1st of Fall, 515AV
Sleep. She was dreaming. But of what? The area around her was pitch black, and she felt smaller than she though she was. There was a dull ache in her chest. Why? There was nothing around to cause this heartbreak, so why..? She contemplated this, tried everything in her power to awaken. Then she felt it. This odd sense of foreboding. The ache started to make itself known.
..ur fault..
Chanting echoed around her, but it wasn't a sentence in repetition. It was blame, guilt, sorrow.. all of her own. Fingers pointed at her, voices echoed in her head. She was s falling head first into her own self pity. She needed to stop. It hurt..! Her chest ached with loneliness, emptiness. She longed for someone to cling to.
It's your fault!
Mothe--
No, mommy is gone. It's YOUR fault.
I-I di--
Daddy died because you wouldn't stop him from leaving.
The ache became agonizing, she could feel her very own sobs rattling her body. Salty waters rained from her eyes. She clenched them shut, covered them as she curled in a fetal position. She was shaking, watching her own form wither and die as she howled and wailed for her loss. The last thing she remembered was the hateful stare of her Mother and Father and their words.
We hate you.
Crystal shot upright, sharply inhaling air. Drenched to the bone in sweat, eyes wide with fear and disbelief. She looked around the area, whipping her head around. Home. Safe. She let out a sad sigh, and covered her optics with her hand. Curling her other hand around the blanket in a tight clench, she let one tear roll down her cheek. Then another, until it poured from her eyes. She hadn't meant for them to die..! A knock on her door. She quickly swiped her eyes and pushed herself from bed. "Who's there?"
"We heard screaming from next door, are you alright?"
"Y-yes, it was just a nightmare." A concerned alright came back from the door before she heard footsteps travel away. Shyke. How pathetic. She stalked back to her bed, fixed it up. She'd had to sell her home once again, so now she was staying at the traveler's row. Sad yes, but at least she was alive. She set to work, by going to her wash basin. She needed to be cleaned up. After washing, she put on her civilian attire and left the apartment.
She really hadn't gotten over their deaths, even after nine years. She put up a show to everyone, 'l'm fine,' she'd say. Oh how wrong she was. She had even deceived herself into thinking that she was done and past the pain, but she wasn't. That dream, no nightmare, had proven as much. How long had she last had a genuinely handset conversation about her parents? Too long evidently. She couldn't confront her problem if she didn't admit it was a problem to begin with. She needed to grow up and face the facts. She was alone now.
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Joining the crowds of Syliras wasn't hard. All you had to do was step outside your home and into the streets and you were in. The city of peace was a busy place. Everyone rushed here and there, yet there was seemingly nothing better to do than join in the daily rush masses. If one stood still while in the crowds, it seemed as if life would rush on without you. Eventually after getting stepped on a few times you'd move along, but it wasn't all bad. There were plenty of places for entertainment, not that she knew them all. Crystal was a woman of simple lifestyle. She didn't do much other than train and work. As it was she headed for Winthrop Alley, just outside the Citadel. She passed the taverns and lodgings, only focused on reaching her destination.
She'd never been there, only walked past with her father on errands. Apparently it was the place to train, which is why she was here. Oh, where was here? Why, the Anthonius Fighter's Pit of course! She'd always wondered what it was like inside, the grunts and crys of sparring always echoed from within it. She could remember her father telling her she could train here when she was older. Now it's time. She hoped to find a partner to spar with, or at least someone willing to teach her. She hoped for the latter. Hesitantly she stepped into the Pit and observed the area.
It was basically a large courtyard with wheeled weapon racks in certain areas. That caught her attention. The ebony walked up to a sword rack and found the weapons were indeed real. She had never seen these weapons before. She was so used to her bow and dagger that she'd never tried a different weapon. She lifted a blade from the rack carefully. It was short with a basic handle. The swprd itself mmadeof steel and bladed on both sides. She admired the blade with curiosity before looking away when a male voice sounded behinds her. |
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