Winter, Day 24, 514AV
Noven sat at the edge of the bed, forehead buried in one hand, defeat weighing heavily on his shoulders.
"I couldn't find her," he admitted wearily.
For all of yesterday morning and as much of the evening as he dared, he had scoured the streets. Or at least he had tried to, getting lost several times along the way and coming home with nothing but a few petching candles to show for.
"Looked everywhere I could, but this gods damned city...always changing..."
His hand shifted, rubbing at tired eyes before raking back some of the hair shielding his face. A full day of searching with no results. If Melody was in some kind of trouble, there was nothing either of them could do at this point. But that wasn't even the worst of it...the worst of it was that it had been a full twenty four bells since he last Vexed her. Which meant that the headaches had begun in earnest, and shooting pains in his limbs would be quick to follow.
He hadn't been this knee deep in shyke since his first few days in Zeltiva. It was starting to cloud his mind with panic, leaving his brow permanently furrowed as he struggled to find an alternative.
No, not her, he chanted to himself. Ever since Melody's escape, the phrase had looped itself endlessly in the back of his mind. Not her. Anyone but her.
"But finding Melody can wait, believe it or not," Nov added after a short pause, hating himself for even bringing up the unsavory subject of Vexation. "It's my mark that's become the real problem."
Looking down, he stared at the crimson veins webbed across his left hand and flexed them absently. How he had reveled those first few, blood soaked days when he had discovered the power of his mark. And how he had come to hate it over the years, despising himself for the need that it had instilled in him. That it had shackled him with, following him where ever he went, completely inescapable.
It felt like he had just gotten Mae back. Only to find himself at the crossroads again, questioning whether he should be involving her a second time in his trouble-riddled life. Bad enough that she had escaped enslavement, only to immediately land straight in the path of Blondie the jealous, aspiring murderer. Now she had a Vexer to deal with as well. In a foreign city shrouded by illusions and strangeness, not less, and without a copper to her name to boot.
Nov had tried his best not to involve the Isur. But there was no one else to turn to when he'd discovered that Melody's sleeping form was all smoke and mirrors. And now, he had invited her into the room he'd shared with the waif for half a fortnight, to do...what? Discuss matters at hand? Allow her to witness him loathing himself a little more?
The man made an impatient sound as he brought his gaze back up to the red headed gadgeteer. He had offered her a seat on the couch so generously included in their apartment and noticed only then whether she'd taken it or not.
"I have to Vex someone, Mae," he intoned somberly, "and it can't be you. Or the dog."
Somehow aware that he had just been mentioned, Wick perked up from his side of the couch and wagged his tail. The Gibbat then jumped from the couch to the bed in a single, soundless leap, landing by his human's side and licking the cursed hand once before he curled back into a ball. Sometimes it made the human wonder whether Wick was part cat. Wick just let him continue to wonder.
Meanwhile, Noven was staring down at his hand once more. He closed it into a fist, the streak of Gibbat saliva still glistening on his browned skin.
"But this...isn't the only reason I asked you to come here," he confessed after a moment of silence. "I've been meaning to ask you...what do you think of the city so far? Are you happy here? I know you've been picking up your craft again, and that's good."
Nov looked up, a pained, poorly hidden sort of dread flickering in his eyes. Partially from the growing headache, and partially from the question he was about to ask.
"You ever...think about staying here?"