Season of Winter, Day 1, 514 AV
The zith glared at the walls of her small house as she paced from one bedroom to the other. For now, the small house was to be her prison. The vexing puzzle that plagued her was not helped by the canals and loud merchants trying to sell their wares. The one journey she had taken was to the Institute. In vain, she had tried describe the green substance she had created in the Sea of Grass many summers ago. While she wasn’t entirely convinced the substance was real, the memory burned within her chest, urging her to replicate it. In truth, the zith ached to feel the warmth and comfort she had experienced that day. The streets and humans of Ravok were more familiar now than when she had arrived, but they constantly tore at her civilized veneer. It was taking more and more effort not to attack each and every one of them. Even the ones that dared smile at her.
The zith sat on the straw bedroll and stretched her limbs forward, breathing solely through her nose. Thoughts of bathing Ravok in the blood of the humans that resided there took twenty minutes of concentration to quell. Every time the memories of their awful language and jeering faces threatened her sanctity, Irriari stretched her arms further, willing that the pain in her muscles would distract her. The twenty fifth chime proved to do the trick. Her breathing was slow and even, and her mind was free to drift back to the spring day that she had created the substance she sought.
Her thoughts had been focused on one idea: ‘destroy and protect’. Any human that knew of the zith would swear that her kind were simply creatures without any ability to understand what it meant to protect something. They were fools. Reveling in the glory of pain and the hunt was an animal instinct. The humans had given up this prized instinct in favor of their delicately structured lives. They claimed to know more of protection than destruction, but they never had to protect anything. The zith snarled aloud at the thought and muttered in zithanese. What a joke. Humans protected the wares in their stores and houses, but they were never hunted like her kind. They were safe, tucked away in their cities. No, they knew nothing of protection or the value of having but a few possessions that kept you alive. The zith reached out to the bow that was balanced against the wall to her left. She caressed the upper limb as gently as one with claws could. Without it, she would have been dead ten times over. Her bow meant nearly as much as her wings. That was the essence of protecting something.
Her thoughts then moved to the opposite side of the coin. Destruction was what created and sustained her people. Without the ability to rend the flesh of prey beneath her claws, the zith was nothing. The rage of the blood sight fueled her more than water, more than air. Whether humans knew that destruction was the same as protection mattered not to the zith. She was sure they had other matters to attend to.
It took another twenty bells of deep reflection before she saw the deep green wispy substance appear at the edges of her clawed hands. The substance clung to the tips of her claws and was formed into small spheres of various sizes. The one connected to her pinky finger claw on her right hand had a hole that pierced the middle of the sphere. She frowned at it and moved her pinky to touch her thumb. As she did, the zith noted that the balls joined together, forming a slightly larger ball that adhered itself to the claw on her thumb. Irriari breathed slowly, knowing that her concentration and focus was the only thing that kept the substance around. The purpose of the substance was irrelevant. The feeling of warmth and security was her only concern. It was reminiscent of the great feasts in the colony that left everyone excited and jubilant. It felt like home.
After a few more deep breaths, the zith moved the fingertips on each hand together and then moved her hands together. The orbs adhered to each other and she was now left with a sphere the size of an apricot. Delighted, Irriari laughed. She held the ball in her right hand and slowly pressed her palms together, marveling at the way the sphere flattened. If asked, Irriari knew she wouldn’t be able to describe how the substance felt. It didn’t have a feeling at all. As it flattened the sphere developed holes and thinned in various places. Alarmed, the zith tried to quickly form it back into a sphere, but failed. The substance disappeared and was gone as quickly as it came.
The zith glared at the walls of her small house as she paced from one bedroom to the other. For now, the small house was to be her prison. The vexing puzzle that plagued her was not helped by the canals and loud merchants trying to sell their wares. The one journey she had taken was to the Institute. In vain, she had tried describe the green substance she had created in the Sea of Grass many summers ago. While she wasn’t entirely convinced the substance was real, the memory burned within her chest, urging her to replicate it. In truth, the zith ached to feel the warmth and comfort she had experienced that day. The streets and humans of Ravok were more familiar now than when she had arrived, but they constantly tore at her civilized veneer. It was taking more and more effort not to attack each and every one of them. Even the ones that dared smile at her.
The zith sat on the straw bedroll and stretched her limbs forward, breathing solely through her nose. Thoughts of bathing Ravok in the blood of the humans that resided there took twenty minutes of concentration to quell. Every time the memories of their awful language and jeering faces threatened her sanctity, Irriari stretched her arms further, willing that the pain in her muscles would distract her. The twenty fifth chime proved to do the trick. Her breathing was slow and even, and her mind was free to drift back to the spring day that she had created the substance she sought.
Her thoughts had been focused on one idea: ‘destroy and protect’. Any human that knew of the zith would swear that her kind were simply creatures without any ability to understand what it meant to protect something. They were fools. Reveling in the glory of pain and the hunt was an animal instinct. The humans had given up this prized instinct in favor of their delicately structured lives. They claimed to know more of protection than destruction, but they never had to protect anything. The zith snarled aloud at the thought and muttered in zithanese. What a joke. Humans protected the wares in their stores and houses, but they were never hunted like her kind. They were safe, tucked away in their cities. No, they knew nothing of protection or the value of having but a few possessions that kept you alive. The zith reached out to the bow that was balanced against the wall to her left. She caressed the upper limb as gently as one with claws could. Without it, she would have been dead ten times over. Her bow meant nearly as much as her wings. That was the essence of protecting something.
Her thoughts then moved to the opposite side of the coin. Destruction was what created and sustained her people. Without the ability to rend the flesh of prey beneath her claws, the zith was nothing. The rage of the blood sight fueled her more than water, more than air. Whether humans knew that destruction was the same as protection mattered not to the zith. She was sure they had other matters to attend to.
It took another twenty bells of deep reflection before she saw the deep green wispy substance appear at the edges of her clawed hands. The substance clung to the tips of her claws and was formed into small spheres of various sizes. The one connected to her pinky finger claw on her right hand had a hole that pierced the middle of the sphere. She frowned at it and moved her pinky to touch her thumb. As she did, the zith noted that the balls joined together, forming a slightly larger ball that adhered itself to the claw on her thumb. Irriari breathed slowly, knowing that her concentration and focus was the only thing that kept the substance around. The purpose of the substance was irrelevant. The feeling of warmth and security was her only concern. It was reminiscent of the great feasts in the colony that left everyone excited and jubilant. It felt like home.
After a few more deep breaths, the zith moved the fingertips on each hand together and then moved her hands together. The orbs adhered to each other and she was now left with a sphere the size of an apricot. Delighted, Irriari laughed. She held the ball in her right hand and slowly pressed her palms together, marveling at the way the sphere flattened. If asked, Irriari knew she wouldn’t be able to describe how the substance felt. It didn’t have a feeling at all. As it flattened the sphere developed holes and thinned in various places. Alarmed, the zith tried to quickly form it back into a sphere, but failed. The substance disappeared and was gone as quickly as it came.