56th of Summer, 0 Bells and 12 Chimes, 515 AV
"Peshin' goodness," a drunk man whispered under his smelly breath. Caesarion was surrounded by buffoons. This was the third time he'd ever gone to a tavern - the first time, he got assaulted by some drunk shykeholes and then further attacked by a tiny little clay man. Pycon. "Peshin' badness," he whispered to him in response, his face flaring up with a little bit of silliness as the man eyed him oddly then turned his head to the table to consume more of his drink. Back onto his thoughts, he was reminded of the second time he'd ever gone to a tavern. It was to console himself the company of sad little people after he'd experienced his first real Syliran heartbreak: the awful argument with Aoren in which he ran away, beginning what he now considered to be the doom of their relationship. Who did he meet each time? Ball the first time, some nameless barmaid the second time. She was so kind to him, and yet he still remained wallowing in sadness; that was much of what he did in Syliras, even despite it being a peaceful city with much opportunity. He wallowed in sadness, feigned misery in the face of a life that was good compared to most, just not compared to the extravagant luxury in which he was raised.
The more he thought about his past, the more he realized his mistakes. Everywhere he went with some similarity to Syliras, another place for him to recall a different point of view that he lacked in the face of his joyfully negligent life back in the Stormhold city. He sighed as he lowered his head, moved his fingers through his ear and groaned in frustration. One of the barmaids - though it was actually a man - looked to him and raised their eyebrow. The man came closer and took a seat on the wooden "stool" next to him. "Does something ail you?" He asked. Caesarion turned to look to his face. He was cute, he supposed. Light brown hair, green eyes, some freckles. The mage kept his head up with a palm under his jaw, narrowing his eyes as if to look bored. "Was that supposed to be a pun? Ail, ale?" His lips curved slightly, revealing a small smile. The barmaid chuckled and responded in turn. "No, but it can be if you want it to be," they said calmly.
"Would you like a drink to help keep your mind from wandering?" The Ravokian's eyes blinked twice. Of course they'd offer that. A drink. Was this their way of calling him obstructive? A bad customer? Certainly he hadn't bought a drink - but he hadn't ever recalled being removed from a tavern for not doing so. "No, that's alright," he replied. So as to prevent trouble though, he would add a false pretense. "I'll get one from you later. Right now I just want to think." He lowered his palm and smiled much more brightly - fakely - so as to seem pleasant enough. The freckled serviceman grinned in response. "I can take my break right now I think," he said, looking to his boss. Receiving an affirmative nod, the boy turned his attentions back to Caesarion. "Something's troubling you. Why don't you talk about it with me? Talking helps." He leaned against the counter and stared at the mage. His outfit seemed so pleasant for a simple employee. Everything in Zeltiva was very fancy. It was . . . a pleasant surprise.
"It's been rough the past few years," he said. "I'm just looking back. There is regret. So much regret." His gaze lowered to his lap, and he turned his position to stare at the crowd amassed on the round, wooden tables strewn about the place. "And yet none of it so easily shared," he stated. The other man's eyebrows perked up in surprise. "So perhaps you should take your break later. I am not a figure of passing interest. I am a man, and I feel as men do, with or without your ear to catch the shrilled pitch of my wails." He glanced to the server only momentarily before the man scoffed, rolled his eyes and rose from the seat. He returned to work, the leader of the establishment laughing quietly in the background. And yet Caesarion noticed, however quiet. A raggedy woman from the table closest to him turned face to him and spoke. "Petchin' kids and their passing interests, ye?" She questioned, then turned back around. "It's nothing against him, My Lady. It's only that I no longer enjoy the prospect of spilling my heart to mere strangers. They always end up ripping off chunks." The woman laughed.
"Hear that."
"Peshin' goodness," a drunk man whispered under his smelly breath. Caesarion was surrounded by buffoons. This was the third time he'd ever gone to a tavern - the first time, he got assaulted by some drunk shykeholes and then further attacked by a tiny little clay man. Pycon. "Peshin' badness," he whispered to him in response, his face flaring up with a little bit of silliness as the man eyed him oddly then turned his head to the table to consume more of his drink. Back onto his thoughts, he was reminded of the second time he'd ever gone to a tavern. It was to console himself the company of sad little people after he'd experienced his first real Syliran heartbreak: the awful argument with Aoren in which he ran away, beginning what he now considered to be the doom of their relationship. Who did he meet each time? Ball the first time, some nameless barmaid the second time. She was so kind to him, and yet he still remained wallowing in sadness; that was much of what he did in Syliras, even despite it being a peaceful city with much opportunity. He wallowed in sadness, feigned misery in the face of a life that was good compared to most, just not compared to the extravagant luxury in which he was raised.
The more he thought about his past, the more he realized his mistakes. Everywhere he went with some similarity to Syliras, another place for him to recall a different point of view that he lacked in the face of his joyfully negligent life back in the Stormhold city. He sighed as he lowered his head, moved his fingers through his ear and groaned in frustration. One of the barmaids - though it was actually a man - looked to him and raised their eyebrow. The man came closer and took a seat on the wooden "stool" next to him. "Does something ail you?" He asked. Caesarion turned to look to his face. He was cute, he supposed. Light brown hair, green eyes, some freckles. The mage kept his head up with a palm under his jaw, narrowing his eyes as if to look bored. "Was that supposed to be a pun? Ail, ale?" His lips curved slightly, revealing a small smile. The barmaid chuckled and responded in turn. "No, but it can be if you want it to be," they said calmly.
"Would you like a drink to help keep your mind from wandering?" The Ravokian's eyes blinked twice. Of course they'd offer that. A drink. Was this their way of calling him obstructive? A bad customer? Certainly he hadn't bought a drink - but he hadn't ever recalled being removed from a tavern for not doing so. "No, that's alright," he replied. So as to prevent trouble though, he would add a false pretense. "I'll get one from you later. Right now I just want to think." He lowered his palm and smiled much more brightly - fakely - so as to seem pleasant enough. The freckled serviceman grinned in response. "I can take my break right now I think," he said, looking to his boss. Receiving an affirmative nod, the boy turned his attentions back to Caesarion. "Something's troubling you. Why don't you talk about it with me? Talking helps." He leaned against the counter and stared at the mage. His outfit seemed so pleasant for a simple employee. Everything in Zeltiva was very fancy. It was . . . a pleasant surprise.
"It's been rough the past few years," he said. "I'm just looking back. There is regret. So much regret." His gaze lowered to his lap, and he turned his position to stare at the crowd amassed on the round, wooden tables strewn about the place. "And yet none of it so easily shared," he stated. The other man's eyebrows perked up in surprise. "So perhaps you should take your break later. I am not a figure of passing interest. I am a man, and I feel as men do, with or without your ear to catch the shrilled pitch of my wails." He glanced to the server only momentarily before the man scoffed, rolled his eyes and rose from the seat. He returned to work, the leader of the establishment laughing quietly in the background. And yet Caesarion noticed, however quiet. A raggedy woman from the table closest to him turned face to him and spoke. "Petchin' kids and their passing interests, ye?" She questioned, then turned back around. "It's nothing against him, My Lady. It's only that I no longer enjoy the prospect of spilling my heart to mere strangers. They always end up ripping off chunks." The woman laughed.
"Hear that."