The Thing About Business.
33rd Spring, 502AV
33rd Spring, 502AV
Shakune could see... nothing.
Not a single thing lay in her eye line, and this amazed the young girl. Behind her, under her feet, The Lady Luck traversed across the sea, but beyond the sanctity of the ship, there was nothing. The sea met the sky in a haze of blue, green, pink, yellow. It was the most gorgeous sight she had ever seen.
And yet the child frequently found herself immersed in waves of homesickness. The sadness drowned her like she had an anchor tied to her feet, and in those very worse moments, she found herself even missing her mother. Shakune could see no reason why she would feel such things. Kinsha was a drug-addicted whore, who would have sold Shakune for a hit if the child hadn't been so useful in other ways. When the girl had announced to her mother that she was leaving, Kinsha had glanced up from the trail of white powder on their kitchen table and merely commented: "Well. Who will pick up my drugs now when I'm too busy working?"
After Shakune had shrugged in answer to this question, Kinsha's dilemma began to truly hit home. The woman began to beg her daughter to stay, she sobbed loudly and morosely. She promised to be a better mother, to stop the drugs and to try and find a better job that paid well. "Money isn't the issue." Shakune had replied simply, packing her few belongings into a bag. The girl had nothing of real value or sentimental meaning to bring with her, but she knew that once she boarded the Lady Luck, there would be no chance to purchase any extra clothes. Whilst Shakune surveyed her shit-hole of a home for anything else that she wanted to take, Kinsha rocked back and forth in her chair, sporadically sniffing up the powdered drug. She began to scratch her arms, a habit of her's that indicated she was beginning to panic that she would run out of drugs. Without Shakune bringing home whatever coin the girl could earn, money would be even tighter. Kinsha would have to cut back on her habit, or start sleeping with more men to feed her addiction.
Few other words were exchanged between mother and daughter. Shakune had planned to say a great many horrid thing to the woman, to really express her hatred and disappointment. You're my mother, you were meant to love me, to protect me. Not to fuck men in the bed next to me and then send me out to meet with strangers to collect your drugs.
But those words had seemed meaningless at the time. She'd observed Kinsha for a long moment before leaving. The woman twitched crazily every so often as her nerves and neurons exploded with drug-fuelled chemicals. "Don't die, mother." Shakune eventually stated, more of a casual comment that anything out of genuine concern.
And after that, she had left the home, boarded a ship, and departed from Zeltiva.
The relief had been overwhelming. For the entirety of her short life, Shakune had always been seeking an escape from her lifestyle. She had spent days gutting fish, playing with friends, trying to scrabble up enough coin for a hot meal. The child had done anything to avoid returning home, to her mother. But eventually, when the other children returned to their homes and nighttime closed in, Shakune would be forced to go back to her own home. There had never been a time when her mother was happy, as far as Shakune could remember. But Kinsha had not always been a whore, nor had she always been a drug addict. Those came later, when Shakune was older and not so happy to sit still and quiet as her mother demanded.
Not a single thing lay in her eye line, and this amazed the young girl. Behind her, under her feet, The Lady Luck traversed across the sea, but beyond the sanctity of the ship, there was nothing. The sea met the sky in a haze of blue, green, pink, yellow. It was the most gorgeous sight she had ever seen.
And yet the child frequently found herself immersed in waves of homesickness. The sadness drowned her like she had an anchor tied to her feet, and in those very worse moments, she found herself even missing her mother. Shakune could see no reason why she would feel such things. Kinsha was a drug-addicted whore, who would have sold Shakune for a hit if the child hadn't been so useful in other ways. When the girl had announced to her mother that she was leaving, Kinsha had glanced up from the trail of white powder on their kitchen table and merely commented: "Well. Who will pick up my drugs now when I'm too busy working?"
After Shakune had shrugged in answer to this question, Kinsha's dilemma began to truly hit home. The woman began to beg her daughter to stay, she sobbed loudly and morosely. She promised to be a better mother, to stop the drugs and to try and find a better job that paid well. "Money isn't the issue." Shakune had replied simply, packing her few belongings into a bag. The girl had nothing of real value or sentimental meaning to bring with her, but she knew that once she boarded the Lady Luck, there would be no chance to purchase any extra clothes. Whilst Shakune surveyed her shit-hole of a home for anything else that she wanted to take, Kinsha rocked back and forth in her chair, sporadically sniffing up the powdered drug. She began to scratch her arms, a habit of her's that indicated she was beginning to panic that she would run out of drugs. Without Shakune bringing home whatever coin the girl could earn, money would be even tighter. Kinsha would have to cut back on her habit, or start sleeping with more men to feed her addiction.
Few other words were exchanged between mother and daughter. Shakune had planned to say a great many horrid thing to the woman, to really express her hatred and disappointment. You're my mother, you were meant to love me, to protect me. Not to fuck men in the bed next to me and then send me out to meet with strangers to collect your drugs.
But those words had seemed meaningless at the time. She'd observed Kinsha for a long moment before leaving. The woman twitched crazily every so often as her nerves and neurons exploded with drug-fuelled chemicals. "Don't die, mother." Shakune eventually stated, more of a casual comment that anything out of genuine concern.
And after that, she had left the home, boarded a ship, and departed from Zeltiva.
The relief had been overwhelming. For the entirety of her short life, Shakune had always been seeking an escape from her lifestyle. She had spent days gutting fish, playing with friends, trying to scrabble up enough coin for a hot meal. The child had done anything to avoid returning home, to her mother. But eventually, when the other children returned to their homes and nighttime closed in, Shakune would be forced to go back to her own home. There had never been a time when her mother was happy, as far as Shakune could remember. But Kinsha had not always been a whore, nor had she always been a drug addict. Those came later, when Shakune was older and not so happy to sit still and quiet as her mother demanded.