble path of the continuation of his people. His sisters would welcome him with smiles, and their husbands would take him on their hunts as a brother. And his father? It would take time, but he would learn to love him again, to see him as a son and not a worthless mistake, a blight upon his family.
"Is he... crying?"
"Gods, to think... A Skycrown?"
"Hardly. It is barely even by blood."
"Oh? Do they intend to banish him?"
"They would do well to do so. Walthari would make a fine head."
"The Sunwell?"
"He is the third son, a blessed family they are. He would do the Skycrowns honor."
Fumbling with his basket, Scand stood up with a hasty jerk of motion, some of the berries spilling back onto the ground, but before they hit he had already begun to move. He wasn't sure where he was going exactly, but he knew he needed to move. Running would have been the best, but the bounce of the woven basket against his thigh as he toted it along suggested it was best to keep to a fast pace than an all out sprint for fear he would spill the rest of what had become the meager load. As he moved, Scand weaved between the tents and people, hot tears finding the chill of the day to be too cold to weather, leaving streams of icy wetness against his skin as they traveled down to drip from his chin. He kept his eyes downcast, not wanting to make contact with any of those he passed. This, however, also kept him from seeing where he was going.
He bumped into the stranger with enough force to knock Scand off balance, teetering backwards as his head whipped up in surprise to stare a the back of the head of the man he'd collided with. In the successful attempt to keep himself righted, his unsuccessful attempt to keep the dried berries in their place in the basket sent them scattering across the ground once more. A small sound of despair sounded in the back of his throat as he gazed with dismay at the empty basket, though that only lasted for a tick as he realized the man had turned around. Immediately, he recognized him as the horned man who had arrived only a short while ago. While not nearly as tall as his muscled companion, the man before him had a presence, an aura about him, that made him just as - if not more - impressive than his blonde haired, blue eyed companion.
Bowing his head in apology, Scand quickly searched for the proper words in Common, his hands signing foolish, lack of attention as he found them. "Sorry! Did not watching where to go." He offered the man a slight smile, as he signed oblivious walker along with "I am problem for you, sorry." His face was reddened by both cold and the only recently halted tears, which he realized still shone beneath the winter sun in a slight sheen. Hastily, Scand used the back of his hands to wipe the moisture away, dropping the basket in the process. Stooping down to pick it up, he spilled the last of the berries back onto the ground, which seemed to only further illustrate just how useless he was. Taking a quick breath, Scand blurted out, "I always do fool things." His hands quickly signing useless dreamer, something that had been a bit of a recurring joke in his home once. He would have thought it odd to say something so personal to a stranger, and one he had hoped to potentially impress that he might take him with him upon his departure; but something about the way the horned man looked at him made him feel as though it wasn't quite as bad as it could have been.
In a much quieter and reserved manner - an attempt to save what face he could - Scand bowed his head in deference, "I am Scand, again sorry." apologies in all things. People around had already begun to chatter regarding Scand's blundering display of the depths of just how inept he was. His face flushed a darker shade of red at some of the more jeering tones.
DATE TBD
Scand sat upon the ground, gathering up as many of the berries as he could and placing them back into the basket. A small group of people whispered to each other as they watched him, their modesty for show only as he could clearly hear what was being said, whether by the grace or chagrin of Zulrav, Scand couldn't decide. As his fingers fumbled clumsily with the small bits of preserved fruit, he did his best to ignore them, but his ears were not to be told to stop hearing simply because his heart would have preferred the silence.
"He's the one then? You're sure he's not just a slave?"
"Have you ever seen a slave so pathetic? Of course it's him."
"To think, his only son..."
"He won't inherent it. Zulrav would not be so cruel."
"You think he will take him?"
There was a slight hush littered with the hiss of whispers as the gossips moved to speak more quietly upon Scand's potential demise at the hand of a merciful god. He clenched his jaw, focusing on the task before him while his thoughts ran wild, weaving waking dreams that quickly turned to nightmares. He found it difficult to continue retrieving the berries from the chilled earth beneath the haze of images that flooded through his brain in a visual monologue depicting a thousand instances of his death, and a thousand more of what life would be like for those left behind him. Things would be better for them. For all of them, if he were to die, but Scand did not want to die. He wanted to live, free and away from those he knew he could do nothing but disappoint. He was a curse, but it was a curse he held to with resolve - though many, if not most, called it stubbornness. He was Drykas, but he was the wrong sort of Drykas. He could not obey his father, and though the Ankal had not been brought into the dispute directly, he was more than aware that the family's pavilion was to be passed to his eldest sister's husband, a true Drykas.
