by Pahr on April 17th, 2015, 4:41 am
As Pahr began to play, he noticed the fact that he had been out of practice for a while when it came to playing with a dancer. He should have played a verse and a chorus with poor Sayana before he launched into the music, so that she'd know what came next. As it was, he wondered how she was doing. Was she dancing already? Did she know this song?
The light footsteps confirmed the fact that she was dancing. Her footsteps moved to the side and then to the front, and Pahr could hear a few people gathering to watch. He would have cast out using his auristics, but he was afraid that would ruin his concentration on the song.
Sayana started walking in front of him, and Pahr wondered what kind of dance it was. It wasn't as quick as the previous steps she was taking, and it was making people laugh. A few seconds later, as the sound of the kiss followed, Pahr could tell why. She had just blew a kiss toward the audience. Pahr just hoped her clothing was modest enough. How far would she go to keep the people engaged?
During the chorus, Pahr could hear an audible sigh that was also partly copied by the audience. It was evident Sayana had at least gotten the crowd to play along with her act. Of course, since none of these were practiced or planned, Pahr had no idea what the act was, to begin with. The sighing didn't work well with blowing a kiss at the audience; why did they all sigh? They should be happy.
And then it happened. First, something touched his arm. Pahr jumped slightly, causing the audience to break out into laughter. They were probably thinking that Pahr was a great actor, or perhaps they were laughing because they had found how much of a fool this harpist was. Pahr put on a smile both inside and outside, preventing his doubts from taking root. On the stage, you had to be strong.
And then the skirt brushed against him, and Pahr finally knew. The act was all for him.
Pahr looked toward the audience, raising his shoulders in a shrug as if to say, “What can I say?” and continued playing. The corners of his lips quivered as he tried to prevent his smile from breaking out, and it was like this that her hand next found his clean-shaven face. Pahr leaned his face slightly into her hand and raised both eyebrows in what he hoped was the direction of the crowd, and his act was confirmed as the crowd called out in approval. He wasn't sure if their miming had drawn more people, but he sure was enjoying this. He hoped Sayana was, too.
And then, as he switched to the chorus, Sayana sat down on his knee. Pahr was so surprised that his music broke, and for just a moment, there was total silence in their part of the theatre.
Pahr was suddenly afraid. This would break their whole act, and they had done so well. Pahr couldn't bear to see Sayana's, and his own, future in this theatre be ruined. He wanted the people to know him, and perhaps, if Sayana proved to always be so creative and fun, to know them. But Pahr had just thrown all of that away. Sayana would hate him. “What did you think!” Pahr could imagine her saying, screaming it in his face. “You should all be slaves! You the most of them! Syna has not only cursed your eyes, she has cursed your wits as well!”
An idea occurred to him. He extended both hands tentatively, as if touching her shoulder for the first time. He laid both hands on her shoulders, as if finally coming round. He tilted his head to the audience, and then nodded as if to himself. He put on a broad, leering grin, and shifted slightly, as if finally seduced. He squeezed Sayana's shoulder in a secret act of reassurance, and then let her go so that she could get up.
When she did, Pahr played the chorus one last time, livelier and stronger, and as the crowd began to sing along, Pahr could hear the smile in their voices. It brought a fulfilled smile onto his own face.
Although Pahr wouldn't admit it, Sayana's attentions had made him realize that he was missing something in his life. And Pahr now knew what it was.
It was a companion, one that could deal with the fact that he was blind and sometimes needed help. One that knew what it meant to fight against the world every day. One that knew him for what he was, who he was.
As the final chorus finished with such thoughts in Pahr's head, Pahr got up and stepped carefully forward, now using his auristics just a tad to find where Sayana was standing. Shoulder to shoulder, he prepared to bow when she did.