As he drew her in closer, her back resting against his body, she relaxed taking solace in his arms and knowing she was safe. It wasn’t what she had first expected when he told her he had something to show her. Concern had caused her muscles to tighten, but now as she looked at the world around them, as he encouraged, she could feel her body unwinding, her muscles smoothing and her heart beat slowing into an easy rhythm.
The angle of her head against his shoulder brought her gaze upon the sky first. The color was something she had only witnessed in the early fall and she recalled how she had loved laying in the grass and staring up at it as a child. So often she had wished she could sprout wings of her own and fly along the winds of Zulrav; a child’s dream that she was reminded of now as she lay against her husband. She closed her eyes for a moment and drew in a deep breath, letting it out slowly before she opened them again to look upon the world. Caiyha’s beauty shown in the golden grasses as they waved to and fro in the gentle breezes. The Gods, she thought, had found such a way to blend with one another in their creations. How could anyone not enjoy being a part of such magnificence?
Her husband’s voice drew her attentions away from what was seen with the eyes and to what she could see within her mind when he told her to listen. With his hand over her eyes she drew in yet another slow, deep breath. Never a flinch occurred as she trusted the man that was her husband unconditionally. She rested her hands upon his thighs, but did not hold to them; her hands simply lay upon him.
As she listened to him, he guided her into a sense of being that she had not been aware of until just then. With him, she could hear the sounds around her; that she knew to always be around her, but that she had never taken the time to notice. Work at The River Flower kept her busy, kept her muscle taught, kept her mind focused on what could happen next so that she would be prepared to act. Here, now, she was experiencing true freedom for the first time, and it brought a slow smile to her face.
He was guiding her into something larger, and she followed him easily. As he drew his hand over her body, tickled her throat with a blade of grass, drew her hands over his leather pants, she smiled, feeling more in those simple touches than she had ever felt before. It was if her sensory system was heightened, yet calmed; allowing everything in but not allowing her to be swept away, rather holding her, caressing her in to a state that was surreal in nature.
When she opened her eyes, the view was incredible; every color enhanced, every sound more clear than it had ever been; every touch felt within her very being. Close your eyes, he had told her, and she did, listening to the sound of his voice and letting him take her where he would. Her lids showed her, as clear as if she had her eyes open, the view of the lake, the swaying grasses; but it began to fade as he led her into something deeper, darker.
He spoke of djed and memories and her mind flitted through the maze trying to understand, trying to connect the images to the feelings. No, she reminded herself. He had told her not to feel. She chose to listen then, to the blood singing in her veins as her heart beat pushed the warmth through her body. Her mind searched for the web he described for her, her brow furrowing when she could not see it. Focus Pearl, she scolded herself in silence. Listen to his voice, she reminded herself.
As his hand rested upon her heart, she focused upon the weight of it against her; her head dipping forward as his words met her thoughts. She sat like that, held in his arms, as she let her mind wander through the stages of consciousness, never focusing upon one thought for too long. There was an unfamiliar, yet comforting, heaviness that settled just beneath his hand, something that kept drawing her to it; instinctively, she lifted a hand and brought it up to rest over his own. Lashes fluttered as she was drawn back into the reality of his arms, though she had never truly left it but had merely placed a hint of distance between herself and the world they existed within. His touch, his voice; she smiled as she surfaced back into reality. Her hand guiding his right up to her lips, her breath caressing his flesh, “Always, my love.”
She remained in that languid state for how long she wasn’t even certain, reclined in her husband’s embrace as she let the full weight of the world back in; feeling more alive than she had felt in seasons. Energy flooded through her and she didn’t know what she wanted to do first. They had the rest of the day, and night, before them, alone; the possibilities seemed endless. “That was incredible,” she volunteered before she rolled up on a hip and turned to kiss him.
Her mood was elated tenfold now it seemed, and she stood up from his arms, to begin peeling away her clothes. The first to go was her shirt, unbuttoned and slid from her body only to be discarded as she tossed it towards the yvas bags. Next were her boots, then her pants slid off easily; all lay where they fell. Leaning over, she tugged at her husband’s boots, straining more than she cared to admit she had to in order to get them off. “I want to be in the water, to feel Caihya all around me, to feel Zulrav’s winds caress my body,” she explained with some urgency to her voice.
“I must,” she concluded as she turned to walk towards the edge of the lake, her undergarments being left behind in the few remaining steps before she sank her toes into the wet sands at the water’s edge. She stood there in all her glory, smiling and looking down at her feet as the water lapped at her toes. Slowly she began to walk into the water, Syna’s light reflecting upon the surface of the water and casting her swirling rays around the woman. She reached back to untie the knot in her hair, allowing the braid to loosen and fall; tendrils curling at her lower back as they were held in the slowly unraveling plait.
Pearl ventured further still into the waters until it was lapping at her waist before she turned and looked to see where her husband was. Everything about her showed how relaxed and accepting she was from the easy slope of her shoulders as she moved her hands back and forth over the water’s edge, allowing her fingers to make trailing ripples on the surface, to the smile upon her face. “The water’s magnificent. Join me?”
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