Scand was not, nor would he ever be. He could not fulfill his purpose to his people, as there was no use for purposelessness. He was not even considered a man, something he was reminded of often. His heart, as his sister had once said, had been twisted by a cruel turn of fate, no longer of their people, but of the world beyond. She was right, of course, but Scand did nothing about it. He preferred his heart the way it was, the way it was intended to be. It beat alongside everyone else, but it did not rush with the thrill of battle nor did it warm him in the arms of a woman. He was aberrant, a child derelict, kept under the tent of his family for no other reason than that his father did not have the heart to cast him out. Scand was weak, they all knew it, and to be without a family, lost in the Sea, was a death sentence for all but the strongest of what had once been his people. If Ristryn had not loved him once, Scand would have died long ago. He had little doubts about his father's feelings, however. There was no love there any longer.
Turning his face from the whispering group, Scand moved to rub away a trail of warm water that had spilled from the corner of his eyes, taking a few ticks to blink back any further tears before setting about his task once more. It didn't always sting, the shame he brought on his family by his repeated refusals to return back into the fold at the cost of his own beliefs, but when it did, Scand could feel it tear at his heart like a dull knife, battering it about his chest, toying with him and taunting him with the pain. He could end it; it was as simple as taking a wife and siring children. In a blink of an eye, he could begin to redeem himself, to return to the noble path of the continuation of his people. His sisters would welcome him with smiles, and their husbands would take him on their hunts as a brother. And his father? It would take time, but he would learn to love him again, to see him as a son and not a worthless mistake, a blight upon his family.
"Is he... crying?"
"Gods, to think... A Skycrown?"
"Hardly. It is barely even by blood."
"Oh? Do they intend to banish him?"
"They would do well to do so. Walthari would make a fine head."
"The Sunwell?"
"He is the third son, a blessed family they are. He would do the Skycrowns honor."
Fumbling with his basket, Scand stood up with a hasty jerk of motion, some of the berries spilling back onto the ground, but before they hit he had already begun to move. He wasn't sure where he was going exactly, but he knew he needed to move. Running would have been the best, but the bounce of the woven basket against his thigh as he toted it along suggested it was best to keep to a fast pace than an all out sprint for fear he would spill the rest of what had become the meager load. As he moved, Scand weaved between the tents and people, hot tears finding the chill of the day to be too cold to weather, leaving streams of icy wetness against his skin as they traveled down to drip from his chin. He kept his eyes downcast, not wanting to make contact with any of those he passed. This, however, also kept him from seeing where he was going.
He bumped into the stranger with enough force to knock Scand off balance, teetering backwards as his head whipped up in surprise to stare a the back of the head of the man he'd collided with. In the successful attempt to keep himself righted, his unsuccessful attempt to keep the dried berries in their place in the basket sent them scattering across the ground once more. A small sound of despair sounded in the back of his throat as he gazed with dismay at the empty basket, though that only lasted for a tick as he realized the man had turned around. Immediately, he recognized him as the horned man who had arrived only a short while ago. While not nearly as tall as his muscled companion, the man before him had a presence, an aura about him, that made him just as - if not more - impressive than his blonde haired, blue eyed companion.
Bowing his head in apology, Scand quickly searched for the proper words in Common, his hands signing foolish, lack of attention as he found them. "Sorry! Did not watching where to go." He offered the man a slight smile, as he signed oblivious walker along with "I am problem for you, sorry." His face was reddened by both cold and the only recently halted tears, which he realized still shone beneath the winter sun in a slight sheen. Hastily, Scand used the back of his hands to wipe the moisture away, dropping the basket in the process. Stooping down to pick it up, he spilled the last of the berries back onto the ground, which seemed to only further illustrate just how useless he was. Taking a quick breath, Scand blurted out, "I always do fool things." His hands quickly signing useless dreamer, something that had been a bit of a recurring joke in his home once. He would have thought it odd to say something so personal to a stranger, and one he had hoped to potentially impress that he might take him with him upon his departure; but something about the way the horned man looked at him made him feel as though it wasn't quite as bad as it could have been.
In a much quieter and reserved manner - an attempt to save what face he could - Scand bowed his head in deference, "I am Scand, again sorry." apologies in all things. People around had already begun to chatter regarding Scand's blundering display of the depths of just how inept he was. His face flushed a darker shade of red at some of the more jeering tones.
Pavi | Common