82nd of Fall, 515 AV
Location: Sea of Grass
Time: Night
"Perhaps I am growing old." Evailn's voice came softly in the night, barely stirring the stillness as she stared blankly into the blackness. She had been traveling for several days, without much direction or course but merely out of a curiosity of what could be beyond, just a little further from sight. It was the first time the Immortal had done something so... whimsical.
Be certain, you are indeed old. Tsenrika replied. That was the answer that Evalin expected, however. He was never one to speculate on a purely hypotethical or philosophical basis. Harsh, logical and cold to a fault. A boulder in time to which Evalin clung. How odd that a familiar, who hung now from her neck as a glowing blue gem, was the most familiar thing to her in the world.
"In years I am, of course, that cannot be denied." Evalin nodded. Adjusting herself on the rock on which she perched Evalin pulled her knees up closer to her bare chest, as if the soft breeze that stirred the grass chilled her decaying body yet that was certainly not the case, "But that is not of which I speak. No, be it my mind my dear Tsenrika... Have I aged in my mind to such an extent to be called 'old'?"
This response came slower, as the Familiar took the time to contemplate, By certain standards perhaps, though to be old on a mental scale perhaps it is not years but experience that should be considered.
"Experience..." The nuit repeated. Long black nails tapped a pale cheek as those red eyes stared in a contemplative expression into the night, "I am experienced." It was a statement of absolute fact, for in the more than 200 years she had existed in this world Evalin had faced countless trials, difficulties and struggles. She knew this was the accumulation for who she was, and what she had become... though that begged the question, what had she in fact become?
A question? It at times was quite awkward how well this otherworldly creature could read between the lines of her soul. Awkward and comforting all the same.
"What has it all been for? What have I accomplished doing what I have done, how I have gone about it?"
Again you ask this...?
"No, not as before." Shaking her head those striaght black locks shook lightly in response as Evalin delicately placed one finger on the gems smooth surface, "Somehow, now, it feels different. What I have done, and become. Looking back I begin to feel the gravity of it all, and the heaviness of the years and how much, and how little, can be done in that time."
Letting the silence fall around them once more Evalin rested her chin on her knees, both hands coming to wrap around her shins as she looked upward at the sky. It was vast, and endless. Like time no matter how hard she looked Evalin could not see its end, and perhaps that was exactly what made the Immortal wonder about the reasoning behind it all. Too much time to comprehend until an incomprehensible amount of it had passed.
Words: 526
Location: Sea of Grass
Time: Night
"Perhaps I am growing old." Evailn's voice came softly in the night, barely stirring the stillness as she stared blankly into the blackness. She had been traveling for several days, without much direction or course but merely out of a curiosity of what could be beyond, just a little further from sight. It was the first time the Immortal had done something so... whimsical.
Be certain, you are indeed old. Tsenrika replied. That was the answer that Evalin expected, however. He was never one to speculate on a purely hypotethical or philosophical basis. Harsh, logical and cold to a fault. A boulder in time to which Evalin clung. How odd that a familiar, who hung now from her neck as a glowing blue gem, was the most familiar thing to her in the world.
"In years I am, of course, that cannot be denied." Evalin nodded. Adjusting herself on the rock on which she perched Evalin pulled her knees up closer to her bare chest, as if the soft breeze that stirred the grass chilled her decaying body yet that was certainly not the case, "But that is not of which I speak. No, be it my mind my dear Tsenrika... Have I aged in my mind to such an extent to be called 'old'?"
This response came slower, as the Familiar took the time to contemplate, By certain standards perhaps, though to be old on a mental scale perhaps it is not years but experience that should be considered.
"Experience..." The nuit repeated. Long black nails tapped a pale cheek as those red eyes stared in a contemplative expression into the night, "I am experienced." It was a statement of absolute fact, for in the more than 200 years she had existed in this world Evalin had faced countless trials, difficulties and struggles. She knew this was the accumulation for who she was, and what she had become... though that begged the question, what had she in fact become?
A question? It at times was quite awkward how well this otherworldly creature could read between the lines of her soul. Awkward and comforting all the same.
"What has it all been for? What have I accomplished doing what I have done, how I have gone about it?"
Again you ask this...?
"No, not as before." Shaking her head those striaght black locks shook lightly in response as Evalin delicately placed one finger on the gems smooth surface, "Somehow, now, it feels different. What I have done, and become. Looking back I begin to feel the gravity of it all, and the heaviness of the years and how much, and how little, can be done in that time."
Letting the silence fall around them once more Evalin rested her chin on her knees, both hands coming to wrap around her shins as she looked upward at the sky. It was vast, and endless. Like time no matter how hard she looked Evalin could not see its end, and perhaps that was exactly what made the Immortal wonder about the reasoning behind it all. Too much time to comprehend until an incomprehensible amount of it had passed.
Words: 526
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