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Spring 40, 515 AV
Fire sat on the forest floor, skin bare to the sun letting it warm her skin. A stream trickled water nearby. A few leaves lay on the ground, still green with the color of spring that the wind had pulled from the tree above her. Her pack and clothes laid an arms length away. Tall grass rustled, whistling a soft song as the wind dragged it’s whipping fingers along the fine hairs on the blades. Closing her eyes for a moment she laid back on the soft grass, letting it tickle her skin. Hair fanned around her head, Syna’s rays delicately painting light colors through it the longer she stayed.
A smile crept around her lips, the stress that she would normally feel in Sunberth kept her alert, but it wasn’t as strong as it normally would be. The blackness that tinged her heart from the incident that had happened before she left seemed at bay, her calm happiness it’s prison. Fire peeked her eyes open the bright blue of the sky almost blinding her. Golden eyes shone brighter, light reflecting off them as they followed a fat little cloud that floated lazily above her.
Slender fingers reached to her face and wiped a tear that slipped down the side. She wasn’t sad, in fact, Fire realized that she hadn’t been sad or angry all morning. Was she finally starting to become herself again? She really hoped so, she didn’t want to lose herself. Become something that she wasn’t. What if she already had and she just didn’t know it?
The thought scared her for a moment. She knew that her heart had changed, that there were wounds on it that would never heal, but she’d learned to live with it and she’d finally gotten to a point where she had more days that were good than not. It had been bleak for awhile, but the move to Zeltiva gave her a feeling of a new start. Though she’d been having terrible dreams at night, keeping her awake she’d toss and turn and wake up soaked in sweat. Sometimes she’d scream and scare herself awake. But then, the sun would start to rise and those feelings of loneliness and fear would recede and become just a memory of the night.
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Fire sat on the forest floor, skin bare to the sun letting it warm her skin. A stream trickled water nearby. A few leaves lay on the ground, still green with the color of spring that the wind had pulled from the tree above her. Her pack and clothes laid an arms length away. Tall grass rustled, whistling a soft song as the wind dragged it’s whipping fingers along the fine hairs on the blades. Closing her eyes for a moment she laid back on the soft grass, letting it tickle her skin. Hair fanned around her head, Syna’s rays delicately painting light colors through it the longer she stayed.
A smile crept around her lips, the stress that she would normally feel in Sunberth kept her alert, but it wasn’t as strong as it normally would be. The blackness that tinged her heart from the incident that had happened before she left seemed at bay, her calm happiness it’s prison. Fire peeked her eyes open the bright blue of the sky almost blinding her. Golden eyes shone brighter, light reflecting off them as they followed a fat little cloud that floated lazily above her.
Slender fingers reached to her face and wiped a tear that slipped down the side. She wasn’t sad, in fact, Fire realized that she hadn’t been sad or angry all morning. Was she finally starting to become herself again? She really hoped so, she didn’t want to lose herself. Become something that she wasn’t. What if she already had and she just didn’t know it?
The thought scared her for a moment. She knew that her heart had changed, that there were wounds on it that would never heal, but she’d learned to live with it and she’d finally gotten to a point where she had more days that were good than not. It had been bleak for awhile, but the move to Zeltiva gave her a feeling of a new start. Though she’d been having terrible dreams at night, keeping her awake she’d toss and turn and wake up soaked in sweat. Sometimes she’d scream and scare herself awake. But then, the sun would start to rise and those feelings of loneliness and fear would recede and become just a memory of the night.
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